Mine (one-shot)
Title: Mine
Genre: Angst, Romance
Warning: Gender-switch, Fic-character (Lee Hyun)
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Kyumin (girl!min)
(Written in Kyuhyun's POV)
"Kyuhyun, do you think I look good in this?"
"Yup, definitely" You look good in everything my dear Sungmin.
"Or should I wear a dress instead? Lee Hyun said I looked good when I wore a pink dress on our previous date, hee~"
Seeing you smile at the mention of him makes my heart ache.
Yes, I love you, Lee Sungmin.
Sungmin and i have known each other for a decade, since we were 9. It started out as pure friendship but things changed when I started developing feelings for her when we were in high school. People always thought we were an item, and I really wished we were, but I know she've always regarded me as her best friend. Nothing more, nothing less. So I hid my love for her and was contended with what I have because some things were never meant to be.
I love it when she comes running to me everyday - asking me for advises; telling me everything that happened; pulling me out for meals. It felt like I was the center of her world. Even though I knew it was pure friendship from her point of view, I still felt blissful, taking whatever she has offered. Well, but things never last I guess. Everything changed when he entered her life. Our conversation used to include everything but now, he's the sole focus. I used to give her advises to all sorts of issues but now, it's all about him. What she should wear on a date with him; where they should go for dates; how she should be behave in front of him and the list goes on for hours and days. And I started spending more time eating alone.
He has officially become her world.
"Kyuhyun!!" Sungmin came running towards me, with her brightest smile.
You're so beautiful, Min.
"Hyun kissed me just now!"
What? He claimed Min's first kiss?! I heard my own heart shattering into million pieces.
"Oh, you must be really happy" and I'm really angry!
"Yup! He was so sweet! I feel like I'm dying from happiness!"
"Is that from him?" I asked, pointing at the brown teddy bear in Sungmin's hands.
"Yup, he gave it to me as our 100 days anniversary gift."
Idiot, Sungmin's favourites are pink bunnies with cute bow-ties, not that kind of teddy bear.
Well, Sungmin and Lee Hyun's relationship lasted smoothly for about 6 months until one day, I opened the door to find a teary Sungmin. My heartache intensified, if that was even possible, when she came forward to hug me, completely breaking down in my arms. Instinctively, I knew that idiot broke up with her.
After calming down, she requested for alcohol.
I declined initially but trust me, no one can ever escaped that pair of huge watery eyes and that irresistable pout.
A few cups was all it took for both of us to get drunk.
"Hyun~" Sungmin came forward and closed the distance between our lips.
I was beyond surprise and my mind went blank that split moment.
Even though I was half-drunk, I knew you were calling out for Lee Hyun, not me, never.
I decided to be selfish, for once -- I responded to the kiss.
Everything started out slow but the session gradually intensify with the occassional lip-biting and tangling of tongues.
Before I knew it, Sungmin was already sitting on my lap with our lips still attached.
My mind knows that it's morally wrong to carry on this with Sungmin, but it was losing the battle against my desire as I slipped my hand under her shirt, caressing her milky-white skin that felt so soft.
Sungmin, on the other hand, started removing my black polo and attacked my nipple, eliciting a groan from me.
Seeing how things were proceeding, I stood up and carried her to the bedroom, with her legs clinging onto my waist and mouth doing wonders by sucking and occassional biting my nipples.
Before I could react after laying her down on the bed, she immediately switched our position with her sitting on my boner. She stared into my eyes and smiled seductively, before putting up a strip-tease show,sensually removing her top and bra, revealing her breast, which seems to fit perfectly into my hands.
She then took my hand and guided it down her body, beneath the band of her skirt and underwear, touching her sensitive spot.
"Touch me, baby"
Without hesitation, I slowly rubbed her clitoris using my finger , eliciting soft moans from her.
As I insert one finger into her, she let out a string of incoherent words, begging for more.
With that, I switched out position and started kissing her full on the lips, while removing our bottoms.
