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[lablancalatina]

Today is one of those days.........the whole world feels like a hell hole. i feel ugly and fat. and i am unable to go to the gym b/c i have to clean so my "family" that is coming to visit can have a clean room to sleep in. i feel shitty and there's nothing i can do about it!!! hmmm.......i think i want to lose 15 lbs. i have already lost over 30. i

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[_catethegreat]

aaaahhhh you're so pretty and you know it!

[lablancalatina]

thanks, Kate. but i don't no what it is. i'm just not satisfied w/ what i am.

[attics_ofmylife]

me and bryce have had many conversations about how attractive you are. your hair- beautiful... your teeth- perfect... your eyes- big and brown and gorgeous. you have nothing to be self-concious about. i try to help you sometimes in creative writing but i don't know you well and don't want to say anything to make it worse. just know that every1 looks in the mirror on certain days and says ugh and every1 has months or even years when they feel like the world is against them so you're not alone. if you are unsatisfied with what you look like, you know the HEALTHY ways to change it, but don't change for anyone but you. last year was my year to feel shitty and i made it through having learned more in the bad times than i ever did in the good. all this rite now is teaching you to be strong for the future. i'm here for you eve if you don't think we're close. i hope you feel better.
love
kiley

[lablancalatina]

thanx, kiley. I really appreciate that. even though we haven't known each other that long, i really feel like u understand me. i really think that u are a very open and of course drop dead gorgeous. i feel good when i talk to u about how i feel b/c lately i have been feeling down, like no one understands me and stuff. i have been through so much loss already, it seems like i'm doomed to be sad or something. i have been trying to b happy but w/e i do the feeling just take over again and i cry in bed forever. i feel like i have no purpose and i am unimportant and unworthy of stuff. but about what u asked me in class. 'yeah, i am.' but i didn't want to tell u in front of tiffany and liz. if u don't kno what i'm talking about then i'll whisper it to u @ school. thank you for all of the complements and support. i really needed it. don't worry, i only lose weight by eating healthy and exercising alot. thankyou, much love, Liset