Unforgettable Memories
Title:Unforgettable Memories
Pairing: Kyumin, Haemin
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: mentions of sex, curses
Summary: It all started with rumors and their world turned a 180degrees. Would Sungmin help him? Even if it means giving him his all?
Genre: Smut, romance, angst
“Hi boyfriend..” Sungmin smiled as cheerful as he could before the beige colored door slammed inches to his face. He slumped his shoulders and looked down in despair.
He wasn’t loved anymore. As tears started to build up in his eyes, the door reopened. He looked up slowly, not wanting to meet his boyfriend’s cold, burning eyes. “I’m sorry..” he managed to say, twirling his thumbs together as time ticked by.
In fact, he didn’t know why he was the one saying sorry in the first place.
He stood there frozen, unsure of what to do. He looked up, looking straight into the man’s eyes. He didn’t know whether he was accepted back into the man’s life or was he just going to slam the door at his face again.
The cold and harsh wind hits him at full force, he tries to hide his face under the thick scarf around his neck but to no avail, the determined wind penetrates his scarf like a piece of think cloth, making him shiver and tremble.
Oh how he wished, he could curl up in his boyfriend’s arms and sip a cup of warm chocolate. And his boyfriend could warm him up as they lay under the thick blankets.
“Get off my doorstep.” The man gripped, nudging Sungmin off the step with his fingers. “Dirty people don’t belong here.” He spat, clicking his tongue at the cold and freezing male.
“I’m sorry, I wanted to tell you but..” Sungmin said, feet remained at the spot as he looked up with pleading eyes. “It is not me..” he sobbed. “It wasn’t my fault.. Please don’t leave me.” He begged, but the man wouldn’t give a shit.
“I don’t care.” The man snapped, slamming the door yet again at Sungmin’s face. Shouting crude words through the door, making sure Sungmin could hear him.
At that, Sungmin just broke down in tears. He walked backwards, eyes never leaving the door. Hoping, just hoping that it might just open again. He stood far away from the house, watching it like a hawk as the door opened and closed. The man stepped out with a bag full of stuff, thrashing it in the garbage.
Sungmin could only think that it was all his stuff because most of it was mainly pink. His heart got pricked badly, was he that dirty for someone to just throw his away like that? It was only after that that Sungmin always thought himself as dirty and like a thrash after that.
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“How many times do I have to tell you that you are worth it?” Donghae scolded Sungmin and Sungmin looked down in shame. “Many times..” He mumbled, sniffling away a tear that was about to drop. “It is just that..”
“I know Min ah..” Donghae cooed, “You can’t remember his words forever. Forget it, forget him.” Donghae said as he hugged Sungmin tightly. “I’m here remember?”
Sungmin nodded. “Thanks hae..” “What is there to thank? I’m your boyfriend right?” Donghae smiled, pecking Sungmin lightly on the lips. “Can we go to class now?”
They walked to class together, hand in hand. They got stares from everybody but Donghae isn’t one to shy away. The news about Sungmin being a prostitute traveled through the whole school quick like a raging fire and Donghae was the only who was smart to see through all the lies.
Sungmin’s head dropped and Donghae had to push it up himself. “Don’t mind them.” Donghae said, giving Sungmin’s hand a light assuring squeeze.
“Hey! Wanna come suck me off?” A schoolboy laughed at his comment, making the situation around Sungmin worse. He wanted to run and hide but Donghae was the only think that was keeping his there, and sane.
“Ignore that bastard.” Donghae growled, his free hand clenched into a tight fist ready to take the next person that throws a crude comment at Sungmin.
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“Hey pretty~” A male with a relatively low voice whistled at Sungmin as he walked up the stairs. Sungmin held on to his bag pack strap like his life depended on it. He swallowed, he didn’t mean to stop moving but somehow he just did.
“Going somewhere?” The man asked, chuckling as Sungmin trembled in fear. He ran a hand from Sungmin’s hair down to his face. “Pretty.” He whispered, almost too seductively for Sungmin.
