here i am procrastinating even more, i have my research paper to write and just can't seem to get the words out of my head..though first page is due today.. lol, i might be able to get it done.. so things are starting to look up, i seem to be finding a peaceful middle ground between the war in my head.. i think the voices have come to a cease fire ( Read more... )

Well I get to tell you something wonderful, it seems like my ex is trying to be more involved in his sons life, last night he offered to babysit, and even came over and put him to bed..i am shocked, but in a good way.. i thik he is really comming together into fatherhood

hey, well this weekend has been a blast..i went to see hichhikers, which was pretty good.. though it doesn't translate well in to a movie, and a bit choppy at times, but wonderful anyways.. then last night i go to Orpheus for the premiere of The Garden...fetish night (yippeee) I get into the vacumn bag! That was an amazing experience, and something ( Read more... )

here we go..i am starting this since i feel i can write here.. better than on myspace anyways.. this is for private use so if you have a comment fine, but do not get offened by the things i write here.. this i write for my sake not yours ( Read more... )