Hallucination
Genre: Romance, Fluff, AngstPairings: Kyumin, hints of others
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Language, overload of cheesiness sometimes.
Summary: Is it true? I hope it isn't.
Sungmin opened his eyes. He just woke up and the first thing he had to check was if there was something either around his waist or his chest. After he noticed the familiar hand on his stomach, he sighed in relief. Everything was how it should be and he could wake up without any worries.
"Good morning, baby. How did my beautiful pink angel sleep?", a gentle and low voice asked. Sungmin loved it to hear those words every day and he knew that he would never get tired of it.
"What a question. You know the answer, Kyu... tell me: How did I sleep, spending over eight hours next to the most wonderful man on the world?"
"Liar. Who is the most wonderful man here?" Sungmin giggled in delight over the fluffy cheesiness that welcomed him to the world every day and that sings him into sleep every night. "Minnie, you know that today is a very special day, right?" Sungmin frowned. Was it? "It is?"
"Baby, today is your birthday... " Sungmin's eyes widened as he realized it. "It is! Oh my god, today is my birthday! Ouch!", he shouted out loud and held his head. Kyuhyun jerked and was about to call an emergency at the sight of his Sungmin feeling pain in his head. Sungmin grabbed his wrist. "Don't overreact, Kyu, I'm just having a hangover... After all, it was New Year yesterday and we all got pretty drunk..." Kyuhyun grinned and started to massage his temples. "Well, except of you, Kangin hyung, Ryeowook and Kibum, of course. Oh yeah, that's good... thanks a lot Kyu!"
Kyuhyun replied with a soft peck on his lips.
"Saengil chukha hamnida, saengil chukha hamnida!", all Super Junior members sang when Sungmin and Kyuhyun came down the stairs. Sungmin's eyes sparkled in joy and he hugged every member happily. Then the members gave him the presents and Sungmin unwrapped them all in excitement. From Leeteuk, he received a book with jokes, from Heechul an economy pack of pink condoms, causing everyone to stare at him and him to shrug, from Hankyung a gift coupon for 500 milkshakes in his favorite milk bar, from Yesung a book about turtles and from Kangin a pair of barbells. Shindong had bought him a book with recipes that had pumpkin in it, Eunhyuk gave him a whole pink bunny stuffed animal family with over 10 bunnies in it and Donghae a book about babies.
"Donghae, I really like your present, but why are you giving me book about the education of babies and children?", Sungmin asked him curiously.
"Well, I thought about buying this book for me and Eunhyuk, too, so I thought that it would be a great idea for you!", Donghae exclaimed.
"Okay... But you know that I will never have children."
"You don't want to have children with Kyuhyunnie?", Donghae wondered. Everyone palmed their faces. Sungmin opened his mouth to say something but closed it again. It was hopeless to explain Donghae how babies are made. And that two men can't have babies.
"Oh yeah, of course... it's a great book then! Thanks a lot, Hae!", Sungmin said and hugged him tightly. Donghae was just too adorable. Siwon bought him the chinese version of the bible (If something like that exists) because Sungmin was about to improve his Mandarin skills and Ryeowook gave him a pink plectrum with Sungmin's name engraved. Sungmin was very happy about his presents and thanked everyone for the great and more or less suitable presents.
Actually, Sungmin didn't want anything from Kyuhyun because the greatest preent Kyuhyun could give him was what he gave him every day of his life: his love. Butof course, Kyuhyun didn't agree to that thought and had to buy him something that was only for Sungmin; absolutely unique and only suitable for Sungmin. He gave Sungmin the pink wrapped present and Sungmin opened it. It was a CD but without any cover. Sungmin took it and eyed it curiously. Nothing was written on it and Sungmin just had to ask. "What is it, Kyu?" Kyuhyun took a deep breathe.
"It's a CD with 25 songs I've written only for you on the piano. Since it is your 25th birthday, I wrote 25 songs... I love you, Lee Sungmin. " Everyone in the room looked at him in awe and a few, like Ryeowook, Heechul and Donghae were jealous that their boyfriends never made something like that from them. Sungmin stared at Kyuhyun. That was really the greatest present he has every received and his eyes filled with tears. Kyuhyun frowned.
"Minnie, why are you crying? You don't like it?" Sungmin shook his head fiercely and hugged Kyuhyun tightly. "No, Kyu... It's the best present ever and I love you so much for this, okay it's not like I'm not loving you more than everything on the world but... I'm so speechless and touched by this... I love you, Cho Kyuhyun!", he said and kissed him lightly on the lips. It was a gentle, lovable kiss, when the world of Kyuhyun and Sungmin was still perfect and full of love and fluff.
<3 <3 <3
When it was 9 PM, Super Junior decided to go out and celebrate Sungmin's birthday. They went into a famous club in Seoul and of course they got even V.I.P tickets. Unfortunately, they were not the only people in the club and it was quite full. Still, they had a lot of fun.
Donghae and Eunhyuk were dancing, of course, while Hankyung and Heechul had disappeared somewhere. Shindong was exploring the snackbar and Kibum and Siwon were crowded by girls. After all, the boys were not allowed to admit that they were gay. A few girls tried to get on Kyuhyun but he just smiled his adorable smile and refused friendly. Sungmin was not the kind of guy to get jealous too quickly but he always had the fear that he might lose Kyuhyun. But Sungmin was also very handsome and he couldn't concentrate on Kyuhyun when a crowd of girls was trying to seduce him.
