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[la_belle_elle]

this took a while...

1. i'm a senior
2. in spite of all the drama, i heart brack
3. i'll be at trinity next year
4. i will continue cheering after high school
5. i coach the little 4 & 5 year olds [[tini blades]] at TWA
6. i'm gonna miss ms. stillman next year
7. being a senior totally sucks....
8. if i had the chance to repeat high school all over again i'd do it
9. i really try not to have regrets
10. i hate when people talk about me
11. but i like to make fun of people
12. i hate when people talk about me to ms. stillman
13. sadly, i find out everything
14. you can't keep a secret at brack
15. you surely can't keep any secrets on livejournal or myspace
16. people think i am portraying myself as [single] on myspace
17. i hate hypocrites
18. i hate when people call me [rich]
19. i am not perfect
20. i hate asking my parents for money
21. i <3 abercrombie
22. sam makes me cry...more than alex does...
23. i fall asleep on the phone
24. i <3 my siberian huskies
25. gay people are fun to hang around with
26. i hate to admit it but i am a spoiled brat
27. my house is haunted
28. ever since i saw that amityville horror film i'm scared to fall asleep
29. i visited notre dame....
30. my host was an alcoholic lol...
31. i wish i talked to my old friends from middle school still
32. i still think of my ex-boyfriend from middle school every now and then
33. i think about how life would be without sam
34. i was totally gone a few weeks ago at a party
35. matt is my buddy
36. if i need it he has it....lol [sarah knows what i'm talking about]
37. MC Hammer rocks my sock [sarah knows this one too]
38. i wish i would've met alex during freshman year
39. i hate roxanne...she ruined my life
40. my parents don't completely understand me
41. when i'm grounded, i can still go shopping
42. i'm excited to go shopping for my dorm accesories
43. emo music is cool
44. my brother is gonna be a bad ass guitar player in a few years
45. i don't go to church.... even though i should
46. i hate my grandfather
47. i love my mom's side of the family....especially my cousins
48. i want 2 kids later on in life
49. i'll be in school for another 8-10 years
50. all my neighbors are old
51. i live less than 2 minutes away from trinity, but i will stay on campus
52. my parents do everything for me
53. i don't even wash my own clothes
54. i hate the academic side of school
55. i'm way behind on my NHS hours
56. i don't have enough time to do the things i want
57. i don't have best friends
58. i think i only know of a few people that i can call [friends]
59. i miss samantha
60. parades are fun
61. i don't have much patience
62. i hate wasting the day
63. i heart hawthorne heights
64. kelly clarkson's [since you've been gone] has a new meaning to me
65. i don't borrow money from anyone
66. love comes and it goes
67. i wish i was average when it comes to intelligence
68. i question my actions all the time
69. sometimes i wish i was fat, well atleast average
70. having high metabolism sucks
71. if i was taller, i'd quit school and be a model
72. i did modeling for about 6 years
73. i get to give a speech at graduation
74. i get to sit next to julie massey
75. i am oh so excited..lol
76. i like fairies
77. i buy a lot of clothes that i won't wear and i'll never return them....
78. i have trouble saving money
79. i have curly and unruly hair
80. i'd die without a flat iron
81. i heart my charm bracelet
82. i hate a lot of people
83. my secret graduation present is a car.....[[my sister accidently gave it away]]
84. i have never smoked in my entire life
85. ummm... drinking is ok... well up to a certain point it is
86. i heart paesanos
87. my dad hates to see me sad, so he buys me a present or takes me shopping
88. prom is around the corner
89. i cleaned my closet today
90. i discoverd that i have 10 pairs of shoes, 15 shirts, and 5 pairs of jeans that i don't wear
91. i heart MAC
92. i took my graduation pictures at glamour shots at north star
93. my parents spent close to $400 on my pictures that i don't like
94. my sister and i are princesses at my dad's work
95. i can't wait until the new mall @ la cantera opens
96. i got hired at abercrombie @ h. oaks
97. i have a stalker
98. a little girl calls my house from about 10pm to 4am hanging up
99. people like her make my day
100. i need to change my ways