I Wish You Could Love Me ( Drabble )
Title: I Wish you could love me.
Author: laadypepper
Genre: Angst, Romance.
Rating: PG.
Pairings: Minho/Jonghyun (oneside!), mention of Jonghyun/Key
Summary: He just wished to be loved.
Disclaimer: SHINee is not mine, but this story is.
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He smiles and your heart races, no matter if the smile is not for you. He sings, and for a discrete time you close your eyes and just enjoy the voice, just for the next second you open them and keep dancing as it has to be. You look like after each presentation, his hands seem to seek those of Kibum almost automatically in the backstage. They pass by you, smiling, and all you can do is smile back.
On the one hand you are happy for them, glad they are together after all - that is, Shin Se Kyung - though in secret, though only you guys know. On the other, you're dying and wanting so badly pull it away from Kibum, and yelling for him that you loves him, that you wants him, that you think you can go crazy. You do not, however.
You don't do because you are Choi Minho. The 'cockblocking'; the friend. That one who supposedly, for millions of people, have a secret affair with Taemin. Taemin! Fanservice, you think, sucks!
You know there are some fans who believe in you two; who believe in HoHyun/JongHo into something more than friendship. They are not as numerous as those who believe - and, fuck, they're right! - In JongKey, but they believe. They believe in something more between you, Choi Minho, and him, Kim Jonghyun.
And all night when you lay your head on the pillow, too tired after another day of rehearsals and performances, all you wishes is that Jonghyun could believe too.
He never believe, however.
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A/N: This is a lame, I know. Sorry, guys D: Is my first Jongho; actually is the first fanfic of SHINee that I write ...
English is not my first language, so let me know if have many errors so I can fix them ok? Thank you (: