Press the "Reset"..or keep your life on "Play" (12/?)
Fandom: Super Junior
Genre: Fluff, Romance, tiny bit of Angst
Pairings: Eunhae, Kyumin, SJ-pairings
Rating: PG-15
"Ryeowook, are you kidding me?"
"You really didn't notice it?"
"That's not true."
"Oh, you think so? Then take a look at Kyuhyun's note book under his pillow and we will see who's right!" And Ryeowook went away with an angry expression on his face. Sungmin was confused.
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Night at SuJu's dorm
Sungmin couldn't sleep. He kept thinking about what Ryeowook just told him a few hours ago. Suddenly, he heard a noise.
"Kyuhyun?"
"Hmm?"
"Are you still awake?"
"Well... yes..."
"Why?"
"Ehm... I got distracted from sleep."
"Distracted? By what?"
"Ehm... Nothing really important..." 'It's you. How can't you see it?' Kyuhyun thought.
"Oh. Okay. Sleep well."
"You too." Silence. After a few minutes, Kyuhyun heard a soft snore. "I love you, hyung. Now I can sleep too, after seeing that you're asleep." He whispered in Sungmin's direction.
Sungmin POV
Omo. Did he just say that he loves me? Really? I still can't believe it. It must be some kind of joke. How did Ryeowook see it? I mean... there wasn't any sign for Kyuhyun having a crush on me, was it? But... now, that I think of it... Oh... I think... I just ignored them. Hmm... What to do now? I just acted as if I were asleep... I needed to see his note book cuz I wanted to know if Wookie is right. But... Now I know that he is right and it seems wrong to me to read the book, it's his privacy after all, right?
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Kyuhyun POV
Hmm... Let's see... Last night, he fell asleep quite late... maybe he's ill? No! I have to find out! What if he is worried about something? I can't stand this! Oh! He's coming in! I better pack this note book away... It would be awkward if he finds this, right? Haha, of course it would be, Cho Kyuhyun, can't you think of it? Omo... Talking to myself again... Stop this! You little rascal, can't you see that it's kinda weird to talk to themselves?
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"Ehm... Kyuhyun? Everything alright?" Sungmin entered the room.
"Huuh???? Uhh... Ehm... Of course!"
"Fine! It seemed like you were struggling with yourself... So I just asked..."
"No, no... everything is alright. Ehm, well, I think I should shower now..." Kyuhyun realised that he was blushing and wanted escape from the situation.
"Okay, do this!" Sungmin seemed relieved, hearing that Kyuhyun would leave the room.
Sungmin POV
Finally! He left the room for estimated... 30 minutes. Enough time to read one or two pages of his note book. Or is it a diary? However, I have to hurry up! Hmm... Where is it? It must be under his pillow. Oh! Found it! Okay... Sungmin, stay calm, stay calm! Puh! I feel a little bit bad, but I'm so curious if Wookie might be right! Okay, let's start with this entry which is like... 2 weeks ago:
Today was a nice day, again. Haha, of course, I mean, hyuns was next to me through the whole time. When I woke up, I could see him sleeping peacefully on the bed next to me... His cute face when he wakes up...today. he was a bit early with waking up...20 minutes earlier than usually! Hyung, are you ill? At 10.24 he left for his schedule. Aww... I miss him already!
11 am: Already 36 minutes without seeing you, hyung! Dunno if I can stand it the whole day...
12.30 pm: My schedule starts late today, so I leave the dorm rather late. Interview -.- So boring, especially without him, Lee sungmin, the most perfect guy alive *gg* Omo! I sound like a fangirl!
8 pm: OMG!!! Where is he? I can't stand it anymore! Over 9 hours without seeing Sungmin hyung! I'm already at home, but I can't see him anywhere. Where the fuck is he?
8.01 pm: Omo, he comes, I can hear his footsteps on the stairs! Only his footsteps sound like this, especially the right foot's sound is so unique! I have to stop now, busy with watching hyung <3
8.23 pm: He's gone, showering. He told me about his day and I'm justso happy when he talks to me :DDDD But I'm worried... Recently, I
always blush when I see him. Probably because I love him more and more, day by day? aww <3 I always have to hold myself back when I see hyung, because I would love to jump at him and trail kisses down at every inch of his body... Only because he exists and is the most adorable person in the world... *sigh* I'm going nuts here -.- I have to control myself... He would never like a snarky and mean person like me. Never ever.
It seems like I really broke in his privacy. I regret taking his note book. I won't continue reading and I won't do it again. Forgive me Kyuhyun...
I never thought that he had those kind of feelings for me! Kyuuu... I feel honored, but I'm sorry, because I don't have those feelings for you. Luckily, you haven't confessed yet, or we would be awkward since I'd have to reject you. I'm sorry Kyuhyun, I would like to make my favorite Dongsaeng happy but I can't. I'm sorry Kyu.
