I am capable of drowning my brother's kitten in the toilet (to make it look like an accident) I just haven't because my father might not believe the thing wasn't murdered and he would throw me out again. It ate my love beads. For this is must die.
I am going insane. I finished my last roll of film today and I'm not sure if any of them will make the cut. I don't get paid till the 6th and I'm in the red with no film and I need black and white in the very worst fucking way.