When it got late, everyone was dancing around, when a guy spoke to Sungmin. "Hey, you! Yeah, you. Shall I show you something that make the place here a little bit more exciting?" Sungmin hated it to speak to strange people and tried to ignore him. "Don't ignore me. Don't you think that this place needs a little bit more fun?"
"No. I think the atmosphere is great.", Sungmin said with the coldest voice he could afford.
"Okay, okay... it was just a try...", the guy apologized and sat down next to Sungmin. He ordered a drink and drank it quietly, while thinking about how to sell his stuff the best. It was just LSD but he made a bet with his friend to sell as much as possible. He sighed and took out one pill. He put it in his drink and drank one gulp before letting his glass on the bar and go looking for his friend. Sungmin was looking around and reached with his hand behind him, searching for his glas. He found a glas and drank it out, all at once. It was then when he realized that it wasn't his own drink.
"Ew... vodka...", he said. But he didn't bother too long and went, looking for Kyuhyun. He found him but right at that moment, he felt dizzy.
"Hey, love. How was it?"
"Kyu... I think... I don't feel well..."
"What? Wait, I'm going to call Leeteuk and we go home. Immediately!" Sungmin just nodded weakly. He didn't feel good at all.
<3 <3 <3
Sungmin laid in his bed and everything was blurry and nebulously. He could see Kyuhyun sitting in his bed, looking at him. Even though he couldn't see clear, everything seemed totally clear to him. Kyuhyun had a guilty expression on his face. What happened?
"Kyu... is everything alright?" Kyuhyun shook his head.
"Sungmin. We have to talk." Oh-oh. Sungmin didn't like the fact that Kyuhyun called him Sungmin. He didn't like the tone in which Kyuhyun talked to him. He didn't like his words at all.
"Is anything wrong?"
"I don't think that this will last." What? Please, don't let him talk about what I am thinking at now, Sungmin thought in shock.
"What do you mean, Kyuhyun?"
"I'm talking about us. I think we should break up." Is it true? I hope it isn't. But I don't think that this is a dream.
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The next day, the headache was gone and Sungmin was okay. Well, physically. When he woke up, the familiar hand on his stomach was gone. He remembered the last night like it had been just a seconds ago. He didn't want to wake up and stayed in his bed. Kyuhyun wasn't in the room the whole day. He looked at his cell phone once. There were over 20 messages. He wondered but didn't bother to read them. He didn't even want look up who the writer was. Well, it was not Kyuhyun, he knew it. Leeteuk knocked at the door and entered the room with an tablet with food.
"Hey, Minnie, eat something!"
"Don't want to."
"You don't feel better?"
"You already know it?" Did Kyuhyun already tell everyone? "And no." Leeteuk frowned. There was nothing he shouldn't know, was it? He only knew that Sungmin felt horrible the day before.
"Well, however... If you feel better, eat something, okay? I'm very worried. And Kyuhyun-"
"Don't you ever say that name again.", Sungmin interrupted him with an icy voice. Leeteuk tilted his head. What was wrong? Did he miss something?
"Uuuhm... okay... Eat well! If you need something, just call me, arasso?"
"Mmhh...", Sungmin murmured and Leeteuk could see that he was about to cry. Again, how it seemed, since his eyes were all puffy and red. He went down in the kitchen and asked Heechul:
"Is there anythinig wrong between Kyuhyun and Sungmin?" Heechul shrugged. "This morning, Kyuhyun was worried about his condition and that his eyes were swollen, but he didn't mention anything about a fight. And you know Kyuhyun. If he has a fight with Minnie, he always asks me for advice. He does everything to make Min happy." Leeteuk nodded. He knew that.
"Do you know when he is coming back from his early schedule?"
"No... try ask Ryeowook?", Heechul replied and turned his attention to his lunch again. Leeteuk, being a good leader, worrying about his dongsaengs, ran to Ryeowook.
"Hey, do you know when Kyuhyun is coming back?"
"No... sorry, but you know that it was a surprise appointment and you know how bad he felt to let Sungmin alone in his bed, not able to tell him anything, since he didn't want to wake him up... Does Sungmin feel better? So I can call Kyuhyun and tell him... he is so worried because Sungmin wouldn't answer to his messages and now he is spamming me the whole time!" Leetuk was even more confused now.
"Did they fight?"
"How did you get this idea? I could see them all lovey-dovey yesterday, it would be weird if they had fought."
"Sungmin acts weird... He doesn't want me to say Kyuhyun's name...", Leeteuk whispered in Ryeowook's ear. Ryeowook's eyes widened "What? Really? Wow. I'd never think that they, of all couples, would ever fight! It was almost smelly how cheesy they are..." Leeteuk nodded. I think we have to find out what happened..."
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Kyuhyun ran back to the dorm like he never did before. He couldn't believe that their manager had called him for a special appointment today, when Sungmin didn't feel good. He opened the door and didn't bother to greet anyone, but ran upstairs immediately. He almost bumped into the door but managed to opend it finally.
"Min! I'm back! How do you-"
"Get out of here.", the latter said in the coldest voice he could afford. Kyuhyun blinked in confusion.
"Minnie, it's me-"
"I know who you are. And my name is Sungmin. Now move your damn ass out of my room." Kyuhyun was deeply hurted now. Did he do anything wrong? He sat down next to Sungmin on his bed. He wanted to touch Sungmin's hair when the latter jerked.
