james 7Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 8Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. 9Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. 10Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.
There are all these tricks for people that go on diets. One of them is if you're craving a cookie, you wait 30 minutes, and if your craving is still there after that, you may have it.
Sin is the same way. I think of this verse whenever I'm tempted to give into my flesh. It really works.
i was also thinking
about this when I did my Smell like teen spirit tribute Matthew 16 25 If you try to hang on to your life, you will lose it. But if you give up your life for my sake, you will save it. 26 And what do you benefit if you gain the whole world but lose your own soul?l]" class="footnote">[l]" class="footnote">
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yeah, Kurt sold the world. He had it all, but what good is it now? Now that he was so depressed that he had to kill himself. What good is it now that he's still 90's pop sensation? What good does that do for his daughter now, to be without a father, or his parents to be without a son.
I try to remember this sometimes when I think of the compromises I WON'T make in the film world. To be a mainstream actress you have to make ALOT of compromises. Agents like starlets that will do whatever, because if you are picky, and you refuse a part, they won't get the money.
When you are not yet famous, you don't have the luxury to be picky with parts. You just take whatever, and whatever offer more money because you are typically broke, like I am right now. Taking off your clothes typically means more money and possibly a sag card.
I've thought about this for a really long time. What do I want to do? do I want to do WHATEVER it takes to be the next starlet, or are somethings more important to me than being a main stream actress. I think my choices will speak for itself. I now work independently. Meaning, I write my own scripts I cast the people, and it's all me, I DON'T work for someone else. I started doing this because there were so many scripts out there that I just find meaningless, or good films that are shot in a way I disapprove of.
For instance, American Beauty, completely good film, good meaning, everything. But why the gratiteous naked shots? This is the way I look at things. I'm not going to censor things for the sake of offending people, meaning. My films will cover, sex, crimes, drugs, murder, whatever. I am going to make films about mature subjects, however this is what will make me different. You don't need to graphically show things to talk about it.
Christians that are offered by sex, drugs, murder, suicides, cannibalism, human sacrifice, you better not read the bible. The bible cover all of the things above ( except maybe drugs). The reason why it's appropriate in the bible, is because it was done for storytelling sake, not in graphic pornographic details. This is the way I will make my films, because I will not censor life and reality and make a " happily ever after" story just so it won't offend people.
I also will not label myself as a Christian artist, or musician or film maker. I am simply a performer, and I am Christian. I know and hope that my faith will come through in my material, but I don't want to label myself and set other people up to expect certain things.
I wrote a song called " Save me from this Wonderland". The meaning of the song is that I'm trapped in wonderland, and I"m waiting for something to save me, meanwhile I'm struggling. I find Jesus and I'm saved from this wonderland called life. The person I was having to compose the music is a Christian, looked at the lyrics, and he was trying to politely discourage me, telling me that the lyrics are scary.
The lyrics are scary because I talk about holding a knife and needing an anedote for the overdose I just took. These are things that happen in life... and the meaning of the song is that I NEED something to SAVE ME FROM THIS WONDERLAND. The bible talks aobut war, murder, rape, suicide, cannibalism, human sacrifice, blood gore, angels demons, everything, I wish that sometimes Christians would open their eyes, and grow up. It's mature content for mature audiences, the key world is "mature" so grow up.