Im to the point that i just feel like crying about things that arent even important. That is the point right before i feel no need to be around anymore because i hurt so bad on the inside.

Well i found some stuff out today. Stuff that made me sad. And i dont guess i have to appologize. I just need to stop being such a fool. I dont really have much of anything anymore. Just the sadness. Of course i am always the one that creates my sadness.

"I am the key to my destruction."

Appologies i would like to make in advance should be issued to: Jessica, Erica, and Erin. You will probably find out soon enough. Thats all.

Sometimes I think I love nothing. After all, nothing's beautiful. Nothing's passionate. Nothing's alive. And time again I think that I could fall in love with this thing called nothing and it doesn't sound so bad. Nothing can heal this emptiness. I would have nothing and nothing would be mine.

Taken from Madee's journal

HEY!!! Have you ever notice how i constantly fuck things up and i always end up sad!!! YEAH!!!! Me too!!!!

I'm dumb.

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she makes me feel happy when im around her

It's starting to seem like my friends dont want to do stuff with me.

All i wanted to do today was not have to go home......guess where i am. Guess how many people asked me if i wanted to do anything or even seemed remotely curious as to what i was doing.

Zero. Thanks guys. <3