So..... big shocker- my labs were off. I was hypokalemic, hypophosphatemic, neutropeniac, and had elevated bicarb. My psychiatrist had talked me into seeing JUST HER... and promised me she would put me on a med floor if anything was off then discharge me. But of course this did not happen. I was admitted to the EDU and then they put a hold on me ( Read more... )

Had lunch with B... she is worried but understanding. I love that girl. Am spose to see Jck tonight and we might go get my labs tested. I am not sure about that yet ( Read more... )

Cereal-purge ( Read more... )

coffee w/milk
Helped my mom move a friend...for 3 hours
philly sandwhich and fries-purge (am so mad at myself for this....  I feel so guilty/wasteful)
K+ (1,20meq)
32 minutes bike
spaghetti-purge
trail mix-purge
fries-purge

I feel like a$$ and my parents are spose to come by tomorrow I am terrified the y will see my new exercise bike and freak :(

lunch:turkey, potatoes, cake- purge
snack: coffee/capp 24 0z
Bike 40 minutes
bread, cheese and salad dreassing-purge
yogurt and granola-purge
K+(2,20meq)

I am going to keep a log on here of what symptoms I am using....... as I dropped out of treatment for the next month or so and don't want to decline too much. I already have lost wt but I don't care about that. I just don't want my K values to get too low so I need to keep an eye out on my purging. I just got an exercise bike (for free bc I am poor ( Read more... )

a little update ( Read more... )

sat dec 22nd
bagel and crm cheese (2B, 1 fa)
salad w dressing (1 vg, 1 fa, 1/2 Pro)
tomato basil soup (1 vg, 1 fa)
cookie (1 D)
roll (2 B)

total:
4 B, 3 fa, 2 Vg, 1/2 Pro

Finally out of IP again.... this time was another ICU experience. I went in on fri the 30th of Nov and ended up later that day having arythmias and bigeminy again... so was rushed to ICU. My K+ dropped to 2 point something and my body was not having it. I spent 2.5 days there with my heart being monitored and stuff then went up to the ED floor with ( Read more... )

I guess I am going in again- I have gotten a few calls from my hospital and everyone agrees I need to be IP asap. blah... here we go again. I hate showing up there- like, 'hi its me again' LAME. Hopefully this will be a quicky