my mom told me she would call lindsay's cell phone this morning, she never did. i waited, and waited, phone in my hand, sweaty palms, nervous jitters, but no call... nothing... did i expect it ( Read more... )

what is the first (or only) memory you think of when you think of me (good or bad i dont care)? what did you think of me when you first met me, or first talked to me?

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meh.

lindsay is here talking to kyle... envy is building up, and that just tops it off. i want to have someone to call all the time, someone who looks forward to talking to me. i called chris, a short 1 minute conversation, but it was good and made me feel a little better about myself ( Read more... )

i cant think, i just need to go. away from a lot of peoples bullshit. there are only a few people who i seriosly carea bout, the rest you i dont care. im sorry but i dont care anymore, because bullshit drama is surrounding me constantly, and its always with people who i could care less about. im scarred soon im gonna be left alone, all freindships ( Read more... )

tonight i am going to the "festival of plays" in downtown with erica. It starts at 8:00 and im sure when it ends, but it should be an all night ordeal, hopefully a fun one ( Read more... )

im updating for kristin. shes still grounded from the computer, not sure how much longer though. i walked up to the cute kid after school today. my exact words were "my friend thinks your cute and wants to have sex with you" hahah i thought kristin was going to shoot me. then donnie and jacob literally pulled her across the front lawn. he had ( Read more... )

sorry ive neglected livejournal for a while. im home now, sick, so sick. I dont think ill be at school tomorrow either.
i just wathed passion of the christ, and now i have a sick feeling in my stomach to top it off.
ill miss you.

school..... monday ( Read more... )