That last entry was insanity. We all know how one can get when angry and resentful.. but I'm mainly sad and I just responded back to Erica. Explaining that I don't always mean all that. Some of it's true but it's mainly just angry words from a very sad, disturbed person. I'm scared. I'm sad. I'm surrounded by love and feeling worthless and lonely. ( Read more... )

"But you're waiting at the door ( Read more... )

I'm at my Dad's house. I'm supposed to be typing at lab report but I'll get to it sooner or later. I'm waiting for Sammy to come over. Dad and Missy are watching "Young Frankenstein". I brought it over. I know my Dad likes it. I also brought over "Augusta, Gone" and "Thirteen" for Missy. And "Office Space" for me and my Dad ( Read more... )

"Never knew I could feel like this ( Read more... )

I'm watching the end of this movie on Malcolm X. It's on HBO. It was really good. I like Denzel Washington. He's a very good actor ( Read more... )

"His eyes upon your face ( Read more... )

I was feeling good today. But sometimes I just ... can't help but think about the GOOD memories. And it hurts so bad to know that I will never have them again ( Read more... )

The Poconos was fun and boring.. I learned how to snowboard, that was exciting. And surprisingly it wasn't as painful as I thought it would be. Of course Missy and my Dad were pissed at each other the whole time, but what else is new ( Read more... )

I miss you ( Read more... )

I'm in Biology, period two right now. I don't feel like doing this internet packet ( Read more... )