“P-please.. Don’t h-hurt me.” He begged, clasping his hands together in front of the man.
“Why why.. I wouldn’t hurt you..” He sang, laughing darkly as Sungmin starting to choke out sobs. “Don’t cry..” He cooed, stroking Sungmin’s cheeks that were stained with tears.
Sungmin backed track, not wanting the man to touch him. “Just let me go..” he sobbed. “I’ll give you money..” He said, hurriedly reaching for his wallet to pay the man.
“You think paying money would settled this?” the man sneered at Sungmin. “I want you, Lee Sung Min.” the man finally said, pushing Sungmin harshly against the wall.
“Kyuhyun please.. Please don’t…” he begged again, dropping his bag onto the floor as he tried pushing Kyuhyun away. “Kyuhyun, please. You said I’m dirty so please don’t touch me.” He hiccupped.
“You’re dirty, I know.” He smirked, licking a stripe from Sungmin’s neck to his ear. “That is what makes it even better. I get to have sex without paying for it.” He laughed dryly, chuckling at the sobbing mess in front of his as his unbuckled his belt.
“I never had sex..” Sungmin sobbed. “Liar! You are a dirty fucking whore who goes around at night getting paid for sex!” Kyuhyun yelled, slapping Sungmin across his cheek. Sungmin’s cheek went red immediately and he sobbed even harder. “Those were lies!” Sungmin cried, “I tried telling you but you wouldn’t trust me!”
“Lies after lies, Sungmin.” Kyuhyun clicked his tongue. “I’m not lying.. Please just let me go Kyuhyun..” He begged, gripping onto Kyuhyun’s hands begging the taller man. “Fine.. I will let you go.” Kyuhyun finally said.
“Really?” Sungmin brimmed and was about to thank Kyuhyun when the latter said, “Suck me off and I’ll let you leave.” He smirked, a dark expression Sungmin has never seen spread across his face.
“W-what?!” Sungmin spluttered. “Suck you off?” He asked again.
“Do I have to repeat myself? Or would you rather I fuck you?” He scoffed as Sungmin slide down against the wall, unsure of what to do. “Do it!” He urged, thrusting his crotch into Sungmin’s face. Sungmin winced in discomfort and looked up at Kyuhyun again, “Isn’t there another why to..” He stopped his words as Kyuhyun slapped him, hard.
“You’re a slut, so just suck me off and you can get going.” Kyuhyun gripped, yanking at Sungmin’s hair. “Suck. Now.” He commanded and Sungmin had to bite back the urge to whack Kyuhyun’s balls and run away. He wanted too, but he knew what Kyuhyun would have done to him after that.
Sungmin whimpered, it was obvious that Sungmin hadn’t done this before but Kyuhyun just thought otherwise. “You little fucker. When are you going to get started?” Kyuhyun snarled.
“P-lease Kyuhyun.. “ Sungmin sobbed again. “I don’t want to do this..” Kyuhyun flared and slapped Sungmin again. He undid his pants, letting it drop into a pool around his ankles and tugged his boxers down. “Open you damn mouth, slut!” He yelled, pumping his cock a few times before forcing his half hard cock into Sungmin’s mouth.
Sungmin cried as tears fell from his eyes. “S-stop..” his voice gurgled within Kyuhyun thrust. Kyuhyun locked his fingers in Sungmin’s hair and held him in place but Sungmin was trying everything that he could to get away from Kyuhyun.
As Kyuhyun’s cock got harder, he thrust harder into Sungmin’s mouth, wanting to feel Sungmin’s constricted throat around his cock. Sungmin gagged as Kyuhyun plunged the head deep into his throat. Sungmin pushed at Kyuhyun’s thighs, wanting Kyuhyun to stop.