"Don't you dare to touch me and act like nothing happened! I hate you! Fuck off and die!" Kyuhyun didn't know what to do and just obeyed, like he always did when Sungmin wanted him to do something. But this time, it was different. Usually, Sungmin never bossed him around. Usually, he never cursed with such words. And usually, he never wanted Kyuhyun to go away from him. But after all, he obeyed and stumbled out of the room, leaving a Sungmin behind, who had started to sob. But Kyuhyun was paralyzed, not able to notice anthing around him. Did Sungmin say that he hated him?
The rest of the day, all the Super Junior members were extremely confused. The Kyumin couple, that would always be an overload of cheesiness, was seperated. Sungmin was crying in his bed the whole day and Kyuhyun... he wasn't even in the condition to cry. He stared at the ceiling and murmured incoherent phrases.
In the afternoon, Henry and Zhou Mi arrived. The doorbell rang and Leeteuk opened with an exhausted facial expression; he was worrying about Kyuhyun and Sungmin the whole time. "Happy Birthday!", Henry said and hugged Leeteuk. It was then when he realized that it wasn't Sungmin. "Hm? Where is Sungmin hyung? He always opens the door... Does he have schedules? But he wrote a SMS yesterday, saying that he doesn't have any schedules today..." Zhou Mi had already entered the dorm and looked around. "Gege's not here... I wanted to go shopping with him! Where is he, Geng?", he asked Hankyung.
Hankyung shook his head. "He is in his room, but I don't think that you should-" But Zhou Mi already ran up the stairs, followed by Henry. "Mimi! Henli!", Leeteuk shouted but they didn't hear him.
"Saengil chukha hamnida!", Henry and Zhou Mi exclaimed in unison, running into Sungmin's and Kyuhyun's room. But their smiles freezed when they saw Sungmin in his bed, eyes all puffy and red. "Sungmin gege... is everything alright?", Henry asked unsteady. Sungmin didn't answer and began to cry again. It was then when Zhou Mi wondered where Kyuhyun was. He had the feeling that it wasn't good to ask Sungmin where Kyuhyun was, especially since Kyuhyun was always with his lover when the latter didn't feel good.
Zhou Mi poked Henry's back as a sign that they should leave Sungmin alone. Henry nodded and both went down into the living room. Zhou Mi noticed the liveless body on the couch and could recognize Kyuhyun. He decided to ask Kyuhyun.
"Hey, Kui Xian, is everything alright? Sungmin cries the whole time and you don't look that happy either..." Kyuhyun didn't answer and looked at the ceiling. Zhou Mi was shocked. he had never nseen Kyuhyun in such a condition, not even able to answer him. He waved his hand in front of Kyuhyun's face. No reaction. Zhou Mi and Henry sat down.
"He's been like that the whole time since he came from his schedule and Sungmin is like that since he woke up.", Leeteuk informed them. Zhou Mi and Henry nodded.
"Sungmin...", came out from Kyuhyun's lips. And a tear ran down his cheek. Henry watched the tear in fascination.
"Wow... I've never seen Kyuhyun hyung crying...", he whispered. Leeteuk ran towards the couch immediately.
"He cries? Really? He cries? Omo. You're right! There's a tear! Thank god, at least he's crying now..." Zhou Mi looked at him in confusion. "Ehm. What? I don't think that Kyuhyun crying is something good."
"I know, but this time... It is good! He was like a corps the whole day and now he cries... at least he's still alive..."
Zhou Mi nodded in comprehension. "Do you know what happened?" Henry was stroking Kyuhyun's hair gently now, even though his hyung didn't show any reaction to him.
"I think Sungmin broke up with him or they had a fight... I don't know, it's something that makes Kyuhyun cry, so it has to be something about Sungmin... But I don't get it. Yesterday, they were still all lovey-dovey, just like always but since Kyuhyun had left for an early schedule today, everything seems to go the wrong way."
"Did anything happen to Minnie gege?", Henry asked. Leeteuk tilted his head.
"We were out, in a club and everything went well until Kyuhyun came to me and told me that Min didn't feel good and that we should go back to the dorm... I thought he overreacted but Sungmin really didn't look that fine... He was dizzy and couldn't stand straight anymore, but I know that he didn't drink that much. He's very reasonable and knows his alcohol limits. I asked the barkeeper and he remembered that Sungmin only drank 3 cocktails, which isn't much."
Henry bit his lower lip and seemed to think about something. Leeteuk continued. "Kyuhyun was awake the whole night to take care of him."
Kyuhyun was sobbing now. Zhou Mi sensed an opportunity. "Kyu, mind to tell what happened?" And his feeling was right, just as always. Kyuhyun was in the condition to answer.
"H-he said he ha-hated me a-and tha-that I sho-should leave him a-and I-I ca-can't ca-call him Mi-minnie a-anymore bu-but I can't live without him a-and-", he couldn't continue and his words faded away in sobbing. "Okay... that's weird...", Henry said. All four sat on the couch and nothing but Kyuhyun's sobs were heard. Suddenly, Henry's eyes widened and he ran upstairs in Sungmin's room.
"Gege! Stop crying and tell me what happened yesterday!" Sungmin wasn't crying anymore but sat on a chair, staring out of the window. "There is nothing to tell you. And I think that Kyuhyun already told you that he broke up with me."
"Why would he do that?"
"I also thought that he loved me but it doesn't seem to be like that." Henry was really confused now. Who broke up with whom? And why? And when? And why were both crying now?
