my mood is terrible. having to say goodbye all over again is the worst feeling i've felt. i miss you so much. i just wish there was a way to get me there now :( happy birthday brandon, wish i could say it in person.

 the past 2 weeks have flown by, but they were the best i've seen in months. brandon was home, spent almost every hour with him, it was amazing. it's given me a little look at the future and it's really looking great. i cannot wait to be out there with him. 5 more months. and 7 more weeks until i go out for a visit; 51 days actually. he left at 1 ( Read more... )

why haven't i heard back from any colleges yet? ms.hebert you BETTER have sent my transcript or i wont be attending college in the fall. I AM SO FRUSTRATED.

i need a cover for my laptop its getting disgusting.

oh, happy new year.

i don't live in Seattle for a reason..............

 i have the best boyfriend. my gifts were perfect. the card was beyond perfect. the cd means so much to me, which sounds kinda lame, but you really picked the perfect songs. thank you so much brandon. i love you.

 i'm 18, yay.
first scratch ticket i ever bought, won $100
happy birthday to me!

i guess i'll make a real entry today ( Read more... )

 fuck.

this sucks.

 november flew by. birthday soon. brandon soon! <3 i can not waittttttt

 january7th.