“Fuck!” Kyuhyun cursed, releasing Sungmin with a groan as the latter dropped to the ground breathless. “Don’t act like it is your first time.” Kyuhyun smirked, bending down to undress Sungmin.
“What are you doing?!” Sungmin spoke, his voice hoarse from the previous activity. He tried to crawl away from Kyuhyun but Kyuhyun was a step faster, grabbing him at his ankle and pulling him back. “Shh..” he cooed, “I’m gonna make you feel so good.”
He sat on Sungmin, straddling the man. Kyuhyun stroke his face, admiring the pretty little thing in front of him. He moved to sit of Sungmin’s thighs and unbuckled his belt. “Get on all fours.” He commanded after he stripped Sungmin on his pants and underwear. Sungmin sobbed but still did what he was told to.
“Kyuhyun please..” he cried again. Maybe, just maybe Kyuhyun would listen to him now? “Shut up!” Kyuhyun yelled, spreading Sungmin wide as he slowly pushed himself in. Sungmin bit back the scream that threatened to come out, he clawed the floor as his fingers drew blood.
Blood, that was the last thing Sungmin remember seeing before his vision went dark.
And, that was the first time Kyuhyun was so scared of blood.
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Donghae scampered to his feet as Sungmin tossed and turned in bed, murmuring something . “Sungmin?” Donghae shook Sungmin. “W-where am I?” Sungmin asked, lifting his hand to shield his eyes from the bright light.
“You’re in the hospital.” Donghae smiled, stroking Sungmin’s hair as the latter relaxed into Donghae’s hold. “I’m glad you are awake..” Donghae said, hugging Sungmin tightly.
“What happened to me?” Sungmin asked, hitting his head softly as his head throb. “You don’t remember?” Donghae asked, eyes deterring away from Sungmin. Sungmin shook his head and held Donghae’s hands, urging him to speak. “You were found unconscious near your house, and you were naked…” Donghae sighed, fist balling up in anger as he spoke.
It all hit Sungmin in a hurry, his head spun as the memories flooded his mind. “K-kyuhyun..” he mumbled. “It was Kyuhyun..” “You remembered?” Donghae eyes widened in fear. Sungmin shook his head, “Just parts.. Here and there. But, It’s Kyuhyun. I’m sure.”
Just then, a knock on the door brought Sungmin back. 2 police officers entered with another man, hanging his head low. “He confessed raping you.” One policeman said, nudging the culprit to lift his head.
“I’m sorry…” Kyuhyun sobbed, tears running down his cheeks. And, for the first time, Sungmin sees Kyuhyun with his cold demeanor gone, Kyuhyun was a sobbing mess and it pained Sungmin to see him like this.
“You’re sorry?!” Donghae charged at Kyuhyun, fist already in the air. Donghae tried to punch him but was stopped by the police. “You made him like this and you’re sorry?!” He yelled.
“I didn’t know..”
“You didn’t know!? How could you even say that?! You raped him! RAPED!” Donghae yelled, struggling in the officers strong hold. “You fucking raped him in a public place! Do you even have a heart?!”
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have trusted you when you said that you hadn’t done it before and… I’m so sorry.” Kyuhyun sobbed even harder, falling knees first onto the floor. “Please forgive me..”
“Fuck no!” Donghae yelled. “Who will ever forgive you, you rapist!”
“I forgive you..” Sungmin said weakly as he step down from the bed to stand beside Donghae. Donghae looked at Sungmin with confusion, “What? Why?” He asked, only to be stopped by Sungmin’s shake of his head.
Kyuhyun looked shocked as well, Sungmin stepped in front of him and knelt down. Kyuhyun didn’t dare look at Sungmin but Sungmin lifted Kyuhyun’s chin. “Promise me that you will never do this again. Not just to me, but to everyone.” Kyuhyun nodded.
“We still have to charge him.” The police officer said, pulling Kyuhyun up to his feet. “I promise.” Kyuhyun said, the last words said by him as he was dragged away.
