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i wish i could go to rich's house today... but i cant sooo...
this is me being bored... in an ugly color no less
[x] bored.
[x] happy.
[ ] swedish.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[x] white.
[ ] [french]Canadian.
[ ] black.
[ ] hispanic.
[ ] Irish.
[ ] Asian.
[x] German.
[ ] Indian.
[ ] Italian.
[ ] French.
[x] a mutt or mix of everything.
[ ] Indonesian.
[x] Jewish.
[x] short.
[ ] in between.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[x] sick.
[x] mad.
[x] lazy.
[ ] single.
[x] taken.
[ ] looking.
[x] currently sleeping with someone> x if you mean like sex... well not at this exact moment... im just gunna shut up now
[ ] not looking.
[ ] brokenhearted.
[ ] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[ ] listening to music.
[ ] watching TV.
Have you...
[x] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[x] kissed a member of the same sex.
[ ] crashed a friend's car.
[ ] been to Japan.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[x] been in love.
[x ] been dumped. > an x and a space... cuz sort of...
[x] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[x] snuck out of my parent's house.
[ ] ever had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] ever dated someone of the same sex.
[x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] stole something from a job.
[ ] celebrated New Years in Times Square.
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] been to Europe.
[ ] skipped school.
[ ] been married.
[ ] gotten divorced.
[ ] had children.
[ ] seen someone die.
[ ] been to Africa.
[ ] had a crush on one of my myspace friends.
[ ] driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/concert.
[x] been to Canada.
[ ] been to Mexico.
[x] been on a plane.
[xxxxx] seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] thrown up.
[ ] purposely set a part of myself on fire.
[ ] been snowboarding. ...not at thunder ridge or anything...
[ ] met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] taken painkillers just to take painkillers
[ ] intentionally burned yourself.
[x] miss someone right now
[x]issed just a friend.
[ ] have a crush on anyone right now.
[x]ever been asked to a formal dance.
[x] sick and tired of the opposite/same sex.
that was dumb
----THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT----
Something important on your desk: rich's picture
When you sleep you wear: at dad's nothing... unless its reaaaallllly cold, and at my moms cut off pj pants and rich's sweatshirt
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: i dont care
Something you don't have a lot of: money
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: furby, my panter, and olive
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: I dont want to be addicted to anything, i'd rather be in controll of what i do.
A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally: i dont hurt people emotionally purpously.
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: kelly, with this whole stupid fight
One person you have killed in your thoughts: one person? i cant pick just one...
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: honest, fun, trustworthy
Who makes you laugh most often: jess... just cuz she's retarded
A friend who you can tell anything: rich/chelsea/jess
A friend you can go to for advice: rich/chelsea/kelly > i dont trust jess for advice
The best piece of advice you had been given: idk
Two closest friends: rich/chelsea/jess. dont tell me you said 2 cuz i dont care
The friend who uses most of your energy: haha rich... um... yah
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: i dont know... im a good listener... or soemthing... leave me alone.
Your 3 worst qualities: im parranoid, extremely parranoid, i think of the worst possible thing that could happen and scare the shit outa myself. i trust people too easily, and forgive too easily
Describe your Ideal self: what? im fine with how i am
You are embarrassed when: your mom! i dont get embarrassed very easily
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: um... i think that time when i thought i was dying so i lied on the floor under my computer desk... the night i actually wrote on my lj that i thought i was gunna die, and like said i love you to all my friends and shit cuz i really thought i was gunna die.
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: i think, that i wont write it.
Moment you are most ashamed of: i dont know
Your best physical feature: i like my eyes, people like my butt and my hair so um.. yah
Who/What makes you happy: rich.
Who/what makes you sad: lots of stuff
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: sadness/depression... aparently im not very good at it...
The emotion you tend to experience most: um... i really dont know, i find myself crying like every day, but i laugh 20x more than i cry, so happiness
The emotion you are feeling most lately: loved :)
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: the way i treated chelsea that day, the way i lied to rich about certain things before- he knows. the way i hurt kelly. the way i hurt my dad
When you are angry you need: rich, sleep, food
When you are sentimental you need: im always sentimental, i just cant tell anyone cuz the words dont come out...
When you are in love you need: um... love?
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: i think on the dock thinger behind rich's house in the summer, on the lake.
One of your most tragic memories: wont say
One of your angriest memories: just to keep this simple, i think i was pretty damn pissed yesterday where that fucking freshman cheerleader bitch was talking shit about rich, or george whichever, and then they called connie dirty
A memory that makes you laugh: "its the condums fault"
A memory that makes you happy: most of my memories wiht rich
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: oh god, guys crying, when guys cry that makes me melt... theres a lot of other stuff i wont say
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: lie
Two things appealing about people: eyes, body language... idk
A personality trait you find appealing: honesty
Your secret passion: no secret ones.
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: its like a feeling of security, you have no worried cuz you have full trust in the other person, idk how to explain it.
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FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: be more bored than i normally am
If you had more patience you would: draw more
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: i wont say, people get mad at me
If you had no commitments what would you be doing: i dont have any commitments at the moment... so thats kinda why im taking this boring thinger
If you could have one super power what would it be: read peoples minds
If you could start all over: I wouldn't change a thing.