i'm the worst sister ever. last night was ridiculous.

These past couple of weeks have been good. I told myself no drinking during the week. I have been doing my shit for classes. I've been feeling alot closer to my friends. I have, however, been longing to be at home right now. It's okay though, becuase my friends here are like my family. Until today ( Read more... )

although i know that, because i am oh so hot, i do not look like poop, i definitly feel both mentally and physically like poop. maybe it is because all day long, i needed to listen to the same three comments repeatedly, or it might be because i am running on four hours of sleep. i've been very agitated for the past twenty four hours now. ( Read more... )

1. Your name spelled backwards ( Read more... )

until i am back home in hickville santa clara. i truly cannot wait. i've actually been having a good time here in seattle... a better time than i was thinking. i've been a very good girl here... and surprisingly (altough i know it shouldn't be...), i'm still having fun. i went boarding on monday. it was great. however, i suck ass at boarding ( Read more... )

since last night's occurences, i now, more than ever, wish to go back to scu. i miss having the luxery of knowing that if i feel like shit, i can go to your room and know that you will help me forget stupid shit that results for life itself. i miss calling you as soon as i wake up to meet up at the gazebo. i miss cruisin you with kids and trying ( Read more... )

its 1:15 in the morning. all i can really think about is what i would be doing at scu if i were to be there with my friends. by all means, i am grateful i was able to come home for christmas, for thats what the holidays are all about, no? being with your family, and friends... having the feeling of a warm, cozy place to be with the people you ( Read more... )

great, i just fucked things up with my sister. i know all she wanted to know was what was going on with me, but i just got fed up. i have just been getting fed up (Which i know i shouldn't be doing with my mother) but its just fucking hard when she nags me about the same shit every time we talk. i don't know. shit here has been wierd, beat. i' ( Read more... )

what's the point of running if you eat afterwards???

1. i have been waking up the past few days with green shit in my nose and the back of my throat. my nose is constantly runny and i cough like an elderly woman that has been smoking for 40 years. i am surprisingly tired and will pass out at any moment when i am not engaging in an activity. i am officially sick ( Read more... )