alrighty so

[l0nes0medreamer]

i helped make my night bad. but im just so stressed that everything gets to me. i was pretty much freaking out and wanting to cut so i searched like someone looking for drugs for just something sharp. eventually i had an old razor pressed really hard on my wrist. but, i couldnt bring myself to cut. i dont know why or how i kept myself from it. but

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[cuts_inside]

...woah. I've had moments like that. Those are the times where I really believe in guardian angels.

[floatxon]

moments like those are hard. it's also amazing you brought yourself not to do it. as bad as you wanted to, you didn't. it may be a bad habit and it may have cut alittle but like you said it could have been worse. i'm proud of you. iloveyou