i need you to be the strength of widows and soul survivors ( Read more... )

So now my head hurts and it's only getting worse every time that I think
I feel like choking every time I have to sing, it's getting harder for me
And now my stomach hurts, as long as I'm in love it's so hard to leave
I feel a bad pain moving through my chest and my knees start to shake
My knees start to shake, it's bringing me down

i dont care if i sound like a big baby in this im not asking for your pity i just gotta get this out ( Read more... )

i guess you can only be happy for so long ( Read more... )

so im having a good day a good week a good life.
im really happy that logan didnt get hurt too bad. it scared me so bad to hear he was in a car wreck.
im content. content i am.

it feels so good to be happy ( Read more... )

its 10:05 am.
i just came home from school i didnt feel like being there at all. i just dont feel like doing anything right now. i wish things could just stay perfect, that feeling when you first fall in love, i wish it would stay like that forever, i wish people didnt change, i wish people didnt dissapoint me.
i wish i didnt dissapoint myself.
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"I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth"

i hate this so much please please figure out whats going inside of your head because i cannot lose you. please

yesterday i saw world trade center. that movie was so sad, and eye opening ( Read more... )