I understand that. Part of the many reasons that I came back to NH/decided to leave now rather than later was to try to start over. Forget the things I don't want to think about and bury the ghosts in my past that keep following me around. But being here doesn't really make anything much different; they still find their way into my thoughts every single day. It's hard. And I'm worried that everything's going to follow me to California too. I guess the only way to solve problems is to really solve them, not run from them. Space doesn't get rid of the ghosts; only ourselves. Boooo. (hehe I meant "booo" as in like "bummer"/"that sucks". But it could be taken as "boooo" as in a ghost. I might be a tool).
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