I really don't like being jealous of people. I'm smart enough to know it's a waste of energy and time, but sometimes it's hard to ignore. I know I should be grateful of what I have and all that shit, but sometimes it's just too difficult ( Read more... )

Been very careless with money lately. Wasting it on booze (lots of it), clothes, and gas. I'm not making a lot at work, but I have a good amount saved in the bank so I'm not worried about spending, even though I should be.


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Damn, some weird dreams last night. Dreamt I rode my bike to California and ran into a group of girls from my high school who were being chased on bikes by some cloaked, masked murderer. I kind of got to know the murderer, and he was actually really cute and his name was Benjamin. Also at one point dreamt that I stuck a toothpick through my tragus ( Read more... )

Alright, Hingham Library, why are you closed on Sundays? Fridays I can understand, but SundaysI have a bunch of supplemental essays to write for schools, and I just hate working on things at my house. I can never get them done. I need adderall ( Read more... )

Although my dad can really bother me at times with his abrasive personality, when I actually want to talk to him I enjoy it. It's best when we sit at the kitchen table and drink coffee and chat. I really do appreciate him as a father ( Read more... )

My sleeping schedule is messed up. 3:30 in the morning and not remotely tired. I also have to get up early in the morning to drive to NY with me mum. I'm really looking forward to this mini-trip because my mindset about school and the type of environment I want to be in has changed....or at least I think it has. When I applied senior year I was so ( Read more... )

I am officially applied to UMass Amherst! I feel accomplished in that aspect, but I still have around 10 other schools that I need to apply to that each have their own supplements, essays, recommendations, etc etc. I have just over a month to get all that done though so I'm not worried ( Read more... )

Spent all weekend at Haley's apartment, which seems to be turning into a routine. When the weekend comes and I don't work, it's off to JP! I really love being there and now that I'm at home with my parents, I just want outtttt. My parents are great, don't get me wrong, but I really would just like to not be living with them. The freedom of having ( Read more... )

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