omg i FINALLY got my computer back!!! i think im in heaven *sigh* ok, so alot of shit has gone down over the period of time that i havent had my computer... me and kenny breaking up, me and kenny getting back together less than 24 hours later, the eric story, spending 5 days at lizz's, the garrett and anton story, and so on an so forth... but yeah ( Read more... )

wow, today wuz oodles of fun.. im not gonna go into details b/c i dont feel like it.. but on the whole, i had a kick ass time! im burnt to a fucking crisp... my back, shoulders, and face.. holy hell does it suck!?!?

ok, so im in a huge dilemna rite now and im not gonna talk about that either.. jeez, im just not in the mood for stories rite now! ( Read more... )

this is harder than i thought it would be....

ok, so im in tampa at my cuzes house til ummm.... i think wednesday... b/c thursday i have to go to that 4 hour drug and alcohol class... funnnnnnn... then friday i get my permit and then its off to the MOVIES!!... o yeah, i bought the senses fail cd the other nite.. i thought i loved them enough already!!

i think tonite ='s busch gardens... kick ( Read more... )

ok.. my weekend wuz the best weekend ive had in a LONG time

*~friday~*

ok, i wuz all depressed and shit and steph calls me and is like "hey, wanna go to the movies?" and im like "ok, yeah" just b/c i hadnt seen her in a while. so we go to the movies and we decide that we dont wanna see a movie, that we just wanna hang out. so me, steph, emily, ( Read more... )

*~he got back yesterday~*

i love him so much.. and especially today when he told me that i wuz the most beautiful girl in the world and the best girlfriend ever... i really wuz touched. idk wut id do witout him..

so i had my whole weekend typed out for you guys, and my computer shut itself off b/c its fucked up.. and now i dont have it.. so ill ( Read more... )

so people always ask me when im depressed, "are you ok".. and im sick of giving them the "yeah, im fine".. b/c im not.. i havent been and i NEVER will be. im sick of hiding all this bullshit from people, it just makes everything harder for me.. so im finally gonna fill you guys in on my fucking pathetic life.. here it goes..

i live in a house ( Read more... )

i just wish that he wuz back so i didnt have to deal wit all this bullshit...

i fucking hate it all...

so today wuznt anything special... i woke up at like 2.. pm that is, then got online, went to winn dixie/the bank/ walmart/ 7-11 (slurpies!), came home, took a shower, hung up my new green day poster, got online again.. which leads me to now..

so walmart, i decided i wuz gonna try to spend some of my $40 i made the other day.. so i bought kenny a ( Read more... )

isnt it weird that sometimes any song can relate to how youre feeling or your past?? this song.. wow.. wut to say about it... on the ride up to illinois i wuz listening to it and i bursted out cryin.. and its b/c it reminded me off how much i miss kenny.. i hate how i can relate to like every song i hear.. its like i wake up in the morning and its ( Read more... )