ive tried dolls that were guaranteed sixteen or under 
none were very exciting
sorta like a laugh track or whacking off-
they’ll get you off-
but it’s just not the real thing

its been decades since my pit days
but i havent shaken it - i sit there like an idiot
still caught up in the old punk protocol
and dreaming that the teenagers will think that i’m a ( Read more... )

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I never really know how to start a new year.  It seems like such a delicate thing- one wrong move could fuck it up for good and just set off a train of bad luck for the remaining 364.  This morning felt kinda weird.  I didn't really know what to do.  So I checked the date on my computer hoping maybe it would give me a bit of focus, but even that ( Read more... )

Classes are over!! I had my last final (well, I guess technically it was my only "final", so I guess it was just a landmark) Tuesday night in French.  I think it went pretty well, but I haven't gotten my grade back yet.  I somehow pulled off an A in drama.  I missed a lot of assignments so that was a bit of a shocker right there, but I attribute it ( Read more... )

Kris came over today et viola!  I am a redhead again! wooo!  And we made the most kick-ass pinapple upside down cake.  life rocks :)


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ugh, taking a night off from homework. what.a.day. lol i'm so glad its over.  i've just been staring at the walls for the last few hours... except for about a half an hour ago when i went to get the meatloaf started (hehehe).  but i think my brain is fried.  ive read so many french articles and things of that nature over the last couple of days ( Read more... )

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I call shananigans!

I went out today to go pick up some supplies for la petite chatte then to the mall to pick something up and to pathmark to continue my never-ending quest for regular vanilla pepsi and a baking tin.  Before I left the apartment, I didn't really put much thought into what I put on.  I left on the tank top I'd been wearing all day, jeans, a sweatshirt ( Read more... )

So here I am- Tuesday night- and it feels like home here.  Most likely cause it is now (a-duh-huh!), but theres that period of estrangement where it takes to hit ya that can only be likened to the ackward silence that occurs after daddy calls mommy a bitch at the dinner table and then makes up for it with ice cream(!).  But thats done and I love it ( Read more... )

Why can't I bring myself to just throw them in the box!?!?!?

Argh....