"But-but, Kyuhyun gege is crying about you the whole time and he says that you were to one to say that you hate him and he says he can''t live with out you anymore and-and-"
"What?" Now it was Sungmin's turn to be confused. "I said that I hate him because he broke up with me..."
"But you don't hate him?", Henry tried to clear his mind and made a order in his head.
"I love him... so much. Maybe too much? Since he doesn't want me..." Henry nodded and rushed down the stairs into the living room.
"Kyuhyun Hyung, Sungmin hyung says you broke up with him!" Zhou Mi gasped. He was Kyuhyun's best friend and he knew that Kyuhyun would rather die than break up with Lee Sungmin. "Are you sick? What happened to you? Did you consume anything strange yesterday?", he asked the latter in confusion. Kyuhyun stopped sobbing and sat up straight.
"I did what? Why would I break up with him? I'd rather die than break up with him!" Zhou Mi chuckled. It was not the right situation to laugh but it was just exactly what he had thought a few seconds ago. Kyuhyun jumped of the couch and ran up the stairs in a speed that made Leeteuk fearing that he would fall and fracture his neck or something else.
"Lee Sungmin."
"Get out of here. I already told you that-"
"No, you listen to me now!" Sungmin didn't dare to reply. It was the first time every that Kyuhyun interrupted him. Kyuhyun walked towards Sungmin and did something he had never expected; he kneeled down.
"Sungmin, since I'm not allowed to call you Minnie, Min, Honey, Love, Darling, Danhobak or any other names anymore, I don't know how you got the stupid idea and I think it was a dream, but I would never break up with you. I would always wait until you leave me because I would never ever leave you. Every second away from you makes me tired and thinking about why I am living. I love you more than everything on the world and it makes me dying inside that you don't know that. When I see you, my heart jumps. When you smile, the sun seems to be dark next to you. When you say you love me, I feel like heaven. I can't describe this last feeling. It makes me wondering, why I am still alive, why I'm not dying from happiness. When you kiss me, I feel like I don't need anything else in my life; no food, no water, no Starcraft, nothing but you. When we make love, I never want it to end. It is the most wonderful experience I ever had in my life and I know that there won't ever be anything better. I can't express my feelings for you in words. Not even in music, there's nothing on this world to explain what I feel for you. Sungmin, and if you still think that I don't love you and that I would ever break up with you without your wanting, I think I'm going to kill myself because I'm not even able to tell the most important person for me, not only in my life, but in eternity, that I love him. I love you, Sungmin. Saranghae. Aishiteru. Wo ai ni. Em yeu anh. Ich liebe dich. Je t'aime. Te amo. Ya tebya lyubyu. Seni seviyo-" Kyuhyun got interrupted by a pair of lips, capturing his own in a sweet and loving kiss.
"I love you too, Kyuhyunnie.", Sungmin said after the kiss and hugged him tightly.
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"You sweated and you felt dizzy? Did you feel like throwing up?" Sungmin nodded. "And it seems like you had hallucinations..." Sungmin blushed. But nodded again. "Anything else?", Kyuhyun asked him again.
"My hands and feet were cold and I had convulsions and seizures..."
"Sungmin... could it be by any chance... that you consumed LSD?" Sungmin's eyes widened. Drugs?
"I don't take drugs!"
"Of course not, but maybe by accident?"
"There was a guy... he offered some to me but I didn't accept them... And then I- Oh! I confused my cocktail with another glas next to mine... I think it was his!"
Kyuhyun nodded.
"At least this is clear now... I still can't believe that you doubted my love to you..."
"Kyuhyunnie... You are too good for me. I'm always afraid that you might realize it some day and break up with me."
"First of all: No, I'm not. I want you to know that you are too good for me, you do many things I could never do, like making me happy. I can't make me happy all by myself. And this is only one thing out of thousands in which you are better than me. I want to reassure you, that you don't have to fear anything like this, okay? I promise you, with everything I have, including my heart and my soul, that there is never going to be a reason for me to break up with you. There is only one exception, when it depends on your life. In every other case, only you are allowed to break up with me. okay?"
"Okay!", Sungmin exclaimed happily and hugged his boyfriend again. They were sitting on the balcony. It was night and Kyuhyun and Sungmin were watching the stars.
"You see that star there?", Kyuhyun asked. Sungmin nodded. "That one also has many planets rotating around him. It shines very bright because it's a really big star." Sungmin stared at the star. It was indeed a bright and really beautiful star. "You are like that star. You have me, rotating around you. You are the focus in my life, everything I do and think is related with you. But you know what? You shine much brighter than that star."
Kyuhyun ended that weird but still wonderful day with a kiss for his one and only love, Lee Sungmin.
A/N: Ehm... Okay, in germany, it's still the 01. 01. 2011! *defends herself* okay: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEE SUNGMIN! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! YOU ARE MY NUMBER ONE IDOL STAR AND I WONDER EVERYDAY HOW YOU MANAGE TO BE THAT GREAT AND PERFECT. I have to admit that Kyuhyunnie loves you more ;) (At least here!) I know that I suck at writing but I wanted to write this. My friend hates cheesiness and she told me that this almost made her puke xD So, I love cheesiness, so I think I did quite good (for my norms xD) I know that there are like a million ppl out there who write better kyumin than me but I have my own ideas and I can't just send a request to everyone to make it exactly like I want it xD still, I hope you enjoyed it and comments are loved! <3 btw, did you know how beautiful River flows in you is? It is on the top spot in my top 100 iTunes list... and it's the most beautiful piano song ever <3 i'm so happy that i found that new age version today...
