I wrote a poem....tell me if you get a visual b/c that's what I was going for ( Read more... )

This is a song I wrote a long time ago...I changed it a little...no doubt it will be changed more....I am in such a bad mood more below ( Read more... )

Well things have been weird lately. Justin and I are doing a lot better. We deffinatly worked things out. But I have been getting really sick lately. So I called my Dad and told him what my symtoms were and he told me to go to a doctor. Well it was a saturday so I had to go to a walk-in. I got there and I was so dizzy and light headed and also ( Read more... )

So I am completely and utterly in love. Justin and I just got back from our Cruise on the Granduer of the Seas. Despite some major stupid stuff w/ the ship- it was an amazing trip. Oh and since we complained they gave us each a hundred dollars to spend. T'was great. Justing and I have our X-mas on the Saturday before we left and I got him clothes ( Read more... )

So Justin and I...well we were a bit Rocky for a while...but side note "hot Zach" from my previous entiries- has just imed m to ask me if I want to "Do It Sometime". I'm gonna have to pass Hot Zach. Anyhoo- back on topic. Justin and I had "THE FIGHT" and I don't know, I just realized "I love you" is not just a thing I say to him, I really am in ( Read more... )

So I am officially like running my self into the ground and I LOVE IT! I am taking 3 dance classes and Tues and Thurs. And I have 2 "real" classes on MWF. I started taking voice lessons. My BM: Musical Theatre audition is somewhere in January or Feb. I am going for the Bachlor of Music in Musical Theatre as opposed to the BFA (Bachlor of Fine Arts ( Read more... )

Justin and I are back together...woooo

So basically I was sitting around getting high on Hyrdacodene and I realized I have tried to kill myself 3 times...wow..isn't that supposed to be something you only do once? If I read this journal I would be like wow that girl's got issues. Oh, I talked to Nick, as usual nothing accomplished, and I feel likedying again, b/c my insides are dead, I ( Read more... )

I broke up with Justin! Yay.

So I thought I could make it with Justin. Or just be in it to pass the time. But, he is annoying the HELL out of me. Like I can't stand him living here. I made a hugggeee mistake. He also doesn't understand what it means to "take it slow". Like I just need to start sleeping in my own bed again. We fight about the most stupid things. I was just ( Read more... )