my heart shattered by a male. for once not a love interest. not a guy friend. but my brother ( Read more... )

emptiness.

Honesty saved something for me and someone I know. It continues to save it every day. Never, ever, have I valued honesty as much as I do today. My life has always been a reaction to headgames w/ more headgames. And a desire to play headames to figure out feelings of another person.
Head Games Are Bull Shit Theres nothing I hate more in life ( Read more... )

I cant believe i fell for it.
... Thank u for hurting me.
and fucking up a great friendship.. just for the sake of becoming JUST ANOTHER GUY. with ur bullshit.

I think Im going to move back to Italy. I know its the boy who cried wolf, but I have to get out of here.

I hate guys. Guys are losers :)
Oh my god! that totally felt like, awesome!

Did u ever think ur mind to be so strong as to purposely create an idea of a person based on someone u know ( Read more... )

This weekend was completely life changing for me.
And the entry can't even go as private on here.
it is actually being written in my private stuff at home.

ya.. magic mushrooms..
I would have never expected wat was to come.

xo

You want to know the truth? Yeah I feel empty. Yeah I feel incomplete. There are nights I cry myself to sleep. There are days I question who I am. Ever since I decided not to lower my stardards.. but actually raise them. Deciding, if I'm going to be w/ someone, I've got no time for babies. I've got no time for immature cheating rats. I've got no ( Read more... )

Youre not enough
no one is ever enough

Hold on if you feel like letting go of reality.. just grasp on... wanting to let go of everything and everyone... dropping into something deep, dark ( Read more... )