Cardboard Boxes-KYUHAN
The door swung open and he stood there, too stunned for words as he stared in disbelief at the person right before him. Before he had the chance to regain his thoughts, he was hit with a sudden feeling of warmth. Geng could only blink as all too familiar arms wrapped around his body in a surprisingly strong hold.
“I wanted to get back that bear you gave me, so I finally grew some balls to come. By the time I reached the doorstep, I realized I wanted to stay with you. For as long as I can. Forever if possible.”
He was beginning to find it hard to breathe as he felt the younger’s hands brush against his back gently, making him shiver involuntarily at the touch. He squeezed his eyes shut and released a soft take of breath.
Everything was spinning inside Geng’s mind. He couldn’t believe this was happening nor could he process what was going on at the moment. His mind was simply refusing to accept the situation at hand, leaving him almost brain dead in an almost literal sense.
All feelings of nervousness and anxiety has completely left Kyuhyun’s mind as he kept his gaze at the older man. He felt strangely confident and relaxed; he was positive and certain about it.
“Forget about Siwon, you have me. You always had me. I know it sounds selfish, but I’m not giving up without a fight.” He dropped his hands to his side and took a step back, surveying Geng fully now. They were staring eye to eye and Kyuhyun made sure to keep that gaze for as long as he could.
“Look at me Geng.” He murmured when the man’s attention had gone to the side, waiting patiently for the eyes to fall back on him once more.
“I’m not Siwon. That much is true. I’m not rich, I don’t have a high paying job, nor do I have much power in the work area. I’m a college student, poor being a reality for me. I still don’t exactly know what I want to do in my life, but as corny as it sounds, I do know that I want to at least spend it with you. Love me, Cho Kyuhyun, not Choi Siwon. Despite all the stupid, reckless, purely selfish choices I have sprung on you, I have no excuses for them and I regret none.”
He paused.
“Love me, Cho Kyuhyun as I love you, Geng.”
It didn’t take him much longer as he took a step towards the younger male, eyes locked as he leaned forward and closed the gap between them.
END