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Oct 12, 2009 13:17

I can't talk to anyone... I feel like I'm living in a dream, and you know what happens when you talk in a dream... the words come out jumbled... or not at all... or you tell someone you love them at the most inappropriate time. But I do love them... strangers walking down the street, and now... all of a sudden... I want to scream it out ( Read more... )

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l_net October 12 2009, 23:15:12 UTC

Sure!

But I am a bit curious where you came from... I've never had a random befriending that didn't come from a community or another friend. Trying not to sound suspicious, but it's in my nature. :)

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l_net October 13 2009, 18:06:23 UTC

It's incredibly dreary outside... not that I even look out my window much. I wish it were as simple as the weather... or being a hermit of a housewife. I can't put my finger on it really... but it's been brewing for a very long time.

One minute I'm feeling an unbearable hopelessness, I feel no passion, you know, for life in general. Next minute... I see all the mystery and beauty of the universe, and wonder how I could ever be deserving of such blessings, a loving family... my every need met with ease... but then just as fast the dull ache creeps back in, and I'm completely disgusted with my disinterest... my lack of, spark. And then the worst thought imaginable crosses my mind. I've been faking it the whole time and now that I know that, the illusion is gone forever.

But, don't worry, lol. I know for a fact, it's all in my head. This too shall pass. :)

rojomiamor October 14 2009, 03:57:43 UTC

i get that! alot! its kind of crazy. glad im not the only one. :)