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i hate when everything collapes

too sad to do my homework. i just want to fall in to a deep sleep and wake up and have everything done. im so so sick of school. so sick of wanting things i cant have. so sick of waiting for things to happen that never will. so sick of making impossible plans. im so sick of overcast weather, im so sick of being the boss of boys, im so sick of not ( Read more... )

why are some of my friends so frustrating.
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whyis my life so frusrating.
why are athletics so hard for me
i hate that i never devote my time to one specific thing or hobby.

so i basically am stoaked for bakert this weekend. i have like two hours to do all the homework i've procrastinated doing all week ( Read more... )

i got into spu and linfield.
yay!
i guess the worst week of my life had positive side to it at the end.
when everything works it self out unexpectedly, I thank the Lord.
Maybe i will be able to fix last week, I;ve already started. For some reason
it is a slow process. I'm finally rejuvinating from break.

Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground. The worst thing from boys you can get was cooties. Mom was your hero. Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. The only drug you knew of was cough medicine and the only thing you smoked was the tires on your bike. The only ( Read more... )

[x] You've eaten at the Space Needle restaurant ( Read more... )

photos that make me smile:


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the offical blog of my trip to texas ( Read more... )

yuck. as much as i love my dark hair, i hate taking care of it!! i am sick of product. im sick of makeup.  i dont wanna looks gross but i just dont feel like looking nice. looking nice isnt everything and doesnt get you anywhere. it just make me more confiedent and i think people judge me differently. i should care what people think... but i cant ( Read more... )