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Language, overload of cheesiness sometimes.
Summary: Is it true? I hope it isn't.
Sungmin opened his eyes. He just woke up and the first thing he had to check was if there was something either around his waist or his chest. After he noticed the familiar hand on his stomach, he sighed in relief. Everything was how it should be and he could wake up without any worries.
"Good morning, baby. How did my beautiful pink angel sleep?", a gentle and low voice asked. Sungmin loved it to hear those words every day and he knew that he would never get tired of it.
"What a question. You know the answer, Kyu... tell me: How did I sleep, spending over eight hours next to the most wonderful man on the world?"
"Liar. Who is the most wonderful man here?" Sungmin giggled in delight over the fluffy cheesiness that welcomed him to the world every day and that sings him into sleep every night. "Minnie, you know that today is a very special day, right?" Sungmin frowned. Was it? "It is?"
"Baby, today is your birthday... " Sungmin's eyes widened as he realized it. "It is! Oh my god, today is my birthday! Ouch!", he shouted out loud and held his head. Kyuhyun jerked and was about to call an emergency at the sight of his Sungmin feeling pain in his head. Sungmin grabbed his wrist. "Don't overreact, Kyu, I'm just having a hangover... After all, it was New Year yesterday and we all got pretty drunk..." Kyuhyun grinned and started to massage his temples. "Well, except of you, Kangin hyung, Ryeowook and Kibum, of course. Oh yeah, that's good... thanks a lot Kyu!"
Kyuhyun replied with a soft peck on his lips.
"Saengil chukha hamnida, saengil chukha hamnida!", all Super Junior members sang when Sungmin and Kyuhyun came down the stairs. Sungmin's eyes sparkled in joy and he hugged every member happily. Then the members gave him the presents and Sungmin unwrapped them all in excitement. From Leeteuk, he received a book with jokes, from Heechul an economy pack of pink condoms, causing everyone to stare at him and him to shrug, from Hankyung a gift coupon for 500 milkshakes in his favorite milk bar, from Yesung a book about turtles and from Kangin a pair of barbells. Shindong had bought him a book with recipes that had pumpkin in it, Eunhyuk gave him a whole pink bunny stuffed animal family with over 10 bunnies in it and Donghae a book about babies.
"Donghae, I really like your present, but why are you giving me book about the education of babies and children?", Sungmin asked him curiously.
"Well, I thought about buying this book for me and Eunhyuk, too, so I thought that it would be a great idea for you!", Donghae exclaimed.
"Okay... But you know that I will never have children."
"You don't want to have children with Kyuhyunnie?", Donghae wondered. Everyone palmed their faces. Sungmin opened his mouth to say something but closed it again. It was hopeless to explain Donghae how babies are made. And that two men can't have babies.
"Oh yeah, of course... it's a great book then! Thanks a lot, Hae!", Sungmin said and hugged him tightly. Donghae was just too adorable. Siwon bought him the chinese version of the bible (If something like that exists) because Sungmin was about to improve his Mandarin skills and Ryeowook gave him a pink plectrum with Sungmin's name engraved. Sungmin was very happy about his presents and thanked everyone for the great and more or less suitable presents.
Actually, Sungmin didn't want anything from Kyuhyun because the greatest preent Kyuhyun could give him was what he gave him every day of his life: his love. Butof course, Kyuhyun didn't agree to that thought and had to buy him something that was only for Sungmin; absolutely unique and only suitable for Sungmin. He gave Sungmin the pink wrapped present and Sungmin opened it. It was a CD but without any cover. Sungmin took it and eyed it curiously. Nothing was written on it and Sungmin just had to ask. "What is it, Kyu?" Kyuhyun took a deep breathe.
"It's a CD with 25 songs I've written only for you on the piano. Since it is your 25th birthday, I wrote 25 songs... I love you, Lee Sungmin. " Everyone in the room looked at him in awe and a few, like Ryeowook, Heechul and Donghae were jealous that their boyfriends never made something like that from them. Sungmin stared at Kyuhyun. That was really the greatest present he has every received and his eyes filled with tears. Kyuhyun frowned.
"Minnie, why are you crying? You don't like it?" Sungmin shook his head fiercely and hugged Kyuhyun tightly. "No, Kyu... It's the best present ever and I love you so much for this, okay it's not like I'm not loving you more than everything on the world but... I'm so speechless and touched by this... I love you, Cho Kyuhyun!", he said and kissed him lightly on the lips. It was a gentle, lovable kiss, when the world of Kyuhyun and Sungmin was still perfect and full of love and fluff.
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When it was 9 PM, Super Junior decided to go out and celebrate Sungmin's birthday. They went into a famous club in Seoul and of course they got even V.I.P tickets. Unfortunately, they were not the only people in the club and it was quite full. Still, they had a lot of fun.
Donghae and Eunhyuk were dancing, of course, while Hankyung and Heechul had disappeared somewhere. Shindong was exploring the snackbar and Kibum and Siwon were crowded by girls. After all, the boys were not allowed to admit that they were gay. A few girls tried to get on Kyuhyun but he just smiled his adorable smile and refused friendly. Sungmin was not the kind of guy to get jealous too quickly but he always had the fear that he might lose Kyuhyun. But Sungmin was also very handsome and he couldn't concentrate on Kyuhyun when a crowd of girls was trying to seduce him.
