To fall in Love... or not to fall in Love... (5/6) (Sequel to 'Just another One-Night-Stand (?)'
Author: kyumin86eunhae
Genre: Romance, Crack, Smut
Pairings: Kyumin (in other chapters: Mentions of: Hyukhae, Hanchul and Sungmin/everyone)
Rating: PG-15
Warnings: Sexual content, boyxbox, slut!min,
Summary: One-Night-Stands are meant to be One-Night-Stands. The point is that you are never going to see each other again, got it?
Beta: jennypham7
"Yes, yes, Kui Xian brought him inside his apartment. How long? I don't know but they are already hooking up for quite a while now. Hmm.... Maybe. I'm contacting you when I get new information about it. Yes, of course I'll keep stalking him."
Zhou Mi finally hung up his cell with a big grin on his face. He didn't think that that moment would finally come when he could say those words "They are already hooking up for a while now.", but now that he said it, he felt like exploding from happiness.
This was surely interesting what he had experienced two days ago in Kyuhyun's apartment. Not only that Sungmin was the first person beside of him, Zhou Mi, who was entering Kyuhyun's apartment, no, Sungmin was also the first person who got laid by Kyuhyun more than one time.
Stalking Kyuhyun was kind of Zhou Mi's second job and he really enjoyed it. Usually, it was really boring to observe his best friend, just because he had a daily routine. Waking up, going to work, bullying Seohyun (what he really enjoyes to see, too), hooking up some random guy or girl, going home and then he would just fall asleep. But since Sungmin had come into Kyuhyun's life, things were a bit different.
Not only that it was much more fun to watch his best friend having sex now since they they were doing quite crazy things together (and NO; Zhou Mi is not a voyeur or whatever. It's his job!), it was additionally really cute because Kyuhyun actually cared about the cute steward than he would ever have admitted. It were only occasionally glances, maybe a touch more than actually neccessary but the main point was actually that Kyuhyun and Sungmin were doing other things than just fucking each other.
They were talking, drinkinig wine with each other, laughing with each other and Zhou Mi just knew that were was something.
Plus, Kyuhyun was often dreaming while working. Zhou Mi could actually tell about whom but there was another person who didn't know the reason of Kyuhyun's change of attitude but was really really eager to know it.
"Zhou Miiiii!" Oh great, that girl wasn't even trying to use formalities. Did she really think that low of him, only because he was chinese and his Korean wasn't as good as hers?
"Yes, Seohyun-sshi?", he forced a smile while looking at the annoying person who had called him. Usually, he never had to force smiles since he was practically walking around the world with a smile on his lips, but to this one person. Yeah. He had to force a smile.
"Did you notice that Kyuhyun Oppa is kinda... different recently?", she whispered while looking around, as if anyone would care about what she says.
"No. What makes you think that?", Zhou Mi blinked innocently. Seohyung bit her lower lip.
"I don't know how to say it... he is always smiling and... isn't yelling at me anymore and he barely smirks and is just... different!"
"Maybe he's in love.", Zhou Mi just shrugged and went away. Well, it was true but he didn't Seohyun to believe him because only the image of Cho Kyuhun being in love was kinda ridiculous.
"Stop talking nonsense, Zhou Mi. You know that it's ridiculous.", Seohyun shouted after him and Zhou Mi just lifted his hand, telling her that he didn't care.
But another person who had been standing behind the door was caring a lot. Kyuhyun was scratching his head now, a bit confused, but he caught his mind back after a few seconds. 'Ridiculous. Yeah.', he thought.
That night, when he was laying next to Sungmin, both still panting after another round of hot sex, he suddenly wrapped his arms around Sungmin's waist from behind.
The latter was surprised but didn't move. "Is something wrong, Kyu?", he asked quietly. Kyuhyun didn't answer but just held their position. After 2 minutes, he finally opened his mouth.
"Have you ever been in love?" Sungmin gasped. That was unexpected. How should he interprete that question?
