Press the "Reset"..or keep your life on "Play" (1/?)

Oct 06, 2010 17:31

Pairings: Your will see....It's a secret ;)
Genre: Fluff, Humour, tiny!bit of Angst, implied!Smut
Rating: PG-15 (will change maybe)
Warnings: LANGUAGE!!!! ENGLISH IS MY/OUR 3TH LANGUAGE, implied!Smut, lil bit of Angst
Summary: There are many reasons why i don't write a summary for this fic. 1. I don't want to. 2. I can't. I suck at writing summaries. 3. I want to keep the suspense :D

1st POV

And here I go again. That's not good, I guess. I'm sitting here again. I think that I'm not normal anymore! Hmmmm... Let's see what he bought... He didn't want to show me! Oh... That smell... sweet, as always, strawberry and vanilla. Maybe I should take those boxers? He wouldn't notice it, right...? OMG They are so cute! Am I talking to myself? ... Aish! Shit! The water stops running! What should I do, what should I do??? That would look extremely weird, I'm sitting here, right in front of his closet... and the drawer with his underwear is opened... Kay, I have to admit, it is exactly how it looks. Not enough time to pack everything back and rush to my place...What now? Into his closet? What if he needs some clothes? Oh shit. Footsteps. I think too much. Definitely. Who cares.

2nd POV

I'm just tired. Pinched. Exhausted. Dunno if I can hold my schedule. Plus, dad is ill.... I'm so desperated cuz I can't stay home with him and mom. She's not young anymore and has to care so much about him... Fortunately, tomorrow I can visit them. Hopefully he is better now. 
The concert today will knock me out! Aish! He's here again. Visiting HIM probably. Nothing wrong with it, they are together, but it annoys me. Dunno why. 
He says the whole time that we aren't friends , but if he has problems with HIM he still comes to me and tells me. I feel abused. But I can't be angry with him! Oh no, 2 hours fanservice! I can't stand it anymore.

3rd POV

Ahhh... the feeling of water running down my body refreshs me... These are some of the moments I'm living for... Finally I have time to think about my life... and how complicate it is... Thinking of complicated...Where are the butterflies? Where is this dizzy feeling, my inner screaming fangirl when he lööks at me, when he touches me or kisses me? Even our "Make Love" sessions can't be called making "Love" anymore. He is with me, but I don't feel him. Where is my love for him? Is he feeling the same? At the beginning, I saw love and desire in his eyes, but now? Yeah, I know. We both grew cold, but I think that Im the only one who realizes it. He's just...not stupid, but he takes lot of time to realize thigs.
And I can see how he looks at HIM. But I don't really care. funnily enough. A few month ago, I would have turned intoa furious bitch, but now? I still like him, but I don't want to claim him as mine, anymore. Hmmm... I think they would fit. WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING!!! He's my boyfriend, right? I'm on the way to bring MY boyfriend together with someone else! Okay. I think I know what to do now.

4th POV

I'm going to meet him now! I'm so excited.. as always! Oh... there HE is again... he is nice, but so annoying! Well, his eyes are so beautiful but nothing compared to my sweetie's eyes! I'm so happy that I'm gonna see him now! By the way... Yesterday, he seems to be absent and cold. What's with him? Is he depressed about something? But why doesn't he tell me? Maybe HE knows something? Recently, I tell HIM amlot about my relationship with him. Awww... HE is so caring and nice... but still annoying. Okay. Get it out of my head! I have to concentrate on the performance today!
'Bounce to you, bounce to you, nae gaseumi na...'

A/N: I know, it's fail and my language is bad. Really bad. Actually, I wrote it with my friend whom I share this livejournal account with. We wrote in a quite boring lesson... It's kinda confusing, rite? Since we have holidays now, I will post every three days... that's much for me since I'm the laziest person ever xD btw, my first language is vietnamese and my second german. My friend's first language is russian and her second german, as well ;) Our 4th language is latin 8D still hope you like it xD

pairing: kyumin, rating: pg-15, genre: romance, pairing: haehyuk

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