Only God can save me now

[la_la_buffy]

I can't stand this anymore. My life is like a river...sometimes it's good to fish in, but 85% of the time, it's bad to fish in. It's hard to explain. I worked today from 5-9 and from 10:30-2 I went on a bike ride with Justin to Royal Center and back which is like a total of 14-16 miles. I am exhausted. Anyways, back to my trauma,... I got mad at

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Danny

[anonymous]

Lauren, I'm going to make this short and sweet: You need to relax. Let Kenny deal with all of your pains. He's a nice young man and he can help you with any problems you are having. Just let Kenny help you. He loves you Lauren and you need to let him show it to you. And I'm always here when you need me.---Danny

[imperfectcry213]

"I'm not sue how many of you that are reading this actually undestand and have or do feel the way I feel with him holding me. "
I think you need to stop saying things like that. You've hinted around with it before also. Like you say no one understands or feels what I do when I'm with him. Lauren, we all have a lot of things in our lives now that you don't know about. We know what love is, and you don't need to sound so condescending. It's judgemental and also there is no way you would know that we haven't felt the same way. I'm not trying to be mean, just letting you know I've read that a few times and it's got to go.

[broken_dreams16]

I agree completly with steph.you say things that makes us feel belittled.we do know what love is,and we certainly have all felt pain.you have a boyfriend,awesome.you are depending too much on him for happiness.thats part of your sadness.whether you want to see it or not.
happiness has to be found within YOU and you're not looking because you depend on other people for it.let go of it.if people make you unhappy,WALK AWAY.but stop depending on other people.this will probably make you mad,but i'm being honest and I hope you eventually see that.