I'm going to Kill myself now.

Mar 05, 2005 11:26

Mike Vernancio (11:16:35 AM): u home or u at ur bf's house ( Read more... )

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seeannerun March 5 2005, 17:05:45 UTC
=(

dont kill yourself.

block him he is evil and not worth your fab time

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thegrlwholived March 5 2005, 20:29:22 UTC
Please don't tell me you would ever consider going out with someone who says those sort of things to you. Wow. What a way to win your ex-girlfriend back.

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alogicalfallacy March 6 2005, 02:29:54 UTC
It's not really my place, but Nikki, you've gotta let go of Mike. He is the definition of an abuser, even if he doesn't physically hit you. You don't deserve to be put down like that. Please, Nikki, get him out of your life. Go and be happy with Josh, from the sound of it, he won't put you down and make you feel worthless so you come back to him. From the sound of it, Josh isn't the type of guy to give ultimatums or the type of guy who wants to control you. You're an amazing person, you deserve a guy who will treat you right, before, during, and/or after the relationship.

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mikevernancio March 7 2005, 04:34:28 UTC
blah blah blah you all think uve been through a lot, u dont know wut abuse is... ur all fuckin retarded, nikki you wear jeans and a hoodie all the time my ass, nice background pic... ur frends will get banged if they even start runnin their fuckin mouths... chek my lj look at pics of me and laura... like i sed, every time you piss me off ima find prettier and prettier girls

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fuck you all mikevernancio March 8 2005, 03:03:14 UTC
really funny cuz the things youve sed to me DONT compare to wut im saying to you, so maybe nikki, you shud stop keeping all your frends in the dark about how you are to me, you lie, you cheat, you play, your an all out little girl like i sed
thats ok tho, i found someone better, and shes 19... little smarter than you
she knows how to be a girlfrend
all ur frends need to keep their mouths shut about it cuz they dont know jack shit

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Re: fuck you all l3_nikki_l3 March 8 2005, 12:45:52 UTC
i do NOT fucking cheat or play

and i don't care if you found someone better. I'm not good anyway, I'm ugly, and stupid and i know that i'm the horrible person you tell me i am all the time. you don't need to throw it in my face, i KNOW i'm ugly and stupid. you don't have to tell me this.

and i might be a horrible person, and i may have said horrible things to you, but i did NOT cheat on you, or anyone, ever. i've had that done to me more times than i want to remember and i would NEVER cheat on anyone, especially you.

love you always
<3<3nikki

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Re: fuck you all alogicalfallacy March 9 2005, 03:05:42 UTC
Nikki, you aren't a horrible person. I may not know you inside out, but you AREN'T horrible. You aren't ugly or stupid.

I hate seeing you putting yourself down, believing the things he's telling you. People do love you and care about you. It's sad seeing you have such a low self-esteem.

This may be stepping out of line, but how can you say "love you always" to him when he puts you down instead of trying to make you feel good? Why bother with someone who calls you stupid and ugly and then tries to make you feel even worse by comparing you to other girls?

Try stepping out of the situation. Imagine if Shauna or Kyle was in your place. What would you tell them?

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Re: fuck you all alogicalfallacy March 9 2005, 03:09:50 UTC
by the way, why is it okay for Mike to have other girls, but he doesn't want you to be with other guys?

I said it before, and I'll say it again. Nikki, you have to forget him, as hard as it is. He's no good for you. The good guys are out there, you've just got to see past him.

I really do worry about you, you should be happy. I honestly can't see this making you happy at all.

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