so i don't really write anything of content in this thing lately because i have no time. last week went as follows ( Read more... )

Wipe steam from the mirror though I'm sickened by what I see, want to spit in my own face, how do you love when it's you... you hate. This is the pain you will never see wrapped up deep inside of me, binds my limbs smothers my heart with my soul screaming to be free. Kicking myself at the end of the day for things I did or didn't say. Can it really ( Read more... )

I've worked so hard on things that never ( Read more... )

i seriously don't know what to do sometimes. I put everyone elses feelings before my own. i would rather be miserable than to hurt people. i really miss everyone in maine so much but unfortunately i have about as much free time as well, none. i go to school and work everyday. my shortest day this week was 17 hours. damn. i hate sleeping alone, not ( Read more... )

things have are changing drastically.

this week ( Read more... )

i'm so happy lately ( Read more... )

I can't find that entry but i was saying jared sucks for saying boston sucks.. not you. I like you. have a good day.

Things that currently make me happy ( Read more... )

DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING TELL ONE OF MY FRIENDS THAT I DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM EVER AGAIN. I AM GOING TO MAKE THIS VERY FUCKING CLEAR. YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME AND YOU'LL BE GONE IN A MATTER OF MONTHS WHERE AS THESE PEOPLE MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME AND WILL BE THERE THE REST OF MY LIFE. I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE OF THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT I CALL ( Read more... )