"Wha-what do you mean?"
"You know what I mean. And don't worry, it's not that I'm in love with you. Just curious." Sungmin nodded slowly and turned around to face Kyuhyun.
"I was in love. Once. In high school.", he answered and smiled sweetly at the memory. "But he didn't like me the way I liked him." Kyuhyun just nodded and stared at him. Even Sungmin had been in love.
"Yeah. Thanks for telling me." Sungmin laughed.
"It's okay. We are some kind of friends, right?"
"Yeah. Right. Some kind of friends."
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The following days, Kyuhyun kept thinking about Zhou Mi's words. He actually didn't even want to, but the words kept recalling in his head. 'Maybe he's in love. Maybe he's in love. Maybe he's in love.' It seemed too unreal to him. He'd never been in love with anyone he had laid, why would Sungmin be an exception?
His phone rang. Kyuhyun picked up and saw that it was a call from Sungmin. How did that guy even dare to call him when he was working? What if he was in the middle of an important meeting? Not that he was, but still.
"Yeah?", he growled into his phone.
"Hey, Kyu! Sorry, I can't come over today because I just met... someone. An old school friend. So we wanted to go somewhere together because of the old memories blablabla you know what I mean. Haha, not that you actually care what I do in my free time but I just wanted to tell you because you might get angry when I don't come over today without telling you. So bye, Kyu! See you... sometime again!", Sungmin blabbered into the phone in an unbelievable fast pace and hung up without letting Kyuhyun saying anything.
The younger male actually wanted to say something but didn't get the chance to. He just closed his phone and shrugged. Not that he cared about.
When Kyuhyun was sitting in his apartment that night, he felt something missing. It was strange, since he had survived really good before Sungmin walked his way. But he didn't care, that was at least what he told himself the whole time. He decided to read a book, like he hadn't been doing for a while now. They say that time passes faster and you get tired when you read a book. After 50 pages, Kyuhyun looked at the clock again. Only 20 minutes had passed. And he had already read slowly.
Damn his brain that made him reading that fast.
Kyuhyun sighed. That book was way too boring. He looked around, trying to find something that could entertain him, but nothing seemed as entertaining as Sungmin. Not that he would have ever admitted it, but it was true. He couldn't find any explanation for his feelings, he wasn't in love, right? That was just as impossible as ridiculous.
But why kept that boy appearing in his thoughts? His perfect face that even seemed perfect to Kyuhyun when they weren't having sex. At least he was willing to admit that one fact. He couldn't find anything in his apartment. Boring.
His phone rang and it was Sungmin again, causing Kyuhyun to jerk and pick up immediately.
"Hello!", he panted into the mobile, even though he was trying to sound calm. But it was not the first time that he failed to do something he would actually manage that easily if it was not in front Sungmin.
"Kyu? Are you okay?"
"Ehm... Just came home.", he lied.
"However... can I come over?", Sungmin asked with a weak and quiet voice. Kyuhyun raised an eyebrow.
"Did something happen? You sound... different.", he stated but he could basicalls hear Sungmin shaking his head.
"I might tell you later, but is it okay when I'm coming over right now?"
20 minutes later, Sungmin was standing in Kyuhyun's living room, fumbling with his hands nervously while looking around in a room he had already been for so many times.
"Well... how was it?", Kyuhyun began to speak. Sungmin's eyes widened and he looks into Kyuhyun's eyes.
"I need your help.", he just stated, not answering to Kyuhyun's question.
"Why?" Sungmin sat down on Kyuhyun's couch.
"You remember when I told you about my first love? The high school friend I met today... it's him." Kyuhyun raised an eye brow. He already knew what would be coming next and he didn't like it at all.
"I don't know how it happened, but we ended up having sex...", Sungmin continued and Kyuhyun felt amused and weird at the same time. No one knew how it happened that every guy who met up with Sungmin would end up having sex with him. But still, Kyuhyun felt his heart aching at that sentence. And he still didn't know why.
"Uh-huh.", was everything Kyuhyun could effort. Sungmin looked at him.
"But when we were done, he suddenly hugged me from behind. You know, usually, people don't do that. Only you, but that's something different. However, he confessed to me."
Silence.
When Kyuhyun hadn't said anything for 2 minutes, Sungmin looked at him again. "Did you listen to me?"
Kyuhyun cleared his throat. "Uhm, yes, I did. Just... surprised." Or rather shocked. He felt a slight twitch in his heart, maybe it was jealously. Or he just hadn't drunken enough that day. Yeah, the second reason seemed logical, Kyuhyun told himself. "And how am I supposed to help you now?"
"Well, I know that we don't have that much in common, but I'm sure that you already had a few who confessed to you, right? And since there are really people who think that sex is some sign of love, they confuse it and think that we love them back. What do you usually do when you don't want to hurt them too much?"
Kyuhyun felt blood rushing up his head. That was some... sensitive topic.
"I... usually run away when they are asleep.", he whispered embarrassed. Sungmin stared at him.
"Oh." Then he looked up at the ceiling. "Well, that's I do, too. But most of the time, they are people I don't even care about. But that friend... I still like him a lot and when he told me that he had always loved me, even in high school where I had loved him, I was sad. I didn't want to run away. But as you see, I did. Well, I let my phone number there for him, I actually just wanted some advice from you and then returning to him to do the right thing. But it seems like we are both cowards."
"Yeah, cowards.", Kyuhyun repeated while looking out of his panorama window. He was some kind of coward, too, but he was actually even worse than Sungmin. When he heard that the high school friend still loved Sungmin after such a long time without even seeing him... the first thing that came to his mind was 'stupid idiot'. How could he expect Sungmin loving him back after 7 years? The second thought was a bit different then. After Sungmin mentioned the word 'coward'.
Maybe the high school friend was just not a coward like him, Kyuhyun.
"You can't help me, can you.", Sungmin said, not as a question but as a statement.
"I'm afraid that I can't." Sungmin sighed. He leaned his head on Kyuhyun's shoulder.
"I really hoped that you could. I don't want to hurt him."
"Mmmh." Kyuhyun had enough of talking about that high school friend. It was giving head ache and his heart would always skip a beat the moment Sungmin mentions it. He didn't want to hear anything about any past, present or future sex partners of Sungmin anymore, he thought when his lips were suddenly pressed on Sungmin's. When did that happen? Kyuhyun's body had just moved the moment Sungmin began to talk about his friend again.
And now Sungmin was pinned on Kyuhyun's couch and he wasn't even struggling, but responding into his kiss, how Kyuhyun noticed in surprise. The older male pulled Kyuhyun closer and wrapped his arms around his waist.
"Yeah... maybe I need some distraction.", he murmured when he pulled away for a moment to catch some air. Kyuhyun didn't raply but lifted him up, taking Sungmin into his bedroom.
20 minutes later, Kyuhyun was covered in sweat when he pulled his member out of Sungmin who had collapsed in those grey silk sheets.
Sungmin smiled in satisfaction and kissed Kyuhyun's nose who was laying next to him then.
"I love having sex with you." That was giving Kyuhyun the rest. He put his hand on Sungmin's waist and reached out to kiss the smaller man full on the lips.
"And I love you.", the words fell out of his mouth before he could think about it. Shit. Sungmin's eyes widened and he laughed awkwardly.
"You are funny, Kyu."
"I've never been a big fan of jokes."
"No, you don't.", Sungmin tried to save the situation and Kyuhyun could see desperation and tears in his eyes. He didn't like it at all. He just closed his eyes and buried his own face in Sungmin's neck crotch.
"Oh yes, I do. I love you, Lee Sungmin."
A/N: Hm. Not satisfied with that chapter at all. But next chapter is the last one^^ First time ever that I'm writing a whole ff before even posting one chapter :O I WAS AT SM TOWN PARIS AND KYU AND MIN BOTH LOOKED AT ME O_____O My life is officially complete now.
