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It's subsiding, somewhat, as I suppose it should.
Four days and four years ago, I 'commenced a moderate-scale mental breakdown'.
Coming back to the place where I thought I could improve, I was given a little perspective, of sorts. Of course, my perspective has shifted again - friends that were still living in NYC then are now trying to find a way to get back to 'normal' after Hurricane Katrina destroyed their house and livelihood; but not their willingness and want to help others. (You guys are incredible.)
Last year wasn't "too bad", all things considered. I havent seen the friend I spent that weekend with since about that time - in part, due to today... he'd become even more of a bitter, angry person that it was just work to be around him.
Admittedly, one could say I still revisit the past, because I go back from time to time and read old entries about it. Initially, that may have been true. Now? Maybe just as a memorium. I dont know.
This year, especially the last few months, has brought some very interesting developments. I'm hoping that wherever they're leading, it'll be something good.
Yesterday I woke up with some sort of stomach virusy thing, and I'm still not feeling great, despite having gone to work anyway.
Here's hoping the pain will subside soon.
Indeed.
Four days and four years ago, I 'commenced a moderate-scale mental breakdown'.
Coming back to the place where I thought I could improve, I was given a little perspective, of sorts. Of course, my perspective has shifted again - friends that were still living in NYC then are now trying to find a way to get back to 'normal' after Hurricane Katrina destroyed their house and livelihood; but not their willingness and want to help others. (You guys are incredible.)
Last year wasn't "too bad", all things considered. I havent seen the friend I spent that weekend with since about that time - in part, due to today... he'd become even more of a bitter, angry person that it was just work to be around him.
Admittedly, one could say I still revisit the past, because I go back from time to time and read old entries about it. Initially, that may have been true. Now? Maybe just as a memorium. I dont know.
This year, especially the last few months, has brought some very interesting developments. I'm hoping that wherever they're leading, it'll be something good.
Yesterday I woke up with some sort of stomach virusy thing, and I'm still not feeling great, despite having gone to work anyway.
Here's hoping the pain will subside soon.
Indeed.