When it got late, everyone was dancing around, when a guy spoke to Sungmin. "Hey, you! Yeah, you. Shall I show you something that make the place here a little bit more exciting?" Sungmin hated it to speak to strange people and tried to ignore him. "Don't ignore me. Don't you think that this place needs a little bit more fun?"
"No. I think the atmosphere is great.", Sungmin said with the coldest voice he could afford.
"Okay, okay... it was just a try...", the guy apologized and sat down next to Sungmin. He ordered a drink and drank it quietly, while thinking about how to sell his stuff the best. It was just LSD but he made a bet with his friend to sell as much as possible. He sighed and took out one pill. He put it in his drink and drank one gulp before letting his glass on the bar and go looking for his friend. Sungmin was looking around and reached with his hand behind him, searching for his glas. He found a glas and drank it out, all at once. It was then when he realized that it wasn't his own drink.
"Ew... vodka...", he said. But he didn't bother too long and went, looking for Kyuhyun. He found him but right at that moment, he felt dizzy.
"Hey, love. How was it?"
"Kyu... I think... I don't feel well..."
"What? Wait, I'm going to call Leeteuk and we go home. Immediately!" Sungmin just nodded weakly. He didn't feel good at all.
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Sungmin laid in his bed and everything was blurry and nebulously. He could see Kyuhyun sitting in his bed, looking at him. Even though he couldn't see clear, everything seemed totally clear to him. Kyuhyun had a guilty expression on his face. What happened?
"Kyu... is everything alright?" Kyuhyun shook his head.
"Sungmin. We have to talk." Oh-oh. Sungmin didn't like the fact that Kyuhyun called him Sungmin. He didn't like the tone in which Kyuhyun talked to him. He didn't like his words at all.
"Is anything wrong?"
"I don't think that this will last." What? Please, don't let him talk about what I am thinking at now, Sungmin thought in shock.
"What do you mean, Kyuhyun?"
"I'm talking about us. I think we should break up." Is it true? I hope it isn't. But I don't think that this is a dream.
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The next day, the headache was gone and Sungmin was okay. Well, physically. When he woke up, the familiar hand on his stomach was gone. He remembered the last night like it had been just a seconds ago. He didn't want to wake up and stayed in his bed. Kyuhyun wasn't in the room the whole day. He looked at his cell phone once. There were over 20 messages. He wondered but didn't bother to read them. He didn't even want look up who the writer was. Well, it was not Kyuhyun, he knew it. Leeteuk knocked at the door and entered the room with an tablet with food.
"Hey, Minnie, eat something!"
"Don't want to."
"You don't feel better?"
"You already know it?" Did Kyuhyun already tell everyone? "And no." Leeteuk frowned. There was nothing he shouldn't know, was it? He only knew that Sungmin felt horrible the day before.
"Well, however... If you feel better, eat something, okay? I'm very worried. And Kyuhyun-"
"Don't you ever say that name again.", Sungmin interrupted him with an icy voice. Leeteuk tilted his head. What was wrong? Did he miss something?
"Uuuhm... okay... Eat well! If you need something, just call me, arasso?"
"Mmhh...", Sungmin murmured and Leeteuk could see that he was about to cry. Again, how it seemed, since his eyes were all puffy and red. He went down in the kitchen and asked Heechul:
"Is there anythinig wrong between Kyuhyun and Sungmin?" Heechul shrugged. "This morning, Kyuhyun was worried about his condition and that his eyes were swollen, but he didn't mention anything about a fight. And you know Kyuhyun. If he has a fight with Minnie, he always asks me for advice. He does everything to make Min happy." Leeteuk nodded. He knew that.
"Do you know when he is coming back from his early schedule?"
"No... try ask Ryeowook?", Heechul replied and turned his attention to his lunch again. Leeteuk, being a good leader, worrying about his dongsaengs, ran to Ryeowook.
"Hey, do you know when Kyuhyun is coming back?"
"No... sorry, but you know that it was a surprise appointment and you know how bad he felt to let Sungmin alone in his bed, not able to tell him anything, since he didn't want to wake him up... Does Sungmin feel better? So I can call Kyuhyun and tell him... he is so worried because Sungmin wouldn't answer to his messages and now he is spamming me the whole time!" Leetuk was even more confused now.
"Did they fight?"
"How did you get this idea? I could see them all lovey-dovey yesterday, it would be weird if they had fought."
"Sungmin acts weird... He doesn't want me to say Kyuhyun's name...", Leeteuk whispered in Ryeowook's ear. Ryeowook's eyes widened "What? Really? Wow. I'd never think that they, of all couples, would ever fight! It was almost smelly how cheesy they are..." Leeteuk nodded. I think we have to find out what happened..."
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Kyuhyun ran back to the dorm like he never did before. He couldn't believe that their manager had called him for a special appointment today, when Sungmin didn't feel good. He opened the door and didn't bother to greet anyone, but ran upstairs immediately. He almost bumped into the door but managed to opend it finally.
"Min! I'm back! How do you-"
"Get out of here.", the latter said in the coldest voice he could afford. Kyuhyun blinked in confusion.
"Minnie, it's me-"
"I know who you are. And my name is Sungmin. Now move your damn ass out of my room." Kyuhyun was deeply hurted now. Did he do anything wrong? He sat down next to Sungmin on his bed. He wanted to touch Sungmin's hair when the latter jerked.