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Eunhyuk POV
I really don't know what to do... I want to see him so badly, but I also think it's awkward. Do I love him? Maybe? I think so. Or not? Aish... I'm so confused.... Sungmin hyung was right. I really need to clear up my feelings... That's why I avoid him. His confession shocked me... but also made me happy. Really, I felt happy, but I couldn't reply with 'I love you, too.' . It seems wrong to me.
Sungmin is my past and it is definitely over, but the matter with Donghae... still seems wrong. I know that it has nothing to do with Sungmin hyung, it feels wrong, it's my feeling. I have certain feelings for him, but are those feelings enough to be called 'Love'?
I need to talk to him but I'm afraid of myself. I'm confused because I couldn't realise my own feelings. And because another person had to show me what my feelings are. Sungmin knew it. I didn't. Am I this stupid? I still don't know if I really love him though. Is it worth to take that risk?
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Someone knocked on Eunhyuk's door.
"Hmm?" Eunhxuk was still absent with his mind.
"Ya! Let me in! We need to talk!" That 'someone' yelled through the door.
"DID YOU TWO FOUGHT AGAIN??? I THINK I DON'T NEED TO SAY THAT I'M CURRENTLY BUSY WITH- AAAAH! HANNIE, STOP IT, IT HURTS!"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP, ATTENTION WHORE! TMI! EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT YOUR THREE ARE DOING THERE! CAN'T YOU JUST LET THEM BE, HEECHUL?" A very angry Leeteuk shouted back.
Eunhyuk sighed. There they go again. He opened the door and Donghae rushed into the room. He pinned Eunhyuk against the wall and kissed him harshly.
Eunhyuk wanted to protest but was cut of by Donghae's lips on his own. After a few seconds, Donghae let go of him. His face face red. really red.
"Guess it was wrong to do that. But I have a favor; please let me keep that kiss."
Eunhyuk didn't know what to say and asked: "What do you mean?"
"I don't regret that I said I loved you. I would say it over and over again. Even though you don't reciprocate my feelings, I beg you to let me keep this kiss. Please."
Eunhyuk just stared at him. After a while, he stepped towards Donghae and said: "Even though I don't have those kind of feelings for you, how about you make me having them?" And they kissed again.
A/N: Aww... It could be that I won't update regulary anymore... Okay, the next chapter is definitely going to be in two days, but after this... I will get my english classtest back and I know that it was horrible and I know that my parents will be angry and that I'm gonna be grounded from the pc. maybe a very long time :((( But there's still hope! If it's a B, I won't be grounded :D And sorry if this chapter is bad written or too short or confusing or if it the story is just plain fail. I deserve to be hit and killed by bricks or something like that.
Genre: Fluff, Romance, tiny bit of Angst
Pairings: Eunhae, Kyumin, SJ-pairings
Rating: PG-15
"Ryeowook, are you kidding me?"
"You really didn't notice it?"
"That's not true."
"Oh, you think so? Then take a look at Kyuhyun's note book under his pillow and we will see who's right!" And Ryeowook went away with an angry expression on his face. Sungmin was confused.
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Night at SuJu's dorm
Sungmin couldn't sleep. He kept thinking about what Ryeowook just told him a few hours ago. Suddenly, he heard a noise.
"Kyuhyun?"
"Hmm?"
"Are you still awake?"
"Well... yes..."
"Why?"
"Ehm... I got distracted from sleep."
"Distracted? By what?"
"Ehm... Nothing really important..." 'It's you. How can't you see it?' Kyuhyun thought.
"Oh. Okay. Sleep well."
"You too." Silence. After a few minutes, Kyuhyun heard a soft snore. "I love you, hyung. Now I can sleep too, after seeing that you're asleep." He whispered in Sungmin's direction.
Sungmin POV
Omo. Did he just say that he loves me? Really? I still can't believe it. It must be some kind of joke. How did Ryeowook see it? I mean... there wasn't any sign for Kyuhyun having a crush on me, was it? But... now, that I think of it... Oh... I think... I just ignored them. Hmm... What to do now? I just acted as if I were asleep... I needed to see his note book cuz I wanted to know if Wookie is right. But... Now I know that he is right and it seems wrong to me to read the book, it's his privacy after all, right?
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Kyuhyun POV
Hmm... Let's see... Last night, he fell asleep quite late... maybe he's ill? No! I have to find out! What if he is worried about something? I can't stand this! Oh! He's coming in! I better pack this note book away... It would be awkward if he finds this, right? Haha, of course it would be, Cho Kyuhyun, can't you think of it? Omo... Talking to myself again... Stop this! You little rascal, can't you see that it's kinda weird to talk to themselves?
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"Ehm... Kyuhyun? Everything alright?" Sungmin entered the room.
"Huuh???? Uhh... Ehm... Of course!"
"Fine! It seemed like you were struggling with yourself... So I just asked..."
"No, no... everything is alright. Ehm, well, I think I should shower now..." Kyuhyun realised that he was blushing and wanted escape from the situation.
"Okay, do this!" Sungmin seemed relieved, hearing that Kyuhyun would leave the room.
