i wish things weren't as complicated as they are.
but no worries.
i am just think this weekend is going to be wonderful.
josh is stayin with me.
and i am goin to the show tomorrow.
sunday.
my last swim meet ever.
unless i end up goin to college.
and i think some of my friends may be comin to it.
im really excited.

its the innocence that no one can understand.

dont have alot of time before school.
but this weekend was fun.
and as scary as yesterday was.
it wasn't that bad.
i'm glad i got to see robbie before he gets shipped out.
i am fairly content with the way things are going.

donate to the kevi motorcycle fund.

donate body art fund.

donate to the kevi needs money fund.

donate to the kevi has no dick fund.

donate to the kevi needs to eat fund.

donate to kevi needs to go to the tanning bed fund.

donate to the kevi needs enzyte fund.

donate to the help kevi get a stripper.

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yes, this is my ear.
isn't it beautiful!
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my mom is pushing the navy too hard.
and yeah.
things have been so good lately.
everything feels right.
and the fact that the new maylene cd is coming out soon.
makes things thirty times better.
so pretty much.
for the first time in a long time.
i am content with everything.
p.s. fuck fake edge kids.
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it WAS too good to be true.
as i expected.
but nothing i can do about it.
josh may be moving in.
i am excited.
i heard from a college today too.
but i am not as happy bout that as i thought i would be.
maybe further education isn't for me.
and my mom keeps pushing the navy.
she seems to think its what i "am meant to do"
maybe i should listen?