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i hate that when your confused, you don't try for clarity
i hate shitty secret keepers
i hate it that i'm always there for everyone else but when i think of it, who do i really have to fall back onto when i need help
i hate that skipping school has MAJOR cons, even if you dont get caught
i hate that i have no idea if i'm going to graduate, and graduate where to in life
i hate that i've worked so hard for somethings yet ragardless or my effort, i get no results
i hate thinking that what i've had before was better, and seeing that i can't have it back
i hate that you people are so open to share with me the bad, but when things in your life are going great, you exclude me
i hate that im considerd a slut, and no longer seen as being just nice and complimenting
i hate that i cant stay in a good relationship since amber, and even that was more of a frienship
i hate how you complain about not understanding me, when you never ask questions
i hate that when things are most important to me, you find a way to ruin them
but most of all, i hate that wyhen any one of you read this and see me tomorrow, your going to think of me so differently
fuck highschool
fuck life
fuck drama
fuck confusion
fuck fair weather friends
fuck "great" secret keepers
fuck those who are curious or confused but do not ask questions
fuck pretty much all of you
im not usually the type, but heres my jealous side coming out
fuck anyone whos not helping make my life better