Comments | l0ve_me_tender: im becoming a lesbian...

l0ve_me_tender

im becoming a lesbian...

Jan 17, 2006 20:00

I know this entry is just going to end up being a vent about andrew, but i kinda cant help it. I've been like crying at night n shit about this boy. I like wanted to tell him that i loved him a few days ago....like the day before our four month anniversary...but then im like..shit i dont think i love this boy, and even if i did, i really didnt ( Read more... )

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mbyarsjr January 18 2006, 01:45:36 UTC

boy, us boys are losing another hot girl. lol. I'd go with the milk shake story. you know it's like at least a half an hour drive from GH to here? at least. that'd be a long commute everyday. Yea getting drunk with me!!!!! um, so ya, that's all i have to say!

cirogamsatnahp January 18 2006, 13:17:43 UTC

Hey, so did I ever tell you about the guy I was seeing last semester?

umm l0ve_me_tender January 18 2006, 17:09:25 UTC

no, I guess you didn't.

Re: umm cirogamsatnahp January 18 2006, 21:56:41 UTC

haha, then I gues it would be pointless to tell you he broke up with me!

Re: umm l0ve_me_tender January 19 2006, 04:03:11 UTC

aww im sorry babe thats some shit. maybe you should tell me abut him sometime so i can get mad angry with you :)

nate anonymous January 19 2006, 03:54:34 UTC

well lena i already told you how i feel so im not gonna type it out again cuz you know already. but just try not to worry so much i mean i dont mind the kid but i dont think hes right for you but idk if any guys good enough for you. um as hot as u being a lesbian would be i dont think u need to go that far just cuz the guys you happen to end up with arent right for you there are other guys out there and i just want the best for you so cheer up remember u got a whole life ahead of you so dont be sad. alright i love you and i miss u more than anything so call me sometime ok thats all i can say now.

thinking of you always, nate

Re: nate l0ve_me_tender January 19 2006, 04:09:04 UTC

aww i love nate so much. marry me?

Re: nate anonymous January 20 2006, 04:40:47 UTC

i need a time and place hahahah

ya anonymous January 19 2006, 03:56:44 UTC

ummm i think we need a few days,idk calvin just told me something and made me regret like everything i said. if there is any doubt go back. but listen i really dont think you know what love is, becuase if you really did love me some of this stuff wouldnt happen. i just really wanna know if you feel that all this drama, and fights, and just like really shitty nights is worth what you think might be love. i just dont think i can take it but maybe im wrong, maybe there is something that can fix all this. i have no idea what it is, and thats the problem. if i dont feel the way you want know, then what is there to change it? ive already seen alot of stuff in the past 4 months. what else is there still? i know i still wanna see you and hang out with you, now im just not sure if im the right guy to be with you, and for some reason you still seem to think that way. and idk why that is. maybe you can fix it, maybe not i dont know im sorry

Re: ya l0ve_me_tender January 31 2006, 23:00:03 UTC

im not in love, and i defintly dont feel close to that anymore. There are a lot of ways that we can change our relationship, the only thing is, is if we are both willing to give a little and make it happen. so far...its been on and off, but i think our hanging out once a dat thing is working out. I mean its making me not miss you, but its also not making me like you anymore. whatever we will work this out. if it doesnt work out..oh well ill get over it