there are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how

Oct 23, 2005 16:58

So I'm sitting here in the basement, listening to my broken washing machine make noises, and that combined with Radiohead got me to thinking. I don't know why, but it just dawned on me how very much I have changed in such a short period of time. I used to be such a closed minded bastard. That's no way to live, and I'm glad I'm different now. I'm ( Read more... )

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g1rlsd1et0trust October 23 2005, 23:09:00 UTC
i know what yuou mean about feeling "bigger". i'm also 5'6 and i'm 130 pounds and it kills me that all of my friends are so small. it makes me really self concious, like thinking if they call me fat behind my back. whenever you would bring it up to anyone, there like oh you can't even tell you weigh that much but you can tell, because there like a twig. i hate it

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labial__folds_ October 24 2005, 01:12:36 UTC
I'm really glad you feel the same as I do, considering most people I talk to about this go "oh no you're not fat" even though theyre 85lbs. and are just saying that to be nice. But shutup you little twiglet, i could break you in half you're so skinny

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youre0k_iwillbe October 23 2005, 23:57:00 UTC
AND STOP LYING, YOU EXOTIC BIRD.

hahaha. by the way, my best friend just came back from the dead. OH MAH GAHHHH.

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g1rlsd1et0trust October 24 2005, 02:22:06 UTC
But shutup you little twiglet, i could break you in half you're so skinny

exactly!
hahah

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treefingers____ October 24 2005, 02:27:34 UTC
stop making me sound stupid leah, i have no problem with you i have no problem with matt, you dont see me talking about you and matt to you or anyone else so please dont even fucking bring that up. who the fuck is saying that youre living in the shadow of sammie and matt? because it sure isnt me. you dont see me walking around like a fucking zombie saying oh i wish i was still with the asshole. im glad for you and i have nothing to do with your relationship so dont even fucking bring it up leah, don't you dare call me immiture, i have said NOTHING to you about it, youre the one that has.
and you know im not mad at you at all, i hope. but if you have a problem with me being in there somewhere (which im not) then you should fucking say something to me instead of acting like everything is fine. and if you feel like its "for the better" that it's grown awkward then its really upsetting that i lost my best friend over dumb bullshit that never even occured

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