"Don't you dare to touch me and act like nothing happened! I hate you! Fuck off and die!" Kyuhyun didn't know what to do and just obeyed, like he always did when Sungmin wanted him to do something. But this time, it was different. Usually, Sungmin never bossed him around. Usually, he never cursed with such words. And usually, he never wanted Kyuhyun to go away from him. But after all, he obeyed and stumbled out of the room, leaving a Sungmin behind, who had started to sob. But Kyuhyun was paralyzed, not able to notice anthing around him. Did Sungmin say that he hated him?
The rest of the day, all the Super Junior members were extremely confused. The Kyumin couple, that would always be an overload of cheesiness, was seperated. Sungmin was crying in his bed the whole day and Kyuhyun... he wasn't even in the condition to cry. He stared at the ceiling and murmured incoherent phrases.
In the afternoon, Henry and Zhou Mi arrived. The doorbell rang and Leeteuk opened with an exhausted facial expression; he was worrying about Kyuhyun and Sungmin the whole time. "Happy Birthday!", Henry said and hugged Leeteuk. It was then when he realized that it wasn't Sungmin. "Hm? Where is Sungmin hyung? He always opens the door... Does he have schedules? But he wrote a SMS yesterday, saying that he doesn't have any schedules today..." Zhou Mi had already entered the dorm and looked around. "Gege's not here... I wanted to go shopping with him! Where is he, Geng?", he asked Hankyung.
Hankyung shook his head. "He is in his room, but I don't think that you should-" But Zhou Mi already ran up the stairs, followed by Henry. "Mimi! Henli!", Leeteuk shouted but they didn't hear him.
"Saengil chukha hamnida!", Henry and Zhou Mi exclaimed in unison, running into Sungmin's and Kyuhyun's room. But their smiles freezed when they saw Sungmin in his bed, eyes all puffy and red. "Sungmin gege... is everything alright?", Henry asked unsteady. Sungmin didn't answer and began to cry again. It was then when Zhou Mi wondered where Kyuhyun was. He had the feeling that it wasn't good to ask Sungmin where Kyuhyun was, especially since Kyuhyun was always with his lover when the latter didn't feel good.
Zhou Mi poked Henry's back as a sign that they should leave Sungmin alone. Henry nodded and both went down into the living room. Zhou Mi noticed the liveless body on the couch and could recognize Kyuhyun. He decided to ask Kyuhyun.
"Hey, Kui Xian, is everything alright? Sungmin cries the whole time and you don't look that happy either..." Kyuhyun didn't answer and looked at the ceiling. Zhou Mi was shocked. he had never nseen Kyuhyun in such a condition, not even able to answer him. He waved his hand in front of Kyuhyun's face. No reaction. Zhou Mi and Henry sat down.
"He's been like that the whole time since he came from his schedule and Sungmin is like that since he woke up.", Leeteuk informed them. Zhou Mi and Henry nodded.
"Sungmin...", came out from Kyuhyun's lips. And a tear ran down his cheek. Henry watched the tear in fascination.
"Wow... I've never seen Kyuhyun hyung crying...", he whispered. Leeteuk ran towards the couch immediately.
"He cries? Really? He cries? Omo. You're right! There's a tear! Thank god, at least he's crying now..." Zhou Mi looked at him in confusion. "Ehm. What? I don't think that Kyuhyun crying is something good."
"I know, but this time... It is good! He was like a corps the whole day and now he cries... at least he's still alive..."
Zhou Mi nodded in comprehension. "Do you know what happened?" Henry was stroking Kyuhyun's hair gently now, even though his hyung didn't show any reaction to him.
"I think Sungmin broke up with him or they had a fight... I don't know, it's something that makes Kyuhyun cry, so it has to be something about Sungmin... But I don't get it. Yesterday, they were still all lovey-dovey, just like always but since Kyuhyun had left for an early schedule today, everything seems to go the wrong way."
"Did anything happen to Minnie gege?", Henry asked. Leeteuk tilted his head.
"We were out, in a club and everything went well until Kyuhyun came to me and told me that Min didn't feel good and that we should go back to the dorm... I thought he overreacted but Sungmin really didn't look that fine... He was dizzy and couldn't stand straight anymore, but I know that he didn't drink that much. He's very reasonable and knows his alcohol limits. I asked the barkeeper and he remembered that Sungmin only drank 3 cocktails, which isn't much."
Henry bit his lower lip and seemed to think about something. Leeteuk continued. "Kyuhyun was awake the whole night to take care of him."
Kyuhyun was sobbing now. Zhou Mi sensed an opportunity. "Kyu, mind to tell what happened?" And his feeling was right, just as always. Kyuhyun was in the condition to answer.
"H-he said he ha-hated me a-and tha-that I sho-should leave him a-and I-I ca-can't ca-call him Mi-minnie a-anymore bu-but I can't live without him a-and-", he couldn't continue and his words faded away in sobbing. "Okay... that's weird...", Henry said. All four sat on the couch and nothing but Kyuhyun's sobs were heard. Suddenly, Henry's eyes widened and he ran upstairs in Sungmin's room.
"Gege! Stop crying and tell me what happened yesterday!" Sungmin wasn't crying anymore but sat on a chair, staring out of the window. "There is nothing to tell you. And I think that Kyuhyun already told you that he broke up with me."
"Why would he do that?"
"I also thought that he loved me but it doesn't seem to be like that." Henry was really confused now. Who broke up with whom? And why? And when? And why were both crying now?
"But-but, Kyuhyun gege is crying about you the whole time and he says that you were to one to say that you hate him and he says he can''t live with out you anymore and-and-"
"What?" Now it was Sungmin's turn to be confused. "I said that I hate him because he broke up with me..."
