it kinda sorta tastes like piss...
i wish i still had guys to protect me from scary drunk assholes who can't keep their hands to themselves.
michelle is with her boyfriend...britney is awesome, we click so well...we spent all day together shopping for dorm stuff and we ended up getting a heinously patterned but perfectly formed and very comfy couch for our room. we're gonna go get fabric to cover it tomorrow, as well as a fishy for our room. she's just really chill and we think really similarly and come from like the same place, and i seriously am so glad. and she loves to cook too, so tonight we had the great plans to make dinner tonight, but our fettuccini alfredo, garlic bread and ceasar salad plans got a hitch in them when we were told that you couldn't use the pots and pans until tomorrow. we were determined to still be little chefs so we ended up using plastic cereal bowls in the microwave...it was ridiculous fun...
anyways so the day was really really good, and then we went to another social tonight, which was an incecream thing with a dance, and it was huge, like a couple thousand people in the quad by storke tower, and it was insane. like i'm glad i wore what i did, because i was wearing just jeans and a sweater, nothin too fancy, and i swear if i had worn anything less conservative, i would have been completely raped. it so brought me back to junior year, in iv, and it sucked, i have never been molested and groped and humped that much at once by so many people in one night. tonight was ridiculous. we tried to meet people, but the guys were shady and inappropriate and i had to give out so many fake numbers and laugh off too many sleazy pickup lines. it was ridiculous, i was showing like no skin, cuz it was cold, and yuck yuck yuck, it got old really really fast...i don't understand guys sometimes. but around like 10 30 britney and i wanted to leave and maybe go to iv and some guys told us about this party but were kinda apathetic and decided to cruise back to the dorms and just chill and watch a movie in my room, but then this girl karin across the hall wanted to go to the party, and so we decided to just go.
we knew it was on sabado, but didn't know which house and wandered around for like seriously an hour before we found the one where the guys were at, meanwhile being catcalled and harrassed by frat guys, further reminding me why i don't like iv. we finally find the party we think he's at, but he's not and it was like entirely guys and they kept yelling at us to come in so we decided to just cruise in, pound some shots and just ditch it to the other party where the guys we were looking for were. they were a bunch of frat guys i think and handed us beer when we walked in which was cool, but this guy whose house it was who we had met earlier, said he had hard stuff but it was upstairs and we went up which was a mistake and bad shit went down which i won't talk about on here that can be later, but i was so scared and so wishing i had someone to call and get me the hell out there. i mean i survived, and i'm fine now i guess, but, i dunno....
yes i do...
anyways we made it back to our dorm and britney is sleeping in here tonight and we are watching old punkd episodes with hot chocolate, so its okay i guess...but i just wish- i dunno...
love to all sleep tight babycakes'
xoxo
michelle is with her boyfriend...britney is awesome, we click so well...we spent all day together shopping for dorm stuff and we ended up getting a heinously patterned but perfectly formed and very comfy couch for our room. we're gonna go get fabric to cover it tomorrow, as well as a fishy for our room. she's just really chill and we think really similarly and come from like the same place, and i seriously am so glad. and she loves to cook too, so tonight we had the great plans to make dinner tonight, but our fettuccini alfredo, garlic bread and ceasar salad plans got a hitch in them when we were told that you couldn't use the pots and pans until tomorrow. we were determined to still be little chefs so we ended up using plastic cereal bowls in the microwave...it was ridiculous fun...
anyways so the day was really really good, and then we went to another social tonight, which was an incecream thing with a dance, and it was huge, like a couple thousand people in the quad by storke tower, and it was insane. like i'm glad i wore what i did, because i was wearing just jeans and a sweater, nothin too fancy, and i swear if i had worn anything less conservative, i would have been completely raped. it so brought me back to junior year, in iv, and it sucked, i have never been molested and groped and humped that much at once by so many people in one night. tonight was ridiculous. we tried to meet people, but the guys were shady and inappropriate and i had to give out so many fake numbers and laugh off too many sleazy pickup lines. it was ridiculous, i was showing like no skin, cuz it was cold, and yuck yuck yuck, it got old really really fast...i don't understand guys sometimes. but around like 10 30 britney and i wanted to leave and maybe go to iv and some guys told us about this party but were kinda apathetic and decided to cruise back to the dorms and just chill and watch a movie in my room, but then this girl karin across the hall wanted to go to the party, and so we decided to just go.
we knew it was on sabado, but didn't know which house and wandered around for like seriously an hour before we found the one where the guys were at, meanwhile being catcalled and harrassed by frat guys, further reminding me why i don't like iv. we finally find the party we think he's at, but he's not and it was like entirely guys and they kept yelling at us to come in so we decided to just cruise in, pound some shots and just ditch it to the other party where the guys we were looking for were. they were a bunch of frat guys i think and handed us beer when we walked in which was cool, but this guy whose house it was who we had met earlier, said he had hard stuff but it was upstairs and we went up which was a mistake and bad shit went down which i won't talk about on here that can be later, but i was so scared and so wishing i had someone to call and get me the hell out there. i mean i survived, and i'm fine now i guess, but, i dunno....
yes i do...
anyways we made it back to our dorm and britney is sleeping in here tonight and we are watching old punkd episodes with hot chocolate, so its okay i guess...but i just wish- i dunno...
love to all sleep tight babycakes'
xoxo