Genre: Romance, Crack, Smut
Pairings: Kyumin (in other chapters: Mentions of: Hyukhae, Hanchul and Sungmin/everyone)
Rating: PG-15
Warnings: Sexual content, boyxbox, slut!min,
Summary: One-Night-Stands are meant to be One-Night-Stands. The point is that you are never going to see each other again, got it?
Beta: jennypham7
"Yes, yes, Kui Xian brought him inside his apartment. How long? I don't know but they are already hooking up for quite a while now. Hmm.... Maybe. I'm contacting you when I get new information about it. Yes, of course I'll keep stalking him."
Zhou Mi finally hung up his cell with a big grin on his face. He didn't think that that moment would finally come when he could say those words "They are already hooking up for a while now.", but now that he said it, he felt like exploding from happiness.
This was surely interesting what he had experienced two days ago in Kyuhyun's apartment. Not only that Sungmin was the first person beside of him, Zhou Mi, who was entering Kyuhyun's apartment, no, Sungmin was also the first person who got laid by Kyuhyun more than one time.
Stalking Kyuhyun was kind of Zhou Mi's second job and he really enjoyed it. Usually, it was really boring to observe his best friend, just because he had a daily routine. Waking up, going to work, bullying Seohyun (what he really enjoyes to see, too), hooking up some random guy or girl, going home and then he would just fall asleep. But since Sungmin had come into Kyuhyun's life, things were a bit different.
Not only that it was much more fun to watch his best friend having sex now since they they were doing quite crazy things together (and NO; Zhou Mi is not a voyeur or whatever. It's his job!), it was additionally really cute because Kyuhyun actually cared about the cute steward than he would ever have admitted. It were only occasionally glances, maybe a touch more than actually neccessary but the main point was actually that Kyuhyun and Sungmin were doing other things than just fucking each other.
They were talking, drinkinig wine with each other, laughing with each other and Zhou Mi just knew that were was something.
Plus, Kyuhyun was often dreaming while working. Zhou Mi could actually tell about whom but there was another person who didn't know the reason of Kyuhyun's change of attitude but was really really eager to know it.
"Zhou Miiiii!" Oh great, that girl wasn't even trying to use formalities. Did she really think that low of him, only because he was chinese and his Korean wasn't as good as hers?
"Yes, Seohyun-sshi?", he forced a smile while looking at the annoying person who had called him. Usually, he never had to force smiles since he was practically walking around the world with a smile on his lips, but to this one person. Yeah. He had to force a smile.
"Did you notice that Kyuhyun Oppa is kinda... different recently?", she whispered while looking around, as if anyone would care about what she says.
"No. What makes you think that?", Zhou Mi blinked innocently. Seohyung bit her lower lip.
"I don't know how to say it... he is always smiling and... isn't yelling at me anymore and he barely smirks and is just... different!"
"Maybe he's in love.", Zhou Mi just shrugged and went away. Well, it was true but he didn't Seohyun to believe him because only the image of Cho Kyuhun being in love was kinda ridiculous.
"Stop talking nonsense, Zhou Mi. You know that it's ridiculous.", Seohyun shouted after him and Zhou Mi just lifted his hand, telling her that he didn't care.
But another person who had been standing behind the door was caring a lot. Kyuhyun was scratching his head now, a bit confused, but he caught his mind back after a few seconds. 'Ridiculous. Yeah.', he thought.
That night, when he was laying next to Sungmin, both still panting after another round of hot sex, he suddenly wrapped his arms around Sungmin's waist from behind.
The latter was surprised but didn't move. "Is something wrong, Kyu?", he asked quietly. Kyuhyun didn't answer but just held their position. After 2 minutes, he finally opened his mouth.
"Have you ever been in love?" Sungmin gasped. That was unexpected. How should he interprete that question?
"Wha-what do you mean?"