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“Why do you keep coming over?” Kyuhyun asked, seated at the far end of the room as Sungmin entered. “I told you to stay away.” “I know.. but I want to.” Sungmin opened his bag and placed the food that he bought onto the table. “Come here. Let’s eat.”
Kyuhyun shook his head. “You know what I can do to you, yet you still come over every Saturday.” “I know, Kyuhyun. I know.” Sungmin stood up and pulled Kyuhyun over to the table.
“You are under house surveillance, so I doubt you would try anything and I know that you wouldn’t hurt me again. Right?” He asked and Kyuhyun gave a meek nod.
“I’m sorry..” He apologize and Sungmin gave him a light slap on his head. “Do you want to keep saying sorry every Saturday?”
“I don’t want to, but I have to. You come over every Saturday and stay for 3 hours. You buy me food, clothes, basically everything despite of what I did to you 4 years ago. I hurt you, Sungmin. Why did you forgive me back then?”
“I don’t know Kyuhyun.. I just felt that I needed to. To move on in my life and I knew I made the right choice when I saw your eyes. You were hurt, you really didn’t know. But then again, you could have listened to me.” He teased and Kyuhyun ducked his head low.
“It was the rumors, about your whole family. I’m sorry I didn’t trust you from the start, if I had, things would have been different. You might not be with Donghae but with me. I wouldn’t have had hurt you…”
“Kyuhyun.. stop..” Sungmin butted in. “Eat before the food gets cold.” He smiled.
“I can’t.. You have a family, Donghae and your 2 children. I feel like I’m pulling you away from them.” Kyuhyun sighed. “You should stop coming over from now on.”
“Kyuhyun.. You were my first love and I want to help you.” Sungmin admitted shyly. “I love Donghae and my children and I’m sure that they can handle themselves for 3 hours on a Saturday morning.” Sungmin chuckled. “So don’t tell me not to help you.”
“You’re willing to help me?”
Sungmin nodded.
“Even if it means having sex with me?
Pairing: Kyumin, Haemin
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: mentions of sex, curses
Summary: It all started with rumors and their world turned a 180degrees. Would Sungmin help him? Even if it means giving him his all?
Genre: Smut, romance, angst
“Hi boyfriend..” Sungmin smiled as cheerful as he could before the beige colored door slammed inches to his face. He slumped his shoulders and looked down in despair.
He wasn’t loved anymore. As tears started to build up in his eyes, the door reopened. He looked up slowly, not wanting to meet his boyfriend’s cold, burning eyes. “I’m sorry..” he managed to say, twirling his thumbs together as time ticked by.
In fact, he didn’t know why he was the one saying sorry in the first place.
He stood there frozen, unsure of what to do. He looked up, looking straight into the man’s eyes. He didn’t know whether he was accepted back into the man’s life or was he just going to slam the door at his face again.
The cold and harsh wind hits him at full force, he tries to hide his face under the thick scarf around his neck but to no avail, the determined wind penetrates his scarf like a piece of think cloth, making him shiver and tremble.
Oh how he wished, he could curl up in his boyfriend’s arms and sip a cup of warm chocolate. And his boyfriend could warm him up as they lay under the thick blankets.
“Get off my doorstep.” The man gripped, nudging Sungmin off the step with his fingers. “Dirty people don’t belong here.” He spat, clicking his tongue at the cold and freezing male.
“I’m sorry, I wanted to tell you but..” Sungmin said, feet remained at the spot as he looked up with pleading eyes. “It is not me..” he sobbed. “It wasn’t my fault.. Please don’t leave me.” He begged, but the man wouldn’t give a shit.
“I don’t care.” The man snapped, slamming the door yet again at Sungmin’s face. Shouting crude words through the door, making sure Sungmin could hear him.
At that, Sungmin just broke down in tears. He walked backwards, eyes never leaving the door. Hoping, just hoping that it might just open again. He stood far away from the house, watching it like a hawk as the door opened and closed. The man stepped out with a bag full of stuff, thrashing it in the garbage.
