Frozen Memories
TITLE: Frozen Memories
PAIRING: (Eventually) YeKyu, (Past) Yesung/?, Kyuchul, One-sided Kihae, One-sided Yebum
CHARCTERS: Kyuhyun, Donghae, Kibum, Slight! Heechul, Leeteuk ( More to come)
GENDER: Drama, Angst
CHAPTER: 1/?
RATING: PG (for know)
SUMMARY: In life you can choose many things and there are many things you can't choose ( I know, bad summary)
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"Baby, stay here and mommy will come tomorrow "
"Can't you stay longer "
"Mommy really need to go "
"Okay…….. "
"Baby, promise mommy you won't look for her "
"I promise "
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In life you can choose many things and there are many things you can't choose, He learned that the hard way, He didn't choose to get abandon by his mother when he was 6 nor he choose to grow up in many houses That treated him bad, He never choosed to be broke, life was never easy for him, he at least finished high school but didn't have the money to study, he had a small place that he hardly paid for it with his part time job at a coffee house, But that didn't stop him from growing up to be a nice man that cared and loved, he was always forgiving and never complained or lost hope, he had his friend that cared so much for him and even a boyfriend that he loved so much and that made him happy, but their was only one problem …….. Money .
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"KYUHYUN"
The guy woke up from his daydream at the calling of his name; he turned and saw his best friend looking at him.
"What's wrong Donghae?"
Donghae looked at him and crossed his arms " I should be asking that, I called you like a million time but you didn't answer" he then moved closer to him and whispered " What is it, do you have a problem, you need money again?"
"No, nothing wrong I just spaced out a little" Kyuhyun said quickly.
"Are you sure" Donghae was sure there was something wrong.
"Yeah I'm sure, you worry to much" Kyuhyun tried his best to sound honest
"Okay, if you say so, But I still think there's something you're not telling me" Donghae insisted.
"It's nothing….. Oh right did you need something" Kyuhyun wanted to change the subject fast.
Donghae slapped his forehead, he really wanted to tell him something " Oh God, yeah that guy is here and sitting in you section again "
Kyuhyun moved his gaze from his friend, across the counter and saw a very good looking guy sitting quietly and reading a book, Kyuhyun smiled a little he recognized him, this guy have been coming here everyday at the same hour for the past three week's, He looked young and wore glasses he dressed in a nice suits and Kyuhyun thought it looked like an expensive suits, Kyuhyun never talked to him much apart from greeting and asking him what he wanted to drink that is, still he knew his name but nothing else beside that, But Kyuhyun noticed that the guy really liked reading, well since the only thing he does is read for an hour while drinking coffee then leaves.
Kyuhyun moved to go take his order when Donghae grabbed his arm.
" what is it know? I need to take his order" Kyuhyun said
"Please, ask him" Donghae pleaded.
"Not that again, you do it" Kyuhyun said rolling his eyes
" Please Kyu…. Just this time" Donghae pleaded again with puppy eyes
"ahh…..Okay, just this once you hear me, I'm not doing it again" Kyuhyun said.
" thank you …thank you, I promise I won't ask again" Donghae smiled at him.
Kyuhyun moved from the counter and headed to the guy, he bowed then gave a smile then asked "Welcome, Kibum-shi what is your order today?"
"may I have a black coffee, please" he said politely not looking up from his book.
Kyuhyun bowed again and went to get the order, when he placed the cup on Kibum table he asked again "would you like something else"
" no thanks that would be all " Kibum replayed again not looking up.
Kyuhyun stood there not moving looking at Kibum and wondering if he should ask what Donghae asked him or not.
"Is something wrong?" Kibum asked him while flipping the paper.
"No, why would there be?" Kyuhyun asked waking from his daze.
"Well, your been standing here for a while staring at me" Kibum said still reading.
Kyuhyun cursed in his mind he truly did stand staring at him for a while know and that sure looked weird.
"mmm…..I was wondering if ……I could ask you something …..personal?" Kyuhyun said still not sure about asking.
"Sure, what is it?" Kibum said not looking at him.
"Are you single?" Kyuhyun asked boldly.
Kibum looked up from his book and stared at Kyuhyun not saying anything.
"Sorry ….if that was a privet question……. you really don't have to answer me if you don't want to……Sorry" Kyuhyun said feeling a little sorry that he listened to Donghae and started to leave.
" Yes, I am" Kibum said to stop the guy from leaving.
Kyuhyun stopped and looked at Kibum, he wondered for a minute if he should ask the next question but then he did "Then are you gay?"
Kibum placed the book from his hand and raised an eyebrow at the question " May I ask why you're asking"
" I'm really sorry if I'm asking too much…….. but my friend been nagging me since the first day you came…….He's kinda….. like you……well he think you look cute " Kyuhyun said a little embarrassed, after all he barely knew the guy to ask that.
Kibum gaze moved from Kyuhyun and looked at the counter; he saw Donghae smiling and gave him a little wave.
