So i'm still not number one. But I guess I should be used to it by now. I guess I should settle for whatever number on the list I am, like I always have.

Hooray for number ZERO!!!!!

Friends. That word has always been in my mind. You cant go anywhere with out friends and you always want them around. Some are better than others and some are better when you have them in a group. But no matter what they have always been there for me. It seems like yesterday I was a kid that was lonely and was trying to find himself. But with you ( Read more... )

Yesterday the gang (Neill, Dani, Mick, Brit, and my baby) and me went to see Killswitch Engage at Verizon Wireless. It was a lot of fun because no one got hurt and everyone was there. I saw Mastodon and Killswitch. And when we left the concert I saw the guitar player from Mastodon. I shook his hand and told him that they ROCKED!! He looked at me ( Read more... )

So i've been thinking lately how everything has been different. Different in how we used to be back when we were younger. We did things for fun. Now it seems like we do things because all of us are doing it. I guess what i'm getting at is that, I give up. I'm not going to ask or tell anybody anymore that they shouldn't be smoking or they shouldn't ( Read more... )

Well I came to school early this morning on the day before thanksgiving. I had to because we still have school. It pissed me off a bit but I think i'll get over it. It is very weird though because everyone seemed dead today. It's like if evryone had their mind set on not coming but they knew that they kinda had to ( Read more... )

I really don't understand anything at all. I thought I understood. And well as you all can see, I can't. I really don't see anything the way that you do. It's like if you have your mind set up on something and I have mine set up on something else. But I think that sooner or later we will find out who or what is correct and if we cant figure that ( Read more... )

You know it feels like I could have done much more this week. I mean the week isn't over yet. But ever since monday it's been weird. I find myself constantly thinking about what to do. There was so much stuff that I could have done but I didn't. There was so much stuff that could have happened but it didn't. But hopefully tomorrow it would be a ( Read more... )

School brings nothing in my life but boring. Man i'm just fucking counting the days before I get the fuck out of school. School is pissing me off because there is nothing to do there. parents want us to go so that we can get an education, but the thing that they don't know is that we learn nothing anyways. So it's as if we stayed home doing ( Read more... )

Woo! Valentines was a blast. I've never had a more kick ass day. I wish every day could be that cool. Maybe we could make it like that everyday. But it's mostly up to us. Well hopefully everybody else had a kick ass velentines day too. Later

Yesterday was my sister's b-day. Happy birthday sis. Her party wasn't really that fun seeing as how they had it on a tuesday. If it would have been on the weekend they would have been partying. But other than that, it was great to see my sister happy. She needed to be happy for once. Speaking about parties I hope Brit's party is fun. I know it may ( Read more... )