"You know what I mean. And don't worry, it's not that I'm in love with you. Just curious." Sungmin nodded slowly and turned around to face Kyuhyun.
"I was in love. Once. In high school.", he answered and smiled sweetly at the memory. "But he didn't like me the way I liked him." Kyuhyun just nodded and stared at him. Even Sungmin had been in love.
"Yeah. Thanks for telling me." Sungmin laughed.
"It's okay. We are some kind of friends, right?"
"Yeah. Right. Some kind of friends."
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The following days, Kyuhyun kept thinking about Zhou Mi's words. He actually didn't even want to, but the words kept recalling in his head. 'Maybe he's in love. Maybe he's in love. Maybe he's in love.' It seemed too unreal to him. He'd never been in love with anyone he had laid, why would Sungmin be an exception?
His phone rang. Kyuhyun picked up and saw that it was a call from Sungmin. How did that guy even dare to call him when he was working? What if he was in the middle of an important meeting? Not that he was, but still.
"Yeah?", he growled into his phone.
"Hey, Kyu! Sorry, I can't come over today because I just met... someone. An old school friend. So we wanted to go somewhere together because of the old memories blablabla you know what I mean. Haha, not that you actually care what I do in my free time but I just wanted to tell you because you might get angry when I don't come over today without telling you. So bye, Kyu! See you... sometime again!", Sungmin blabbered into the phone in an unbelievable fast pace and hung up without letting Kyuhyun saying anything.
The younger male actually wanted to say something but didn't get the chance to. He just closed his phone and shrugged. Not that he cared about.
When Kyuhyun was sitting in his apartment that night, he felt something missing. It was strange, since he had survived really good before Sungmin walked his way. But he didn't care, that was at least what he told himself the whole time. He decided to read a book, like he hadn't been doing for a while now. They say that time passes faster and you get tired when you read a book. After 50 pages, Kyuhyun looked at the clock again. Only 20 minutes had passed. And he had already read slowly.
Damn his brain that made him reading that fast.
Kyuhyun sighed. That book was way too boring. He looked around, trying to find something that could entertain him, but nothing seemed as entertaining as Sungmin. Not that he would have ever admitted it, but it was true. He couldn't find any explanation for his feelings, he wasn't in love, right? That was just as impossible as ridiculous.
But why kept that boy appearing in his thoughts? His perfect face that even seemed perfect to Kyuhyun when they weren't having sex. At least he was willing to admit that one fact. He couldn't find anything in his apartment. Boring.
His phone rang and it was Sungmin again, causing Kyuhyun to jerk and pick up immediately.
"Hello!", he panted into the mobile, even though he was trying to sound calm. But it was not the first time that he failed to do something he would actually manage that easily if it was not in front Sungmin.
"Kyu? Are you okay?"
"Ehm... Just came home.", he lied.
"However... can I come over?", Sungmin asked with a weak and quiet voice. Kyuhyun raised an eyebrow.
"Did something happen? You sound... different.", he stated but he could basicalls hear Sungmin shaking his head.
"I might tell you later, but is it okay when I'm coming over right now?"
20 minutes later, Sungmin was standing in Kyuhyun's living room, fumbling with his hands nervously while looking around in a room he had already been for so many times.
"Well... how was it?", Kyuhyun began to speak. Sungmin's eyes widened and he looks into Kyuhyun's eyes.
"I need your help.", he just stated, not answering to Kyuhyun's question.
"Why?" Sungmin sat down on Kyuhyun's couch.
"You remember when I told you about my first love? The high school friend I met today... it's him." Kyuhyun raised an eye brow. He already knew what would be coming next and he didn't like it at all.
"I don't know how it happened, but we ended up having sex...", Sungmin continued and Kyuhyun felt amused and weird at the same time. No one knew how it happened that every guy who met up with Sungmin would end up having sex with him. But still, Kyuhyun felt his heart aching at that sentence. And he still didn't know why.
"Uh-huh.", was everything Kyuhyun could effort. Sungmin looked at him.