Sungmin could only think that it was all his stuff because most of it was mainly pink. His heart got pricked badly, was he that dirty for someone to just throw his away like that? It was only after that that Sungmin always thought himself as dirty and like a thrash after that.
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“How many times do I have to tell you that you are worth it?” Donghae scolded Sungmin and Sungmin looked down in shame. “Many times..” He mumbled, sniffling away a tear that was about to drop. “It is just that..”
“I know Min ah..” Donghae cooed, “You can’t remember his words forever. Forget it, forget him.” Donghae said as he hugged Sungmin tightly. “I’m here remember?”
Sungmin nodded. “Thanks hae..” “What is there to thank? I’m your boyfriend right?” Donghae smiled, pecking Sungmin lightly on the lips. “Can we go to class now?”
They walked to class together, hand in hand. They got stares from everybody but Donghae isn’t one to shy away. The news about Sungmin being a prostitute traveled through the whole school quick like a raging fire and Donghae was the only who was smart to see through all the lies.
Sungmin’s head dropped and Donghae had to push it up himself. “Don’t mind them.” Donghae said, giving Sungmin’s hand a light assuring squeeze.
“Hey! Wanna come suck me off?” A schoolboy laughed at his comment, making the situation around Sungmin worse. He wanted to run and hide but Donghae was the only think that was keeping his there, and sane.
“Ignore that bastard.” Donghae growled, his free hand clenched into a tight fist ready to take the next person that throws a crude comment at Sungmin.
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“Hey pretty~” A male with a relatively low voice whistled at Sungmin as he walked up the stairs. Sungmin held on to his bag pack strap like his life depended on it. He swallowed, he didn’t mean to stop moving but somehow he just did.
“Going somewhere?” The man asked, chuckling as Sungmin trembled in fear. He ran a hand from Sungmin’s hair down to his face. “Pretty.” He whispered, almost too seductively for Sungmin.
“P-please.. Don’t h-hurt me.” He begged, clasping his hands together in front of the man.
“Why why.. I wouldn’t hurt you..” He sang, laughing darkly as Sungmin starting to choke out sobs. “Don’t cry..” He cooed, stroking Sungmin’s cheeks that were stained with tears.
Sungmin backed track, not wanting the man to touch him. “Just let me go..” he sobbed. “I’ll give you money..” He said, hurriedly reaching for his wallet to pay the man.
“You think paying money would settled this?” the man sneered at Sungmin. “I want you, Lee Sung Min.” the man finally said, pushing Sungmin harshly against the wall.
“Kyuhyun please.. Please don’t…” he begged again, dropping his bag onto the floor as he tried pushing Kyuhyun away. “Kyuhyun, please. You said I’m dirty so please don’t touch me.” He hiccupped.
“You’re dirty, I know.” He smirked, licking a stripe from Sungmin’s neck to his ear. “That is what makes it even better. I get to have sex without paying for it.” He laughed dryly, chuckling at the sobbing mess in front of his as his unbuckled his belt.
“I never had sex..” Sungmin sobbed. “Liar! You are a dirty fucking whore who goes around at night getting paid for sex!” Kyuhyun yelled, slapping Sungmin across his cheek. Sungmin’s cheek went red immediately and he sobbed even harder. “Those were lies!” Sungmin cried, “I tried telling you but you wouldn’t trust me!”
“Lies after lies, Sungmin.” Kyuhyun clicked his tongue. “I’m not lying.. Please just let me go Kyuhyun..” He begged, gripping onto Kyuhyun’s hands begging the taller man. “Fine.. I will let you go.” Kyuhyun finally said.
“Really?” Sungmin brimmed and was about to thank Kyuhyun when the latter said, “Suck me off and I’ll let you leave.” He smirked, a dark expression Sungmin has never seen spread across his face.
