i dont know. i feel like shit today, i cant stop crying, my eyes are on fire. i dont know what i want, im so confused. everytime i blink, i change my mind or my mood. i feel so trapped by my minds restrictions. i look around and see everything, wanting a piece of it all, then deciding im too sick to reach out, the thought of certainty makes me ( Read more... )

I said I'd walk you home after our third round
of pouring whiskey down the barrel of our guts
and I grabbed hold of your hand.
We're up and we're out and we're yelling through the streets
and I'm out of my fucking mind
and I know you're next to me but I must confess what's in my head.
Keep pumping now, legs to beat the ground, and our hearts to ( Read more... )

yeah, im at skoo, and what biatch? i just got here, and im already in this shitty mood. i wasnt when i got in alison's car, but as soon as i stepped inside, i realized how shitty today is going to be. i need to read that fucking book, Dante's Inferno and write that stupid report on it, but i really dont feel like it. =/ i talked to holly last night ( Read more... )

i love you, you motherfucking piece of shitty sex. purrr. ::smoochie poops::

i really dont know, i cant even begin, i dont even know where to start, i need to tie up loose ends. ive got so many things in my mind, racing around in this chaotic spiral. i feel so empty, i dont know what i want, i really dont. tell me what i should want.

tailored eyes, for a too small heart.

how can i compete with fool's gold?
how can i draw reason for a blind man[or woman]? how can a def man [or woman] hear my words? how can i be expected to pick myself up everytime i stumble? how can you look at me day in and fucking day out, with truth in your eyes, like your some kind of fucking untainted demi ( Read more... )

I am consciously aware that while most people are patting you on the back, they are measuring the distance for the knife.

lately ive been workin in factory WHITE SLAVE THATS ME yeah ( Read more... )

fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. ( Read more... )

i need to change my hair, im tired of it. blehk.