Kibum looked at Kyuhyun again then started "Can you tell your friend that I'm really flattered" Kyuhyun smiled at him "I am gay…. But sorry"
Kyuhyun smile faded, sure he didn't expect the guy to say yes but he wished at least the guy would think about it Donghae really liked this guy.
"It's okay" Kyuhyun said.
"Sorry about that" Kibum said politely.
"No, I'm the one who's sorry, I hope I didn't bother you" Kyuhyun then bowed and left him.
Donghae started asking as soon as Kyuhyun reached him. "So did you ask him….what did he say…. Is he single?"
Kyuhyun smiled a little, Donghae was really looking forward to this " yes Donghae he is single… and gay" Donghae smiled brightly at him " But….."
Donghae lost his smile and frowned at the word But, he looked down with hurt expression " I see……so I guess he didn't like me"
Kyuhyun tried to cheer his friend after all he was a bit sensitive " He said he was really flattered "
Donghae gave a fake smile " Thanks kyu ……for doing this I really appreciate it and …."
Kyuhyun phone started ringing and cut Donghae, Kyuhyun looked at the number then frowned " Sorry I need to take this" then he left quickly to the back and went to the staff bathroom and made sure that there where no one there.
" Hello"
" I know I didn't forget…….. Give me two weeks"
Kyuhyun closed the phone and looked at his reflection on the mirror " I really gotta get the money…..…and soon?" he already asked his boss to give him an advance but he said that he did the last couple of times and won't do it again, he didn't want to ask Donghae after all his friend didn't have that much and he didn't want to bother him, and of course he would never ask his boyfriend after all he help him with the rent many times …..
" Kyu…. Is every thing okay" Donghae asked from outside.
Kyuhyun wore a fake smile then got out " yeah everything is fine"
" you don't look fine….. what is it?" Donghae knew Kyuhyun since high school and knew that he always kept to him self.
"Really Donghae it's nothing……. That was Heechul we had a little fight that’s all" Kyuhyun lied, he didn't want to tell Donghae that he needed money and A lot of it, it's not because he didn't trust him but because he didn't want to bother him.
" I swear I don't know what you see in him ……I bet it's his fault, He's rude you know" Donghae said.
"First of all I love him…..second it's not his fault it's mine and he not rude, he's honest that’s all" Kyuhyun said smiling they been together for a year and he was still madly in love with him.
" whatever…… go back to work I will be at the kitchen cleaning" Donghae said and left.
Kyuhyun smile faded he really didn't like lying to his friend, but he didn't want him to lecture him if he found out that he took money from loan sharks to pay for his 3 months rent and to help his boyfriend with his modeling classes.
He went back to the counter and noticed that Kibum was almost done so he went to ask if he needed a refill.
" would you like another cup" Kyuhyun said
" No that will be all, thank you" Kibum closed his book then started " I hope that it's wasn't my fault"
Kyuhyun looked at him confused.
" your friend….. he looked hurt I hope it wasn't because of me" Kibum explained.
"Oh…… Don't worry he's fine, It's really wasn't your fault" Kyuhyun said reaching for the cup to take it with him.
" He really looked nice….it's just that…" Kibum looked down looking at the table " I have my eye's on someone else"
Kyuhyun froze at the last sentence, Kibum always sit's in his section and gave him smiles and strange looks from time to time when Kyuhyun wasn't looking…… could it be that he…..
Kibum looked up when he didn't hear anything from Kyuhyun, he looked at Kyuhyun face and as if he read his thoughts he quickly said " Oh…Sorry I wasn't talking about you….. I know you have a boyfriend….. He's someone I know "
" Oh I see ….. " Kyuhyun was relieved when he heard that " I think that guy would be lucky to have you"
"Thanks" Kibum smiled then noticed his car and driver outside "I will be leaving know"
"Sure, please come again" Kyuhyun said bowing to him as he left.
"I will"
Kibum left and walked to his car and was greeted by his driver "good day sir"
" How are you doing Leeteuk, and how many times did I tell you not to call me that " Kibum smiled, Leeteuk was like a family to him he was his nanny when he was young, he typically raised him.
"I'm Fine Sir, thanks for asking" Leeteuk looked at the coffee shop " you know sir, you don't have to come all the way here….. I can always get it for you"
Kibum turned and looked at the coffee shop, he liked coming here even thought it was a little far from his work and house, and there were many closer shops, the coffee was good, but that wasn't the reason he came here he came because of something else…….
Kibum eye's caught someone in the coffee shop then he smiled " He reminds me of him…….. his personality……….I miss him"
Leeteuk looked where his boss was looking, the guy looked young and was smiling brightly tending to everyone, they didn't look the same but he can tell what his boss meant, He gave a sad smile then looked at Kibum
"I miss him too"
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A/n: It's been a while, and this idea was stuck in my head for week's and I finally had time to write it ^ ^
Sooooooo How was it? Is it good? Hope it wasn't boring:(
Comment's are welcomed ^ ^