been a long time

[l_i_z_a_r_d]

it has been an unbelievably long time since i've written in here. mostly because my life has been so completely busy with one thing after another. i think april was the most hectic month of my life. everything just seemed to fall right after another. good news is i am finally a deltasig brother. it was a long semester but it was so memorable

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Yeah its me

[anonymous]

So you need to hear this right, this is what you've needed to hear, well hear it is

Re: Yeah its me

[l_i_z_a_r_d]

you know what? its fine. i understand what i did and i understand how much i hurt you and why you wouldn't want to be back together. i wasn't in any way trying to make it seem like im the best thing for you cause i know i'm not, which is why i'm letting go. let's face it...our relationship was great but WAS is the key word. at this point, its time for us to truly take our own paths in life and while we can remain friends, leave it at strictly that. in no way was i trying to undermind you and make it seem like you should be with me. that was just MY hope and MY hope only. the way i look at it, im doing something good for the both of us by letting go. i was the one still trying to keep things going, which is something you didnt need in your life. so im telling you now that you dont need to worry about things because im not pushing anything nor will i in the future. do i still deeply care about you? yes and i always will...but i know i hurt you and to be honest i dont want to do it again and i completely understand why you dont have

Re: Yeah its me

[l_i_z_a_r_d]

and as far as the drunken situation you told me about, i apologize for it cause it was out of line and should not have been said no matter what the case. for once, when it comes to that, had you kicked someone's ass, i wouldnt of held it against you cause i know i would have felt the same way.