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[la_roche]

I took a shower in blood and thought of things. Little things inside my mind that I would have eagerly turned to tell all those close to me, now they echo in my head. Quirky things about angular momentum and torque, lovely imagery and ironies, ideas that could start one of the stories I used to tell.... I was supposed to go out tonight, dance

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[mystymind]

thats powerful writing my dear.

I believe in you, the real you, the one you don't even recognize or choose to let out half the time, that one that is constantly changing, that I have always known.
I believe that you have it in that you, the deeper you, to rise above. I believe this because I know its true. I love you deary and I hope you can find hope in the muddle of things.
You can always call, always, you can always show up at my doorstep when you need to or just want to. always.
One day, it will all be more than okay. I know you are capable of thinking that, I know part of you wants to think that so let it. let yourself get beyond the pain, let yourself ride these waves instead of being pulled under by each of them, let yourself focus on the god in the world that no one - not even you is immune to. you are NOT alone, not in spirit, not in mind. Don't ever let yourself think otherwise. if you start to...pick up the phone.

goodnight.

[mystymind]

correction, that was supposed to be "good" not "god" focus on the good. of course I suppose the two could be synonymous if you so chose.