hung out with crystal after school..ate all the rest of the cake...watched her sisters softball game. Well not really because all our friends came to the park. I told Alex to come so we could chill. He said he might be too interested in me because he was expecting too much. I duno, fucking spanish boys..lol..anywhoo...not much else.. work tomorrow ( Read more... )

sunday = bonfire...for pics look at crystals journal (CraziCrizzy)

today..went to school, then broward mall with carlos and crystal. Didnt find a bathing suit. But i got a shirt , pants and sandals. =]

we baked a cake...it was soooooo fucken delicious...mmm...breakfeast tomorrow =]

I LOVE YOU HOMIE

JON JUST LEFT ME A MESSEGE SAYING HE THINKS WE SHOULD TAKE A BREAK.. something about his family and me not seeing him that much this spring break...all i got to say is guys are assbags. Seriously can anyone be semi-serious or commited to me? fuckers...im over it...

bye

*and no more chances for you*

WEDNESDAY - my plane was late so no rodeo. I picked crystal up and she slept over. We were supposed to go to a party but it didnt happen instead we went to this like back alley with a bunch of people. Umm cops came after a while and me and crystal hopped in the car soo fast + i went through this field. LOL..it was fun..Then everyone met up at dca ( Read more... )

SO I JUST WROTE A WHOLE LONG THING AND ITS GONE...I GIVE UP SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK......

* felix doesnt call me anymore, he has a girlfriend. But before he told me "he didnt want a girlfriend." Funny how that works ( Read more... )

im falling back into yeah....this ranks..i hate everything. i hate him , and him. And them all... i hate being ignored and i hate being second best. what the fuckk.. im so upset i have no idea what to do. WHAT THE HELL AM I TO DO? what the fuck is for me? WHY AM I HERE. god dammit life is one big bitch. And i dont like her. Ughhh...fuck you ALL and ( Read more... )

went to the rodeo again tonight. Jon almost got 8 seconds. I had fun..i still have some friends out there. Now i am on the phone with felix. and i dont feel like updating...blaaaa goodnight

i got a new phone + numberrrrr
& im down to only 4 hamster babies...them sick fucks...
my car is gay...
i have nothing to do tonight...

LATERS

GUESS WHAT?? we made it to states woot woot....everyone was all loud and hyper on the bus back it was fun. I made it through even though i like didnt stop coughing while trying to sightread. i thought we did bad but we got 2 superiors and 1 excellence. =] ..After all this chorus stuff i went home, changed and went to the rodeo. I saw jon and all ( Read more... )