"But you don't hate him?", Henry tried to clear his mind and made a order in his head.
"I love him... so much. Maybe too much? Since he doesn't want me..." Henry nodded and rushed down the stairs into the living room.
"Kyuhyun Hyung, Sungmin hyung says you broke up with him!" Zhou Mi gasped. He was Kyuhyun's best friend and he knew that Kyuhyun would rather die than break up with Lee Sungmin. "Are you sick? What happened to you? Did you consume anything strange yesterday?", he asked the latter in confusion. Kyuhyun stopped sobbing and sat up straight.
"I did what? Why would I break up with him? I'd rather die than break up with him!" Zhou Mi chuckled. It was not the right situation to laugh but it was just exactly what he had thought a few seconds ago. Kyuhyun jumped of the couch and ran up the stairs in a speed that made Leeteuk fearing that he would fall and fracture his neck or something else.
"Lee Sungmin."
"Get out of here. I already told you that-"
"No, you listen to me now!" Sungmin didn't dare to reply. It was the first time every that Kyuhyun interrupted him. Kyuhyun walked towards Sungmin and did something he had never expected; he kneeled down.
"Sungmin, since I'm not allowed to call you Minnie, Min, Honey, Love, Darling, Danhobak or any other names anymore, I don't know how you got the stupid idea and I think it was a dream, but I would never break up with you. I would always wait until you leave me because I would never ever leave you. Every second away from you makes me tired and thinking about why I am living. I love you more than everything on the world and it makes me dying inside that you don't know that. When I see you, my heart jumps. When you smile, the sun seems to be dark next to you. When you say you love me, I feel like heaven. I can't describe this last feeling. It makes me wondering, why I am still alive, why I'm not dying from happiness. When you kiss me, I feel like I don't need anything else in my life; no food, no water, no Starcraft, nothing but you. When we make love, I never want it to end. It is the most wonderful experience I ever had in my life and I know that there won't ever be anything better. I can't express my feelings for you in words. Not even in music, there's nothing on this world to explain what I feel for you. Sungmin, and if you still think that I don't love you and that I would ever break up with you without your wanting, I think I'm going to kill myself because I'm not even able to tell the most important person for me, not only in my life, but in eternity, that I love him. I love you, Sungmin. Saranghae. Aishiteru. Wo ai ni. Em yeu anh. Ich liebe dich. Je t'aime. Te amo. Ya tebya lyubyu. Seni seviyo-" Kyuhyun got interrupted by a pair of lips, capturing his own in a sweet and loving kiss.
"I love you too, Kyuhyunnie.", Sungmin said after the kiss and hugged him tightly.
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"You sweated and you felt dizzy? Did you feel like throwing up?" Sungmin nodded. "And it seems like you had hallucinations..." Sungmin blushed. But nodded again. "Anything else?", Kyuhyun asked him again.
"My hands and feet were cold and I had convulsions and seizures..."
"Sungmin... could it be by any chance... that you consumed LSD?" Sungmin's eyes widened. Drugs?
"I don't take drugs!"
"Of course not, but maybe by accident?"
"There was a guy... he offered some to me but I didn't accept them... And then I- Oh! I confused my cocktail with another glas next to mine... I think it was his!"
Kyuhyun nodded.
"At least this is clear now... I still can't believe that you doubted my love to you..."
"Kyuhyunnie... You are too good for me. I'm always afraid that you might realize it some day and break up with me."
"First of all: No, I'm not. I want you to know that you are too good for me, you do many things I could never do, like making me happy. I can't make me happy all by myself. And this is only one thing out of thousands in which you are better than me. I want to reassure you, that you don't have to fear anything like this, okay? I promise you, with everything I have, including my heart and my soul, that there is never going to be a reason for me to break up with you. There is only one exception, when it depends on your life. In every other case, only you are allowed to break up with me. okay?"
"Okay!", Sungmin exclaimed happily and hugged his boyfriend again. They were sitting on the balcony. It was night and Kyuhyun and Sungmin were watching the stars.
"You see that star there?", Kyuhyun asked. Sungmin nodded. "That one also has many planets rotating around him. It shines very bright because it's a really big star." Sungmin stared at the star. It was indeed a bright and really beautiful star. "You are like that star. You have me, rotating around you. You are the focus in my life, everything I do and think is related with you. But you know what? You shine much brighter than that star."
Kyuhyun ended that weird but still wonderful day with a kiss for his one and only love, Lee Sungmin.
A/N: Ehm... Okay, in germany, it's still the 01. 01. 2011! *defends herself* okay: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEE SUNGMIN! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! YOU ARE MY NUMBER ONE IDOL STAR AND I WONDER EVERYDAY HOW YOU MANAGE TO BE THAT GREAT AND PERFECT. I have to admit that Kyuhyunnie loves you more ;) (At least here!) I know that I suck at writing but I wanted to write this. My friend hates cheesiness and she told me that this almost made her puke xD So, I love cheesiness, so I think I did quite good (for my norms xD) I know that there are like a million ppl out there who write better kyumin than me but I have my own ideas and I can't just send a request to everyone to make it exactly like I want it xD still, I hope you enjoyed it and comments are loved! <3 btw, did you know how beautiful River flows in you is? It is on the top spot in my top 100 iTunes list... and it's the most beautiful piano song ever <3 i'm so happy that i found that new age version today...