So i miss OKC SOOO much! I get there Wed morning at like 10:30 and i hang out with Nottley and Kayla for about 30 min. Then we went and got chinese food. Then we just chilled till a basketball game. I missed bball a bunch toO! We chilled with a few of the guys anc i met some of the new guys! They are really cool! We spent the night with Mariah and ( Read more... )

so first off... i promised a song! I guess the point of this song is really how my prayers use to go. Not literally... well not like to the T... but for hte most part... i dont know, its my first religious... tell me what oyu think ( Read more... )

Look... im a pretty laid back person! EVERYONE is gonan screw up, say something they dont mean. Ever yone deserves a second, third, fourth... chance. Its not that at all. I completely forgive everything said to me the other night (Jason) ITS NOT THAT AT ALL! Im jsut really sick of everything right now. I need some time to think about a bunch of ( Read more... )

I dont get why people think its so impossible for someone to hang out with a person of the opposite sex and it not STAY as friends. Chris and i hung out a few nights ago and it was a lot of fun! there was no phisycal anything! It was fun just hanging out! Just because i hang out wiht someone for a night doesnt mean im into them. Derek... another ( Read more... )

So if things work out... Im leaving on one special FRIDAY and going to OKC to see a few friends! Then that night we are going to spend Saturday and Sunday in Bartlesvilly with Kayla. Then Sunday I am going to leave there and go to a THURSDAY concert in Tulsa. I will probably stay with my friend Matt... who is adorable and so much fun to hang out ( Read more... )

Ok so lately life has been really weird. I for the first time in my life feel like there really isnt a reason to hope for so much! My friends are seeming to dissapoint me more and more... I think its kinda funny how often people can dissapoint you! So anyways... just being bored right now, i have a minor idea for a song... i htink i may play with ( Read more... )

I wrote this song in literally 10 min. It was great. everything just came out. That is how the BEST music is made ( Read more... )

I put in a private entry... but i feel bad leaving you completely in the dark. So last night i went to church and to Mc Donalds with a bunch of people. While i was driving into McD's Derek pulled up. I stayed out there and talked to him for about 10 min. He said he would giveme a call later that night because he wanted to talk to me about something ( Read more... )

So Grant (my ex) called me this morning.. i dont know why! He asked what i was doing today and i told him and then he was life "well what are you doing after it" and i said "why" he wouldnt tell me what he wanted. Then got off all upset. Im so sick of people getting mad at the littlest things. I hate walking on egg shells and it seems like that all ( Read more... )

This is too much fun to stop now!


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