Sometimes I just wish that things never happened, but the truth is, they did. There is nothing that one can do to change that either. I always say "take it as it comes." I do, but still sometimes I wish that what comes, or came, never even took place. God, I love this guy. It's been nothing but stupid-ass drama lately. And not too long ago I ( Read more... )

Crazy times living in white trash Boise, Idaho. It's a hoot. Last night everyone was pissed off and everyone's blood pressure was sky rocketing that someone should have had a heart attack. Stupid, stupid bullshit drama. OMFG!! We got a 29 year old who acts like a 15 year old and gets butt hurt about everything, and a roommate that looses it at ( Read more... )

Mmmm....I usually don't like cereal, but right now I am enjoying my Cinnamon Toast Crunch. Funny thing is, I got it for a friend for Christmas (it's her favorite cereal) and I never got it sent to her, so I opened it up and I get the yumminess. :-) Rule! This will be my last weekend in doing nothing, at least I'm hoping. I will be working soon ( Read more... )

Well, I am totally moved in my cousin's house. I am now a resident of Boise, fucking, Idaho. It's not bad either. I already have a job and I have a job inerview tomorrow. No worries. I had a scare for my life and things are looking up. I am not as worried as I used to be. I talked briefly to my brother yesterday and it was absolutely ( Read more... )

Just got back from a job interview. I start on the 2nd. I'm still pursuing my apprenticeship. This job is just to make money for the time being. So I am actually moving to Boise like next Wednesday. Not bad. The funny thing is, I'm still stranded here in Boise hoping to get back home tonight, so that I can be moved here by Wednesday. I still ( Read more... )

HA, I've been stuck in Boise since last Thursday. It's been fun, but under the circumstances, it hasn't been great. My car got fucked, it's still out in the middle of nowhere. Some people just really make me sick. Or no they don't make me sick, but just thinking about a certain person.....I just get sick to my stomach. Nauseated. A few ( Read more... )

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"Stories are for those late hours in the night when you can't remember how you got from where you were to where you are. Stories are for eternity, when memory is erased, when there is nothing to remember but the story."

-Tim O'Brien The Things They Carried
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Just got done changing the oil in my car, replacing the oil filter, and adding more transmission fluid to my car. Slowly, but surely I'm getting things done. It's such a wonderful feeling. I always have fun working on cars. Got all greased up, had my smokes, the only thing missing was the music, and a beer or two. :D Fun stuff, for sure. Got ( Read more... )

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"Love is our response to our highest values. Love is self-enjoyment. The noblest love is born out of admiration of another’s values." ~Ayn Rand
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Lately people will start talking to me and I noticed that I haven't really been listening to them. I find that I drift off with my own thoughts. Usually thinking why this person is talking to me in the first place and then thinking about who I'd rather be talking to and even picturing myself talking to another person. Thus, leading to other ( Read more... )