I dont know what Im doing anymore.
Ive completely lost control of everything. Im spiraling downward into depression again (as I do every winter). Fuck, I dont even care. Im so stressed out, and as much effort as Im exerting into getting everything done, I feel like Im accomplishing absolutely nothing. I just feel absolutely worthless. Im seriously so stressed out that I just want to ( Read more... )
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i know exzactly how you feel.
college, school work, studio, photo.
it's all shit. and i'm completley behind in everything.
i can't really tell you much more about that, just keep working hard, it'll be over soon.
as far as acting happy all the time, don't feel like you have to please other people all the time. I think your spending too much time trying to make other people happy, and not spending enough time on yourself. People change all the time, and if you don't want to act like this 'fake cheery person' then don't. it's just extra energy your waisting.
i love you. if you need to talk, or be incredibly cynical i'll always listen.
♥
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