“W-what?!” Sungmin spluttered. “Suck you off?” He asked again.
“Do I have to repeat myself? Or would you rather I fuck you?” He scoffed as Sungmin slide down against the wall, unsure of what to do. “Do it!” He urged, thrusting his crotch into Sungmin’s face. Sungmin winced in discomfort and looked up at Kyuhyun again, “Isn’t there another why to..” He stopped his words as Kyuhyun slapped him, hard.
“You’re a slut, so just suck me off and you can get going.” Kyuhyun gripped, yanking at Sungmin’s hair. “Suck. Now.” He commanded and Sungmin had to bite back the urge to whack Kyuhyun’s balls and run away. He wanted too, but he knew what Kyuhyun would have done to him after that.
Sungmin whimpered, it was obvious that Sungmin hadn’t done this before but Kyuhyun just thought otherwise. “You little fucker. When are you going to get started?” Kyuhyun snarled.
“P-lease Kyuhyun.. “ Sungmin sobbed again. “I don’t want to do this..” Kyuhyun flared and slapped Sungmin again. He undid his pants, letting it drop into a pool around his ankles and tugged his boxers down. “Open you damn mouth, slut!” He yelled, pumping his cock a few times before forcing his half hard cock into Sungmin’s mouth.
Sungmin cried as tears fell from his eyes. “S-stop..” his voice gurgled within Kyuhyun thrust. Kyuhyun locked his fingers in Sungmin’s hair and held him in place but Sungmin was trying everything that he could to get away from Kyuhyun.
As Kyuhyun’s cock got harder, he thrust harder into Sungmin’s mouth, wanting to feel Sungmin’s constricted throat around his cock. Sungmin gagged as Kyuhyun plunged the head deep into his throat. Sungmin pushed at Kyuhyun’s thighs, wanting Kyuhyun to stop.
“Fuck!” Kyuhyun cursed, releasing Sungmin with a groan as the latter dropped to the ground breathless. “Don’t act like it is your first time.” Kyuhyun smirked, bending down to undress Sungmin.
“What are you doing?!” Sungmin spoke, his voice hoarse from the previous activity. He tried to crawl away from Kyuhyun but Kyuhyun was a step faster, grabbing him at his ankle and pulling him back. “Shh..” he cooed, “I’m gonna make you feel so good.”
He sat on Sungmin, straddling the man. Kyuhyun stroke his face, admiring the pretty little thing in front of him. He moved to sit of Sungmin’s thighs and unbuckled his belt. “Get on all fours.” He commanded after he stripped Sungmin on his pants and underwear. Sungmin sobbed but still did what he was told to.
“Kyuhyun please..” he cried again. Maybe, just maybe Kyuhyun would listen to him now? “Shut up!” Kyuhyun yelled, spreading Sungmin wide as he slowly pushed himself in. Sungmin bit back the scream that threatened to come out, he clawed the floor as his fingers drew blood.
Blood, that was the last thing Sungmin remember seeing before his vision went dark.
And, that was the first time Kyuhyun was so scared of blood.
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Donghae scampered to his feet as Sungmin tossed and turned in bed, murmuring something . “Sungmin?” Donghae shook Sungmin. “W-where am I?” Sungmin asked, lifting his hand to shield his eyes from the bright light.
“You’re in the hospital.” Donghae smiled, stroking Sungmin’s hair as the latter relaxed into Donghae’s hold. “I’m glad you are awake..” Donghae said, hugging Sungmin tightly.
“What happened to me?” Sungmin asked, hitting his head softly as his head throb. “You don’t remember?” Donghae asked, eyes deterring away from Sungmin. Sungmin shook his head and held Donghae’s hands, urging him to speak. “You were found unconscious near your house, and you were naked…” Donghae sighed, fist balling up in anger as he spoke.
