vs
existing

it's hard to communicate these days

i saw anth in the reflection of my drink menu and i thought it was just the tv but it was actually him and i stood on his feet and we danced through a restaurant that i had to run out of ( Read more... )

like sinking ships ( Read more... )

we haven't been dead before?

maybe being 'alive' is just when we are at our highest point of consciousness
of realization

and before we were babies we were just lumps of ignorance
of inactivity

and even though alot of people that are 'alive' are really fucking dumb, it's the most they will ever think

eeeeeek

was speed ourselves up/then slowed motion

and in the morning eat frozen fruit until we could stand again

well, i had the week from hell ( Read more... )

fucking hate you

i hate that people associate me with you i hate that you ate all my macaroni and cheese i hate that you're living less than a minute away from me next year i hate that you are written all over me and there's nothing i can do to get you the fuck off

bukowski

and we don't make eye contact when we have run ins in town
just a barely polite nod and nervous stares toward the ground

i can't decide if i should scream or stay in bed forever