"But when we were done, he suddenly hugged me from behind. You know, usually, people don't do that. Only you, but that's something different. However, he confessed to me."
Silence.
When Kyuhyun hadn't said anything for 2 minutes, Sungmin looked at him again. "Did you listen to me?"
Kyuhyun cleared his throat. "Uhm, yes, I did. Just... surprised." Or rather shocked. He felt a slight twitch in his heart, maybe it was jealously. Or he just hadn't drunken enough that day. Yeah, the second reason seemed logical, Kyuhyun told himself. "And how am I supposed to help you now?"
"Well, I know that we don't have that much in common, but I'm sure that you already had a few who confessed to you, right? And since there are really people who think that sex is some sign of love, they confuse it and think that we love them back. What do you usually do when you don't want to hurt them too much?"
Kyuhyun felt blood rushing up his head. That was some... sensitive topic.
"I... usually run away when they are asleep.", he whispered embarrassed. Sungmin stared at him.
"Oh." Then he looked up at the ceiling. "Well, that's I do, too. But most of the time, they are people I don't even care about. But that friend... I still like him a lot and when he told me that he had always loved me, even in high school where I had loved him, I was sad. I didn't want to run away. But as you see, I did. Well, I let my phone number there for him, I actually just wanted some advice from you and then returning to him to do the right thing. But it seems like we are both cowards."
"Yeah, cowards.", Kyuhyun repeated while looking out of his panorama window. He was some kind of coward, too, but he was actually even worse than Sungmin. When he heard that the high school friend still loved Sungmin after such a long time without even seeing him... the first thing that came to his mind was 'stupid idiot'. How could he expect Sungmin loving him back after 7 years? The second thought was a bit different then. After Sungmin mentioned the word 'coward'.
Maybe the high school friend was just not a coward like him, Kyuhyun.
"You can't help me, can you.", Sungmin said, not as a question but as a statement.
"I'm afraid that I can't." Sungmin sighed. He leaned his head on Kyuhyun's shoulder.
"I really hoped that you could. I don't want to hurt him."
"Mmmh." Kyuhyun had enough of talking about that high school friend. It was giving head ache and his heart would always skip a beat the moment Sungmin mentions it. He didn't want to hear anything about any past, present or future sex partners of Sungmin anymore, he thought when his lips were suddenly pressed on Sungmin's. When did that happen? Kyuhyun's body had just moved the moment Sungmin began to talk about his friend again.
And now Sungmin was pinned on Kyuhyun's couch and he wasn't even struggling, but responding into his kiss, how Kyuhyun noticed in surprise. The older male pulled Kyuhyun closer and wrapped his arms around his waist.
"Yeah... maybe I need some distraction.", he murmured when he pulled away for a moment to catch some air. Kyuhyun didn't raply but lifted him up, taking Sungmin into his bedroom.
20 minutes later, Kyuhyun was covered in sweat when he pulled his member out of Sungmin who had collapsed in those grey silk sheets.
Sungmin smiled in satisfaction and kissed Kyuhyun's nose who was laying next to him then.
"I love having sex with you." That was giving Kyuhyun the rest. He put his hand on Sungmin's waist and reached out to kiss the smaller man full on the lips.
"And I love you.", the words fell out of his mouth before he could think about it. Shit. Sungmin's eyes widened and he laughed awkwardly.
"You are funny, Kyu."
"I've never been a big fan of jokes."
"No, you don't.", Sungmin tried to save the situation and Kyuhyun could see desperation and tears in his eyes. He didn't like it at all. He just closed his eyes and buried his own face in Sungmin's neck crotch.
"Oh yes, I do. I love you, Lee Sungmin."
A/N: Hm. Not satisfied with that chapter at all. But next chapter is the last one^^ First time ever that I'm writing a whole ff before even posting one chapter :O I WAS AT SM TOWN PARIS AND KYU AND MIN BOTH LOOKED AT ME O_____O My life is officially complete now.