It all hit Sungmin in a hurry, his head spun as the memories flooded his mind. “K-kyuhyun..” he mumbled. “It was Kyuhyun..” “You remembered?” Donghae eyes widened in fear. Sungmin shook his head, “Just parts.. Here and there. But, It’s Kyuhyun. I’m sure.”
Just then, a knock on the door brought Sungmin back. 2 police officers entered with another man, hanging his head low. “He confessed raping you.” One policeman said, nudging the culprit to lift his head.
“I’m sorry…” Kyuhyun sobbed, tears running down his cheeks. And, for the first time, Sungmin sees Kyuhyun with his cold demeanor gone, Kyuhyun was a sobbing mess and it pained Sungmin to see him like this.
“You’re sorry?!” Donghae charged at Kyuhyun, fist already in the air. Donghae tried to punch him but was stopped by the police. “You made him like this and you’re sorry?!” He yelled.
“I didn’t know..”
“You didn’t know!? How could you even say that?! You raped him! RAPED!” Donghae yelled, struggling in the officers strong hold. “You fucking raped him in a public place! Do you even have a heart?!”
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have trusted you when you said that you hadn’t done it before and… I’m so sorry.” Kyuhyun sobbed even harder, falling knees first onto the floor. “Please forgive me..”
“Fuck no!” Donghae yelled. “Who will ever forgive you, you rapist!”
“I forgive you..” Sungmin said weakly as he step down from the bed to stand beside Donghae. Donghae looked at Sungmin with confusion, “What? Why?” He asked, only to be stopped by Sungmin’s shake of his head.
Kyuhyun looked shocked as well, Sungmin stepped in front of him and knelt down. Kyuhyun didn’t dare look at Sungmin but Sungmin lifted Kyuhyun’s chin. “Promise me that you will never do this again. Not just to me, but to everyone.” Kyuhyun nodded.
“We still have to charge him.” The police officer said, pulling Kyuhyun up to his feet. “I promise.” Kyuhyun said, the last words said by him as he was dragged away.
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“Why do you keep coming over?” Kyuhyun asked, seated at the far end of the room as Sungmin entered. “I told you to stay away.” “I know.. but I want to.” Sungmin opened his bag and placed the food that he bought onto the table. “Come here. Let’s eat.”
Kyuhyun shook his head. “You know what I can do to you, yet you still come over every Saturday.” “I know, Kyuhyun. I know.” Sungmin stood up and pulled Kyuhyun over to the table.
“You are under house surveillance, so I doubt you would try anything and I know that you wouldn’t hurt me again. Right?” He asked and Kyuhyun gave a meek nod.
“I’m sorry..” He apologize and Sungmin gave him a light slap on his head. “Do you want to keep saying sorry every Saturday?”
“I don’t want to, but I have to. You come over every Saturday and stay for 3 hours. You buy me food, clothes, basically everything despite of what I did to you 4 years ago. I hurt you, Sungmin. Why did you forgive me back then?”
“I don’t know Kyuhyun.. I just felt that I needed to. To move on in my life and I knew I made the right choice when I saw your eyes. You were hurt, you really didn’t know. But then again, you could have listened to me.” He teased and Kyuhyun ducked his head low.
“It was the rumors, about your whole family. I’m sorry I didn’t trust you from the start, if I had, things would have been different. You might not be with Donghae but with me. I wouldn’t have had hurt you…”
“Kyuhyun.. stop..” Sungmin butted in. “Eat before the food gets cold.” He smiled.
“I can’t.. You have a family, Donghae and your 2 children. I feel like I’m pulling you away from them.” Kyuhyun sighed. “You should stop coming over from now on.”
“Kyuhyun.. You were my first love and I want to help you.” Sungmin admitted shyly. “I love Donghae and my children and I’m sure that they can handle themselves for 3 hours on a Saturday morning.” Sungmin chuckled. “So don’t tell me not to help you.”
“You’re willing to help me?”
Sungmin nodded.
“Even if it means having sex with me?