It has been a while hasn't it? Not like many people read my journal or anything. But for some odd reason i feel compeled to update this damn thing. So i am becoming slightly obbsessed w/ Sarah Mclachlan, her music always makes me cry. Expecially this song "Witness", I will share the lyrics w/ you, so read them bitch! Dont you wanna know what makes ( Read more... )

o how i hate people. Really people are so fucking stupid, disapointing, aggrevating, theiving, lying, assholes. Sometimes I am glad i am alone, or whatever. QUESTION-Has anyone here ever HATED someone so much you wish they would die, and you could do the honors of slitting thier necks, but at the same time you love them deeply? Is this normal? ( Read more... )

How things have changed.(My mom is behind me, she wishes me to wish you all a good day!) I have now realized that, that sweet, loud, cheerful, happy, excited thing I have been doing for quite some while now, is nothing but a mere image of what I want to be. It is not me, I really don't want to live a lie. No I am not an emo/hot topic whore/little ( Read more... )

Well, it has been a while now hasn't it?! My Christmas was pretty good, my new years was great! I joined this group called A.A. they are so fun! And in case you are wondering, its Actors Anonymous, not Alchoholics Anonymous. So now i have all of these great new friends! Its so freaking awesome! well, im gunna go b/c i dont wana type nemore! MUCH ( Read more... )

Well, it has been a while since my last entry. I really don't have any thing to say, except i met this girl, Ashley, and she is really kick ass. I hung out w/ her this w/e, maybe she is one of my top 5 fav. people. We shall see. O well, other than that nothing else, so ill see ya when i see ya!
P.S. LOVE YOU NICK/JUSTIN I MISS TALKING TO YOU!!!

Im listening to that song "dare you to move" dont know who sings it, but i just cried a little. So sad, i love this song, my new fav.!!!!!

Well, this w/e wasnt the best, actually being at Lilly's Ma's house was really fun, drinking nearly 15 Red Bulls(and coffe) was fun, though the after feeling wasn't as nearly as great as actully drinking them. Another thing that happened that woefull Saturday had the same results. My ex boyfriend came over to spend the night with me and Lilly. We ( Read more... )

hello, lovies! Well, i have been pretty bored lately, but i have a new crush(tehe-you know who you are!) And he is so f-ing funny, i will see him soon! Well i know that noone probably cares, but i will inform you anyway! In my art class we are doing this project with plasture and im going to do my torso, like from my waistline up to my neck, its ( Read more... )

if any1 knows how to put pics on here, tell me so i can put some of myself!!!!

sorry about that entry yesterday, the bell rang and i coulnt finish, but over all i had a pretty good w/e! there is this guy at my school, brandon geter, funny last name huh? anyway, he is so hot, everyone says that they think he is gay, but i dunno, he does match every single day, and the straightens and curls his hair...hmm..a lil metro anybody? ( Read more... )