Sungmin POV
Finally! He left the room for estimated... 30 minutes. Enough time to read one or two pages of his note book. Or is it a diary? However, I have to hurry up! Hmm... Where is it? It must be under his pillow. Oh! Found it! Okay... Sungmin, stay calm, stay calm! Puh! I feel a little bit bad, but I'm so curious if Wookie might be right! Okay, let's start with this entry which is like... 2 weeks ago:
Today was a nice day, again. Haha, of course, I mean, hyuns was next to me through the whole time. When I woke up, I could see him sleeping peacefully on the bed next to me... His cute face when he wakes up...today. he was a bit early with waking up...20 minutes earlier than usually! Hyung, are you ill? At 10.24 he left for his schedule. Aww... I miss him already!
11 am: Already 36 minutes without seeing you, hyung! Dunno if I can stand it the whole day...
12.30 pm: My schedule starts late today, so I leave the dorm rather late. Interview -.- So boring, especially without him, Lee sungmin, the most perfect guy alive *gg* Omo! I sound like a fangirl!
8 pm: OMG!!! Where is he? I can't stand it anymore! Over 9 hours without seeing Sungmin hyung! I'm already at home, but I can't see him anywhere. Where the fuck is he?
8.01 pm: Omo, he comes, I can hear his footsteps on the stairs! Only his footsteps sound like this, especially the right foot's sound is so unique! I have to stop now, busy with watching hyung <3
8.23 pm: He's gone, showering. He told me about his day and I'm justso happy when he talks to me :DDDD But I'm worried... Recently, I
always blush when I see him. Probably because I love him more and more, day by day? aww <3 I always have to hold myself back when I see hyung, because I would love to jump at him and trail kisses down at every inch of his body... Only because he exists and is the most adorable person in the world... *sigh* I'm going nuts here -.- I have to control myself... He would never like a snarky and mean person like me. Never ever.
It seems like I really broke in his privacy. I regret taking his note book. I won't continue reading and I won't do it again. Forgive me Kyuhyun...
I never thought that he had those kind of feelings for me! Kyuuu... I feel honored, but I'm sorry, because I don't have those feelings for you. Luckily, you haven't confessed yet, or we would be awkward since I'd have to reject you. I'm sorry Kyuhyun, I would like to make my favorite Dongsaeng happy but I can't. I'm sorry Kyu.
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Eunhyuk POV
I really don't know what to do... I want to see him so badly, but I also think it's awkward. Do I love him? Maybe? I think so. Or not? Aish... I'm so confused.... Sungmin hyung was right. I really need to clear up my feelings... That's why I avoid him. His confession shocked me... but also made me happy. Really, I felt happy, but I couldn't reply with 'I love you, too.' . It seems wrong to me.
Sungmin is my past and it is definitely over, but the matter with Donghae... still seems wrong. I know that it has nothing to do with Sungmin hyung, it feels wrong, it's my feeling. I have certain feelings for him, but are those feelings enough to be called 'Love'?
I need to talk to him but I'm afraid of myself. I'm confused because I couldn't realise my own feelings. And because another person had to show me what my feelings are. Sungmin knew it. I didn't. Am I this stupid? I still don't know if I really love him though. Is it worth to take that risk?
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Someone knocked on Eunhyuk's door.
"Hmm?" Eunhxuk was still absent with his mind.
"Ya! Let me in! We need to talk!" That 'someone' yelled through the door.
"DID YOU TWO FOUGHT AGAIN??? I THINK I DON'T NEED TO SAY THAT I'M CURRENTLY BUSY WITH- AAAAH! HANNIE, STOP IT, IT HURTS!"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP, ATTENTION WHORE! TMI! EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT YOUR THREE ARE DOING THERE! CAN'T YOU JUST LET THEM BE, HEECHUL?" A very angry Leeteuk shouted back.
Eunhyuk sighed. There they go again. He opened the door and Donghae rushed into the room. He pinned Eunhyuk against the wall and kissed him harshly.
Eunhyuk wanted to protest but was cut of by Donghae's lips on his own. After a few seconds, Donghae let go of him. His face face red. really red.
"Guess it was wrong to do that. But I have a favor; please let me keep that kiss."
Eunhyuk didn't know what to say and asked: "What do you mean?"
"I don't regret that I said I loved you. I would say it over and over again. Even though you don't reciprocate my feelings, I beg you to let me keep this kiss. Please."
Eunhyuk just stared at him. After a while, he stepped towards Donghae and said: "Even though I don't have those kind of feelings for you, how about you make me having them?" And they kissed again.
A/N: Aww... It could be that I won't update regulary anymore... Okay, the next chapter is definitely going to be in two days, but after this... I will get my english classtest back and I know that it was horrible and I know that my parents will be angry and that I'm gonna be grounded from the pc. maybe a very long time :((( But there's still hope! If it's a B, I won't be grounded :D And sorry if this chapter is bad written or too short or confusing or if it the story is just plain fail. I deserve to be hit and killed by bricks or something like that.