"Ready? My dearest minnie"
She nodded and I started entering her slowly, afraid to hurt her.
"Ahhh! It hurts!"
"Sorry baby, I promise it'll be over soon" I reassured her and kissed her, distracting her from the pain.
"You can move now, my dear"
I started moving slowly, picking up speed with each thrust.
"Ahh..hhhmmm...i'm comingggg~"
"Me too, together minnie!"
As if on cue, we both released our seeds simultaneously.
"I love you, min"
"I love you too, Hyun. Forever"
And that sentence was all it takes to bring me back to my senses -- she doesn't belong to me.
That night, I didn't sleep. I couldn't bear to because I knew that once Sungmin wakes up, everything will end, including our friendship. I laid beside her and observed the sleeping angel attentively, before giving her a light peck on the lips.
The first person who talked to me in kindergarten.
The first friend, and the most precious one, I have.
The only one who has the ability to calm me down when I'm angry.
The only one who can make me smile effortlessly.
The only one I trust.
And most importantly, the only one I love.
Time always pass the fastest when you want it to slow down. How ironic.
Sensing Sungmin's movement, I immediately looked at my angel one last time, hoping to capture the image of her in my mind forever, before shutting my eyes and pretend to be asleep.
I could feel Sungmin moved and there was a period of silence before her gasp was heard.
"Ohmy..."
I felt her moving down the bed and some shuffling could be heard before the final sound of a closing door.
I slowly opened my eyes and scanned the surrounding. As expected, she left and probably regretted everything that happened last night but to me, it was something I wanted to remember for life. The feeling of Sungmin being mine, and only mine.
It has been 2 weeks from that night and I haven't seen or heard from Sungmin.
Even though I expected it, I guess there was still a tinge of hope in me, eventually causing the disappointment when she vanished from my life.
Like any ordinary day in the past 2 weeks, I walked back home alone after school.
While walking down the road that leads to my house, someone suddenly hugged me from the back.
I was shocked but that hug felt so familiar.
Looking down at the pair of arms that circling waist, I knew my guess was right.
"Sungmin" I whispered placing my hands on top of hers.
Both of us stayed in that position, afraid to move in fear that it will distrupt the peace and calmness in the air.
"I miss you, Cho Kyuhyun. I love you..."
"Sungmin, we can still be friends if you're willing to, You don't have to force yourse..."
Before I could finish, Sungmin turned me around, tiptoed and gave me a peck on my lips.
"No, listen to me. I have to admit that I was shunning you after what happened that night because I didn't know how to face you. You are my best friend and it was the same day Lee Hyun broke up with me. But I swear these 2 weeks was worse than anything that had happened in the past 19 years of my life. I felt like a whole part of me was missing, like I was incomplete. Everyday was a tortue and I even cry myself to sleep sometimes, hoping that everything will be back to normal the next day and you'll be back in my life. I missed you, i really really do. It dawned upon me that you are the only one who has the ability to make me smile even during the darkest period of my life; the only one I truly trust; the only one that has stayed by my side through ups and downs. You are the only one I love and it was foolish for me to not have realised until now. I'm sorry Kyuhyun, forgive me. I love you."
I moved forth, closing the space between our lips. It was a light and simple peck and both of us were smiling in the kiss.
"Say it again"
"I love you"
"Again"
"I love you, Cho Kyuhyun"
"Again, again and again"
"I love you. I love you. I love you. More than anything else in this world, my dearest Cho Kyuhyun."
A/N: Suddenly had inspiration to write, hee! Comments and feedbacks are loved :)
Ohmy, Super Junior's A-cha comeback stage is sooooo awesome! ♥♥♥ Love Sungmin's new hairstyle, he looks so cute! Personally feel that it's one of his best hairstyle since debut! The colour and bangs are major loves! Can't wait for the MV and really hope they'll make an MV for Oops! It's such a fun and catchy song~
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